Ooooooooh man! its already November!
This year has been flying by!

if anyone has been wondering what I look like at 645 in the morning lit only by the glow of my laptop this is it:

Unfortunately I have a big ol' pimple on my forehead
I seem to be breaking out all over. I think it is due to stress.

a few big bomb shells have been dropped on me this week and when I say big I mean BIG!!!!!!!

and then there is the whole losing my love in less then a month
some days I feel like everything will be ok.
he keeps telling me he knows I have to leave but he wants me to be his again one day, even if its in like 20 years.
I wish he could come with me. sigh.

anywho, Thanksgiving is fast approaching and really I can't wait. I love it. eating and drinking all day long.... no worrying about presents..... thats the holiday for me

well I guess thats all for now sorry to bore yall