Hello all!
so big news its official I am moving to Oregon. Ahhh yes, Oregon, the beaver state.
hehe... beaver....
anywho my last day of work is next Friday which is a bittersweet occasion. I like my job but I have grown tired of it. but I will miss some of my customers and the people I work with a lot.. but such is life I guess.
I am both excited and nervous about this move but I think its for the best.
on another note my birthday is tomorrow
last night I went out to eat with my family and then my husband and I went to the strip club it was fun.
ummm yea so I guess thats all I have to report right now
soooooo
bye!
so big news its official I am moving to Oregon. Ahhh yes, Oregon, the beaver state.
hehe... beaver....
anywho my last day of work is next Friday which is a bittersweet occasion. I like my job but I have grown tired of it. but I will miss some of my customers and the people I work with a lot.. but such is life I guess.
I am both excited and nervous about this move but I think its for the best.
on another note my birthday is tomorrow
last night I went out to eat with my family and then my husband and I went to the strip club it was fun.
ummm yea so I guess thats all I have to report right now
soooooo
bye!
Fate, destiny... karma?
are these things truth or fiction?
are the little mundane things in life meaningless or do they add up to something big?
Is everything predetermined?
or is it all free will?
I would love answers to these questions but know I wont ever know for sure.
but what do you all think?
are these things truth or fiction?
are the little mundane things in life meaningless or do they add up to something big?
Is everything predetermined?
or is it all free will?
I would love answers to these questions but know I wont ever know for sure.
but what do you all think?
I just wrote another haiku today during work
and remember this is based on true events
ok here it goes...
*clears throat*
Bagels are yummy
Ew, a fly landed on mine
Now I can't eat it
sooo.. need less to say I didn't have a good breakfast today. but I made up for it with a great late lunch
thats all for now
and remember this is based on true events
ok here it goes...
*clears throat*
Bagels are yummy
Ew, a fly landed on mine
Now I can't eat it
sooo.. need less to say I didn't have a good breakfast today. but I made up for it with a great late lunch
thats all for now
I wrote a haiku...
every once in a while I get into haiku writing kicks... not sure why.
usually they are funny ones (which I like best) but I don't know why this one is not. but it popped into my head yesterday so I thought I'd share it.
Blood in the water
Like the shark I am, I tear
your flesh one last time
Its kinda weird for me to be all deep and whatnot. I'm usually just goofy and thats the way u-hu u-hu I like it. lol
ok so on another note my birthday is next week yay! and all i told my parents I wanted (since they asked) was more tattoos
I think considering giving me some money for one since I was all like... "they make me happy and don't you want your daughter to be happy?" lol
eh, whatever they will probably get me gift certificates for clothes or something lol
at least they are nice enough to get me anything
my parents are pretty awesome.
my husband has been talking about getting another tattoo and he would like to base it off this picture of me:
I think its cute but it wont be exactly like the picture he'll probably wanna slut it up a bit... which is fine of course lol
well I've better be going.. got to get ready for work
hope y'all have a wonderful day!
every once in a while I get into haiku writing kicks... not sure why.
usually they are funny ones (which I like best) but I don't know why this one is not. but it popped into my head yesterday so I thought I'd share it.
Blood in the water
Like the shark I am, I tear
your flesh one last time
Its kinda weird for me to be all deep and whatnot. I'm usually just goofy and thats the way u-hu u-hu I like it. lol
ok so on another note my birthday is next week yay! and all i told my parents I wanted (since they asked) was more tattoos
I think considering giving me some money for one since I was all like... "they make me happy and don't you want your daughter to be happy?" lol
eh, whatever they will probably get me gift certificates for clothes or something lol
at least they are nice enough to get me anything
my parents are pretty awesome.
my husband has been talking about getting another tattoo and he would like to base it off this picture of me:
I think its cute but it wont be exactly like the picture he'll probably wanna slut it up a bit... which is fine of course lol
well I've better be going.. got to get ready for work
hope y'all have a wonderful day!
So I have this dress I bought a long time ago and have never worn basically because I don't know where the hell I would wear it lol well.... besides a costume party were I could be... I don't know a trampy vampire or something lol
what do you guys think? where could I wear this?
after taking that picture I was goofing off with the camera so I guess I'll show you that too.
what do you guys think? where could I wear this?
after taking that picture I was goofing off with the camera so I guess I'll show you that too.
I've posted quite a few pictures in the last 24 hours.. am I becoming a narcissist? well.... I guess we all are to an extent right?
I just wanted to say I really enjoy talking to you all. 
your all great and wonderful people with beautiful souls and you make me so happy!
well have a great night all!
Thank you to everyone who commented and/or messaged me last night about my blog.
I was just having a shitty self loathing night
but I'm feeling a little better now...
I watched Hobo with a shotgun which cheered me up a bit
tonight I'm planning on watching Rubber which looks like a delightful movie.
If anyone local wants to come over and watch it with me feel free to message me.
I'm going to dye my hair... again...
b/c of my nasty ass job and having no a/c at home I take 2 showers a day which rapidly fades my hair...
I wish I could dye my hair aqua or purple or pink or perhaps blue... but low and behold I need to maintain a "professional" appearance
I don't understand why I can't be "professional" and look a little ummm... alternative.
Don't they teach like everyone in grade school not to judge people by their appearance? why doesn't that translate to adulthood?
