Who said 2008 would be a great year?
Bullshit. It's just the worst ever

I just got back from the Babyshambles concert. Gosh, it was crazy, that's what it was. Not because i'm a huge fan of Doherty (it's part of my work going to concert of bands i don't like much XD), but because i had a lot of fun, i destroyed most of my body in the mosh and i spent a great night with two amazing friends. and then adventures driving to the 'Colli Bolognesi'

so as always i'm playing with my Nikolino (aka my Nikon D80) and going out to keep my mind occupied...
i just realize that knowing nothing is better than knowing at all and not to think is the way.

this is all folks for now!
hope to have more and better news soon
xoxo

Happy new year everybody.

Now time has come for doubts.
I hate running after things i can't get in a little while. It happens to love, things, stuff, people, goals. I must learn what Patience means and takes, not only theoretically.
And it's time to boubt about future. I thought i already knew what i wanted, and i'm still, but life sometimes follows its own ways and tells you to prepare a Plan B. And my plan B is not ready or it is but i don't even know if i can realize it. It's so reasonable being insecure.

You are just like your mother, I'm just the same as the others / Do you believe everything they write in all those magazines? / Stay out of love until you're ready, stay out of it 'cause it scares you / You'll still find your love outside the public library.

Maybe it's just the begin of this year, there's a lot going on and a lot changing. Afte June, Nothing is gonna be the same, ever. Now, i'm not really arranging much, i'll discover somehow if I'll keep being lethargic or i'll shot a real shake to my state of mind. I don't want to wake up knowing I don't have a future.


xoxo

Well, time for an update here in my land
not much has changed i'm still waiting for a photographer....
but it's not the end of the world, i've been living 18 years without a set on SG, i can keep on...

Life's been busy anyway, a lot to study, though i haven't done much as always (crappy weekend with a English degree 8-9 dec...) and huge work for the best webzine ever, Dagheisha

But, to bring some sunshine, i'm in love, yes, with my adorable Nikolino (aka my Nikon D80 + 50/200 zoom, a bit massive and definetily much)!
i'm having so much fun and i'm messing my bestest friends... poor victims!

of course, you can find more pics on My Flickr

hope to have better news next time
xoxo

Made IT!!!!!!!!!!


I truly Need Help!

Love them to death... In June, just when I was born...


Black angel, black angel
As you grow up
I want you to drink
From the plenty cup
My little black angel
My little black angel as years roll by
I want you to fly with wings held high
I want you to live by the justice code
I want you to burn down freedom's road
My little black angel
Oh lie away, oh lie away asleeping
Lie away safe in my arms
Your father, your future protects you
And locks you safe from all harm
Little black angel I feel so glad
You'll never have things I never had
When out of men's hearts all hate has gone
It's better to die than forever live on
My little black angel...

I was tired of waiting and i'm gonna try.
Wish me Good Luck.

well, i'm tired of waiting... autumn just wasn't my season...

Well it's happening
Never planned on this
You've got something I need
Kind of dangerous
And I'm losing control
I'm not used to this
What you want from me
I'm not used to this

I can't shut it off
This thing I've begun
And it's hard to tell
Just where it's coming from
And it's hard to see
What I'm capable of
And it's hard to believe
Just, what I've become

Hey, can we stop
Me, I'm not

I can swallow it down
Keep it all inside
I define myself
By how well I hide
I feel it coming apart
Well, at least I tried
(Nine Inch Nails)

here i come again, after a wonderful week in London City and back to study and ordinary stuff.
Terrible mood, too many situations that do not help.
i'm so tired of this mess...

next month maybe i'm gonna have a new tattoo, hope so.... can't wait...
then check out the pics in the spoiler...

to apply or not to apply?
xoxo Babygirl...

Back Home.(here I mess up my mind again)
Don't you even try to talk to me about love or i'll laugh at you. Don't you dare repeat once again how fool, how silly, how blind I act or look or am. S:H:U:T the F:U:C::K U. I know it all exactly as everyone alse does.

and in addiction, i got a cold! lovely summer rain.

[Some deny and search for things that never come around
Do I feel like a fool?
The places I have ran to all my life have disappeared
And I owe this all to you

I'm feeling like I'm sinking
And nothing's there to catch me, keep me breathing

What do I have to do?
Why can't this hurt be through?
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true
Why won't you please let me through?
I don't understand why you always push me away

The last thing I would like to do before I go away
is cry there next to you (next to you)
Cry and talk about the good old days and where they've gone
And now how much I hate you

I feel the blood drip off my body as it falls right there
on the ground
What am I now?

What am I now?
What am I now?

What do I have to do?
Why can't this hurt be through?
I'm going head unto
Something I know I will fail
Why can't this kiss be true
Why won't you please let me through?
I don't understand why you always push me away

Why you always push me away
Why you always push me away]

Time Will Tell.... or Yell...
Back. Rewind. Restart. After So long

and next wekk NIN, TOOL, Maximo Park and Peepin'Tom in hereeeeeee
Some Picture News...

Babygirl xoxo

I'm not DeaD... maybe just a little bit here in Sardinia.
I've been working here since June 20th to Aug 20th....
so i'll try not to be far from civil world too much!
xoxo Babygirl

Time to update, don't you think so? Maybe not.

But.


I just have eyes. To see thruths which are not exactly what i've been dreaming for years.
but it's okay, i'm young and dumb.

This is the beginning of the CHEMICALISM.
it's made of Pride, Lust, Thoughts, Regrets, Lies, Foolishness, Occasional Wisdom, Visual Art and Killer Instinct.
Join now?

it's so weird.
Isis Concert yesterday, Modest Mouse Monday, French noir movies, Art ART and always A.R.T, comic/Illustration Contest and i've joined it, Cinemà, School is Over, My B-Day in less than a week, Love, Not Love.
My Brain going to blow up soon. But somehow i'm not scared anymore.

Sg or not SG. that's the question now.

Some update with pics.

I'm done now.
xoxo Babygirl

have you ever wished time to get back for the special moments you've lived?
well, this is exactly how i feel now. I . want . my . Time . Back .
Melancholy is filling me.

So this is why i love my friends. i . like . playing . with . blood . (fake, of course)





thanks to Ary, Sarah and Marty for the session, photography, make up and location.
check Lipgloss & Black Photography for more pictures
see you next time...
Babygirl