Whoa! its been over a month!
well a lot has happened but I don't know where to begin.
well I shouldn't say a lot has happened pretty much everything is the same but whateves

yesterday I finally got some packing done.
I don't know how I'm going to fit all my crap in my car....

I'm leaving on june 22nd and I'm getting really nervous bc its a little over a week away.

the rest of my time here in ohio is already fillled up with work and fathers day and going away party and baseball games....
oh, boy its going to be a long week that is sure to fly by.

I don't have a job or place to live out in Oregon so that makes me a little nervous too but I know everything will work out.

my boyfriend is driving out there with me and then he is flying back on his own which makes me very sad.
well thats all for now I bettter get ready for work bye!

so, Its me again
how are you?
I got drunk last night at work (I was off) during bike nite I walked home with Neat_o_saurus and we totally had sexy time.... ah, I love sexy time lol
we had sexy time this morning too.....
I miss living with him and having sexy time all the time
I guess that is it for now
bye

OK so here is the tale about my last couple of days. Tuesday I woke up and my boyfriend had to leave for a while to take care of some stuff so I just kinda hung out when he got back we headed up to Cleveland and we were going to eat lunch at Happy Dog and I was really excited but we got there and I didn't realize that they don't open until 4pm wtf!? it was a little after 2pm so we just went to Great lakes brewery instead. it was a decent lunch.

After Lunch we went to check into our hotel I booked with priceline and got a decent rate. they asked if I wanted two doubles or a king and I went with the two doubles.
We got to the room and filled the sink with ice and beer and started drinking. I was feeling frisky and so got down to my skivies and jumped in the one bed.....
thats when it happened.....
my boyfriend said with some urgency "DONT MOVE"
there was a dead bug and a yucky stain on the bed.
I was pretty grossed out but at the moment I didn't care that much and just moved to the other bed. lol
yadda yadda yadda

and afterward I decided to call the front desk about the bug/stain and the manager came up and gave us keys to a new room and free breakfast which was really nice.
so we went to the new room which was a huge suite!!

it was pretty awesome.
so then we decided to head down to the house of blues all the sets were really good and I had a good time
well,,,, other then spending 9.50 for a beer
HIGHWAY ROBBERY I TELL YA!!!!!

anywho we had a good night.
In the morning we got our free breakfast which was alright.

then we headed back towards home
stopped at the store then hung out at home for about an hour
We went to the movies and saw Evil Dead.
I was kinda disappointed I love the original franchise so much and it was an alright movie and everything I just expected more.

anywho, then we went and got burritos and headed to a local bar for our end of season bowling banquet.
I won some money which was good but then lost money playing Keno lol
Oh, well.

then we went to my one job and drank more.
by this time my boyfriend was pretty drunk but he insisted on having more.

when we got home he was pretty outta sorts so I put him to bed.

I drove him back early this morning so he could go to work.

I still have off today and I went to the salon to get my hair did.
I got color (tame color b/c my brother's wedding is on the 27th) and a trim.
I am happy with the results.

then I spent to afternoon with my mom watching Downton Abby. I'm a little obsessed with that show lol
so yea now I'm on here.

for you:

ANTHRAX TONIGHT!!!!!! WOO WOOT!!!!!!!

today I went to work and got cut early. so I spent my 2 1/2 hour pay on food and drinks now I'm wasting time until I have to go to my other job and I'm really horny... god damn I am horny I think I'll watch so porn

sorry I haven't been on here for awhile
nothing really new with me. I got a second job as a cashier yay me!
unfortunately I have a little bit of trouble saving money
today I bought a dress for my brothers wedding... even though I had something I could have worn I wanted a new dress its really cute though and I want to look pretty for my boyfriend.
then I got lunch because I was shopping all day and hadn't eaten anything.. and then, I saw this set of necklaces for my daughters that I couldn't pass up.
ugh! I need to stop spending money!!!!!

my whole goal is to save money to move across the country to be with my kids but I'm way behind on my savings then I should be.
its no ones fault but my own.

I think I might live too much in the now. if something sounds good I'll spend money on it b/c it will make me happy now, but then I usually regret it because its fucking up my goals
I have a total lack of self control
stupid, stupid me!!!!!!!

anywho, I guess I'm done boring you.
I have to work both jobs tomorrow which is good b/c i'll be making money not spending it.

hope all is well with everyone
goodnight

so work is going good in case anyone was wondering. this job is so easy.
most of the time I just stand at the door and bull shit with people.
I have a job interview tomorrow at a store for a cashier position. I really like to cashier. I know that sounds lame but I enjoy it.
sooooo... yea. I guess that is all for now

here are some sub par webcam pics:


yea, I'm a dork.

well here it is:

I already got dirty looks from an old lady at walmart last night. but I hope yall like it better then her.

right now I'm dying my hair. I nervous about the results and b/c its going to be a 3 step process.
and its going to be a little drastic for me.
but if everything turns out alright I'll post some pictures.

last night I worked at my new job. its a new restaurant so this past weekend we were doing "test drive days" with friends and family and a community day.
but last night was our VIP party.
It was a little crazy
and I also concluded that the company could have saved a lot of money by investing in a doorstop, b/c thats what my job was a lot of the night.
Not that I'm complaining b/c I'm getting paid to stand around and talk to people which is great.

I got to talk to one of the co-founders last night which was kinda cool.
for a little while I was a food runner. which again I don't think they really needed me back in the kitchen but I was a nice little break from the front door.

I Think the worst part of this job is the 17 and 18 year olds I have to work with. They are just really annoying and don't know how easy this job is.
they complain about taking out the trash, which btw is all paper receipts or paper towels. and they complain that we don't get breaks....
Ummm... you are getting paid to stand here you don't need a break.

oh well. maybe one day they will learn how good they have it.

well its just about time to rinse out the 1st step of my hair dying adventure. wish me luck!

I hate when porn has music b/c its always really cheesy generic music that is super distracting