It's been almost a week straight of this insomnia... Up until at least 3 a.m. and then wake up with my boys at 7:30... This time awake in the quiet makes my mind wander. I over think life and love and the lack there of on the last one... I miss having someone to spend my evenings with when my boys go to sleep... I wait, wait for the one to make it worth not being single... Is she out there?! I don't know but I know that no matter what happens in this life I will stay positive, learn from my mistakes, love life and and always remember that everything that's happened in my life... No matter how fucked up has brought me to this point in life and made me who and what I am today... I am beyond happy with who I am and await the special someone to come along that will love me for who and what I am! Have a wonderful weekend everyone!!!