so last night while i was driving home a white station wagon, with one headlight out, came speeding up beside me as i notice the vehicle is full of punkers i didnt know, the guy in the front passenger seat stuck his mohawk out of the window with his head and said "I LOVE YOUR ANTIFLAG STICKER!" which is well worth considering in this commonwealth of virginia i usually get people riding my butt with their brights on because they misunderstand the sticker.

Today was beautiful! maria and i went around my parents property today and took pictures then we went to the creek and played with rocks i had so much fun*
oh yeah and to add to my geekyness i left the WoW guild i had been a part of for 2 years due to stupidy of other officers, just because my boyfriend was in the guild as well we are considered 1 person and they only talk to him, and since they were unable to talk to him they demoted us both (without saying anything to me) for accusations of plotting. its horribly dramatic and alot of bullshit. *yawn* not worth it.

Fuck yeah i`ve been slackin, whatcha gunna do aboot it?

okay now that i`ve got that aggression out lets recap whats been going on while i`ve been denying myself suicide girls. honestly i`ve just been a basketcase who has to go to work all the time, but then goes and skips. i know its not healthy im in the process of working on myself as a whole to be a better person. pretty sure my theme song lately is 'better version of me'- Fiona Apple in the meantime i`ve done a few modeling sets not as many as i would have liked though, i dont have enough GREAT pictures for a decent portfolio. dont think im narcissistic if you knew me in person you would know this. as i sit here in the shirt i wore yesterday/slepted in and some sleep pants i wore two nights ago as well. still in yesterdays makeup and a pencil holding up my ratty unbrushed hair.

my sisters wedding is coming up this weekend, shes been engaged to this guy for 4 years now. they`ve been together for like 6, its crazy how everyone grows up and becomes their own version of adult. its difficult to transition to a happy medium to not lose yourself as a kid versus conforming to the adult world to accomplish adult things.

I will be officially 21 on 8-21-08 its supposed to be a good year i guess my lucky number is 8. good things happen and an 8 appears before my eyes.

and phil and i have recently celebrated out 3 year anniversary we went and pitched a tent on the blue ridge parkway for that night. it was very relaxing and a bit freeing. heres the view from the tent.

yeah i`ll write more later... maybe.

Seriously if anyone knows/is anyone who wants to hire me for a decent price for any job related fashionista i make clothes, i wear clothes, i love it all i`d be so happy. i need 30k a year at least. haha

*yawn* im boring. haha

Yes i know im not faithful to SG anymore, its okay.. the world will go on without me. Obviously not my time yet for that limelight. Im not being Emo about it or anything, just accepting truths.

routine can be an ugly word, my schedule keeps changing its kind of nice... keeps me on my toes. im moving over to customer service at HSN now so i have to go through three weeks of training late night and weekends off then to a schedule midday with midweek off. yeah im slightly rambling about it, oh and i made the halloween decoration for my sales team im in.. even though yesterday was the day i did it and it was the last day of being in sales for awhile..

So.... i dont get on as much lately but its okay. im still alive.. find me on agamaggon my name is Zellee.

otherwise! i moved to a fancy appt complex... the kids are happy (maynard and molly the cats, and zellee my cuddle puppy) theres a nice hot tub just a building away.. sweet poolside when it come in season again.. exercise room... Sunscape Appts I have an awesome closet.. i still get lost in it. im happy.

welp maynard is staying his second night again at the vet.. hes sick its sad. i love him and i want him back home.


on a lighter note: got some new pictures done the other day..


you should check them out in my pictures

so my maynard kitten had to spend two nights at the vet.. he had come home not breathing too well so we took him in to the vet... maynard is my kid alright hes got my asthma. i still love him bunches, even though i piss him off mad when i have to shove pills down his throat now every morning and every night... hopefully i wont have to do the pills thing forever..