Congratulations to B of C.attle(Seattle)

...for becoming the new Sous(Sue, title meaning second in command) Chef at Belltown Bistro, one of the five Bluwater Bistro restaurants, in my humble opinion the nicest one with the best food. This brings my month long search for a job that I like and would be able to pay me for my ability. Its an hourly Chef position with garanteed overtime. $15.00 an hour times fourty five hours a week times fifty two weeks a year equals out to be about $36,000 a year, not bad for a start.

16 days till my Birthday!!!!




Life is looking up.





~B~

I think the goblins are eating my brains and joy is leaking out of my ears.....

Seattle people:

Does anyone know of any restaurants looking for Sous Chefs or Line Cooks?

Las Vegas!!



Was amazing I am thinking about moving there!!!


I had a blast and I didn't even gamble much(go penny slots go).


It was so much fun there is so much to do.

It was also my first two flights ever, did I mention I'm acrophobic(afraid of hights) It was a fun adventure though.



I still have no internet at home so if you want to contact me (I can email on my cell)email me:
Be_Sirius@msn.com

Or text/call me:
206-851-0204







~B~

Blue Feelings Prt. 1



Where are the feelings,
to be placed traced an interlaced?
How will our interaction react
to this traction without action?
Common Sense say's
"it doesn't take all day to recognize sunshine"

Though separation I see by the seas of time.
Where the,
who are you,
too true,
a part of my heart,
is shaded in blue.
Who the where are we,
burnt tree,
from soot spring root,
truth is free?

Who are you is it another you,
or the other you?
Who are we,
is it us,
is it them?
Where are you, where do you reside?
Who what where, let it go let it slide.

faith is for the unbreakable,
to me your eyes are unmistakable
unlisted twisted unsifted I pray to Kali,
untested rested I'm (fed) to Kali.

The Way,
from finish to start,
the true form of artless art.
These are the only words that sing through,
from you to me from me to you.
Let go,
Slide,
and hold true.
are you truly free
are you ready to see,
there is always a, you and me.
Understanding is without focus or fate,
fathomlessly begin to contemplate




Post Script:

Dear friends - No internet

I don't have internet at my home right now.

So if I don't respond to you for a couple of days its cause I am to lazy to go to the coffee shop and sit in public.

If you want to talk to me email me, I have email access on my phone.

Be_Sirius@msn.com


One love




~B~

Blue feelings, Prt. 2





Gotta sift through these issues,
dear mind I miss you,
mortified aborted by this too,
faded through blue,
as I
fade to black,
the simple act,
as twisted fact,
creating a falling back,
off track,
as I prove my point I react,
off the path springing through new ideas.

Icons as distorted models infected,
as we reacted,
or was it all enacted,
as precognition,
in addition to the recognition,
that our past repeats,
these feats we feel
as we see these cycles
circling down with inward gravity,
to great to escape what we see,
as our fate its so surprising,
how long we wait surviving,
in the event horizon,
arriving as second thought arising,
too late signed sealed in this state,
waxing the fate.

we've foreseen as clean,
as light or is it the false light of day,
the false dawn before day
we follow with dismay,
is this display,
to abstract that's what I heard some say,
as I search for better ways,
to say these feelings as they may,
come into play.

is it too simple,
or complex,
or
simply to complex
seeing what will come next,
do not get caught up in the context,
in the effect
directly opposed to redirect,
the flowing intent,
as to not leave those lead,
knowing what is the content,
of my verbal connect.

the light is on I see the connection,
as a collection,
of
fragile fragmented feelings
falling further from the forms,
we first came from to turn
from one formation
into another the transformation,
is over before you or I,
have any realization,
is this knowledge
or
information
in formation?



~B~

I now believe in Jesus, I just thought all my friends should know. Its been a long internal battle with me believing in, an all powerful deity like figure. One who is the beginning and the ending, I now understand how he is the first and shall surely be the last.

I know now why Homosexuality is thought to be wrong. I get why it needs to be that way in the eyes of my lord. I have come to grips with why we must pay tithings. Its now all making sense to me.

Jesus was born into this world as the Christ, the Messiah, the one true King of kings. I get why Easter is about bunnies and eggs.

We need not have false idols in these "End of Days". I bare witness to the glory and the power of Jesus.

Its all because he rose from the dead. Its because he died for our living sins. Its because when he arose a new he became a zombie, the first true not living, the beging of the reign of the undead. Its no wounder we eat of his flesh and drink of his blood in church. I see that its not sex with another man nor woman that is the same as you being the problem. Its having sex with other zombies period. We need to pay the church to help hide the fact that Jesus is a zombie from the rest of the world!



Baby Jesus fetus, as a zombie coming to feed on us:

God is a vampire, vampires you have to invite into your home or temple, God needs to be invited into your soul or temple.



~B~

I love the noc noc!

I had an amazing time last night danced my butt off(whick my butt can always use some help in that matter). Reastablished some friendships I think, drank a bunch of beer and was only charged for two, so I tipped the bar tender $12.00 on my $8.00 tab.

Walked home and watched Carl Sagans the Cosmos, cause I'm that much of a geek! I do admit my brain is happy I left when I did cause if I hade a few more I might be in a bit more pain. (Blue Powerade helps too thank you Aadi)