so here is the most current picture of me:

oooooh yea!!!!!
sexy bed head at 5:00pm on sunday.
this whole weekend was a total waste.
my boyfriend and I were both sick.
Like pooping and barfing sick
no fun.
and we had both of his kids for the weekend so I'm sure they were bored to death.

Also I've been super blah lately b/c of the situation with me and my boyfriend.
in case you haven't heard we are breaking up.
so you maybe asking yourself "why are you still with him"
the answer to that is I fucking love the shittletts outta him.
he loves me too so he says.
but at the end of next month I'm moving in with my mom and dad to save money so I can go move out to Oregon to be with my kids.
and my boyfriend will be moving back in with his wife.
this whole thing sucks ass
I want him to move with me....
but he'd be in the same situation that I'm in right now b/c his kids live out here.

Ugh!

I am so done with relationships.
If not one person is getting hurt they both are.
what's the point?
I don't want to go through life hurting people or being hurt.
*sigh*

on a lighter note I kinda got a kitty:



Its really my brother's and his fiance's cat but I'm taking care of her b/c they can't have pets right now.
but I'm not sure If I'll be able to give her back
I love that pussy!!! lol
I named her Wednesday by the way.
anywho I'm going to try to be on here more then once every few months lol
talk at cha ya soooooon