I mean most of the time I'm all sweaty and dirty so how is THAT professional?
eh, whatever...
well I hope everyone is having a stellar sunday
here is a recent picture of my boobs with my naked ninnies woe is me... lol
I was just having a shitty self loathing night
but I'm feeling a little better now...
I watched Hobo with a shotgun which cheered me up a bit
tonight I'm planning on watching Rubber which looks like a delightful movie.
If anyone local wants to come over and watch it with me feel free to message me.
I'm going to dye my hair... again...
b/c of my nasty ass job and having no a/c at home I take 2 showers a day which rapidly fades my hair...
I wish I could dye my hair aqua or purple or pink or perhaps blue... but low and behold I need to maintain a "professional" appearance
I don't understand why I can't be "professional" and look a little ummm... alternative.
Don't they teach like everyone in grade school not to judge people by their appearance? why doesn't that translate to adulthood?
I mean most of the time I'm all sweaty and dirty so how is THAT professional?
eh, whatever...
well I hope everyone is having a stellar sunday
here is a recent picture of my boobs with my naked ninnies
woe is me... lol So I'm back in Ohio... well I've been back for a few days but ya know whatever.
I feel all emotional and stressed and not good.
my kids have been driving me crazy they both have been acting like spoiled brats... oh, wait they are. especially since they have just spent a week with my parents and then my mother in law was here for the last few days spoiling them some more.
It really makes me feel all warm and fuzzy when they say they hate me because I wont get them something they don't need or I wont take them to the fair b/c they have been acting bad.
all my husband tells me is to beat their asses... well, I have nothing against spanking or anything, I indeed have spanked them before but that has been in extreme situations.
anywho I don't know what to do...
then I'm also all stressed b/c of the whole decision to move thing.
I really liked it up in Oregon and would like to move there but my 7 year old freaks out and starts crying anytime someone mentions moving.
plus my parents are 100% against it.
my husband has a job interview out there today so if he gets it and it seems like a good fit I guess I'll feel a little bit more secure about moving out there. although my parents will probably hate me forever for taking away their precious spoiled grandchildren...
One guy at work the other day asked me "wont you miss your friends if you move all the way out there"... ummm what friends?
I have very few and the ones I do have I very rarely see or even talk to.
oh also I have more bad news... I took out my nipple rings for like less then a day and they closed up. they have been pierced for like 2 years so I didn't think it would be a problem but apparently it was
so now my nipples look naked to me and its very unsettling for some reason.
so whenever I have the money which will probably be in like 10 years I was thinking about getting em' pierced vertically.
what do y'all think? yay or nay?
well sorry I'm not my usual peppy self, I don't wanna be a debbie downer but I just needed to vent so thanks for putting up with me
I feel all emotional and stressed and not good.
my kids have been driving me crazy they both have been acting like spoiled brats... oh, wait they are. especially since they have just spent a week with my parents and then my mother in law was here for the last few days spoiling them some more.
It really makes me feel all warm and fuzzy when they say they hate me because I wont get them something they don't need or I wont take them to the fair b/c they have been acting bad.
all my husband tells me is to beat their asses... well, I have nothing against spanking or anything, I indeed have spanked them before but that has been in extreme situations.
anywho I don't know what to do...
then I'm also all stressed b/c of the whole decision to move thing.
I really liked it up in Oregon and would like to move there but my 7 year old freaks out and starts crying anytime someone mentions moving.
plus my parents are 100% against it.
my husband has a job interview out there today so if he gets it and it seems like a good fit I guess I'll feel a little bit more secure about moving out there. although my parents will probably hate me forever for taking away their precious spoiled grandchildren...
One guy at work the other day asked me "wont you miss your friends if you move all the way out there"... ummm what friends?
I have very few and the ones I do have I very rarely see or even talk to.
oh also I have more bad news... I took out my nipple rings for like less then a day and they closed up. they have been pierced for like 2 years so I didn't think it would be a problem but apparently it was
so now my nipples look naked to me and its very unsettling for some reason.
so whenever I have the money which will probably be in like 10 years I was thinking about getting em' pierced vertically.
what do y'all think? yay or nay?
well sorry I'm not my usual peppy self, I don't wanna be a debbie downer but I just needed to vent so thanks for putting up with me
leaving today for Portland... I'm nervous about flying especially since I'll be by myself. Like a.... do I dare say...... grownup 
ummm... thats about it I guess
nothing further to report....
Over and out
ummm... thats about it I guess
nothing further to report....
Over and out
so today it is suppose to be like a million degrees out... totally not looking forward to working in it I hate to bitch.... but yea, I do anyways lol
In Astoria Oregon it is only going to be 63 for the high.... I kinda want that. its total sweatshirt weather... nothing is better then a comfy hoodie
.... well actually I can think of a few other things that may be better then a hoodie.....
but its up there lol
well to everyone in and out of the heat drink plenty of water b/c hydrated people are beautiful people
I hate to bitch.... but yea, I do anyways lol In Astoria Oregon it is only going to be 63 for the high.... I kinda want that. its total sweatshirt weather... nothing is better then a comfy hoodie
.... well actually I can think of a few other things that may be better then a hoodie.....
but its up there lol
well to everyone in and out of the heat drink plenty of water b/c hydrated people are beautiful people
