Its been a year since my first (and for now only) set POP went online!
I loved the whole process and I LOVE THIS SET!
6 more comments and it reaches the 1000!!!! I never thought that could happen !
Even though it never was bought and the dream of becoming a Suicidegirls did not come true ..not yet.... I am very happy to be part of this community for almost 5 years now!!!
Maybe 2013 will be the year of my second set
Kisses and hugs to you all!!!!!!!
xoxo,
Avian
I loved the whole process and I LOVE THIS SET!
6 more comments and it reaches the 1000!!!! I never thought that could happen !
Even though it never was bought and the dream of becoming a Suicidegirls did not come true ..not yet.... I am very happy to be part of this community for almost 5 years now!!!
Maybe 2013 will be the year of my second set
Kisses and hugs to you all!!!!!!!
xoxo,
Avian
I neeed your help!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have to write an acknowledgment for my master thesis and I want to thank my parents ..Since english is not my native language ...could you tell me if my writing is ok or not ...maybe you could tell me how to improve the following lines ...THANK YOU!!!!
"… special thanks to my parents, who always encouraged me to become what I want, for giving me the opportunity to study biology as well as their encouragement, love and understanding not only during this master thesis but throughout my entire life."
Please please help me :-)!!!
xoxo,
Avian
I have to write an acknowledgment for my master thesis and I want to thank my parents ..Since english is not my native language ...could you tell me if my writing is ok or not ...maybe you could tell me how to improve the following lines ...THANK YOU!!!!
"… special thanks to my parents, who always encouraged me to become what I want, for giving me the opportunity to study biology as well as their encouragement, love and understanding not only during this master thesis but throughout my entire life."
Please please help me :-)!!!
xoxo,
Avian
My life is confusing, exhausting and most of the time hard and sad .....but there were some fun times during summer !! Most of them caused by the best boyfriend in the world!!
Because we are both zoology student we have free entry to the zoo ... we went there twice in the last couple of weeks ...
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I went the a deep sea exhibition ... pretty awesome ..but it was really difficult to take pictures in these dark rooms ..
and I forced myself to another one called "insectophobia" ... I am absolutely freaking out when it comes to spiders ...
but ... I think I defeated my inner girly girl
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I went on vacation for one week with a good friend of mine ... I love the sea ..it is the most calming and liberating place in the world for me .... and I got a needed break from my real life ...
But also there I realized: Human race is stupid and cruel ...
My man was alone at home ..so I had to cheer him up sometimes
One day I took a long walk on the beach and suprisingly I ended up here ..
Some nature adventures were included during my summer ...
One of the most markable moments was ...my meeting with JANE GOODALL
And some girl power pool time with my grandma and mome
Chillin' out looked like that most of the time ...
Some self portraits ...to satisfy my narcissistic inner me
In the meantime I tried to save the world ...
That's all for now ... Hope you enjoyed my little daily day life summary
Right now ...My laboratory is getting autumnal ...and I love it!!!
xoxo,
Avian
PS: I'm thinking about doing another photo set for SG ...what do you think about it???
If you like to follow me on Instagram: Avian_
Because we are both zoology student we have free entry to the zoo ... we went there twice in the last couple of weeks ...
I went the a deep sea exhibition ... pretty awesome ..but it was really difficult to take pictures in these dark rooms ..
and I forced myself to another one called "insectophobia" ... I am absolutely freaking out when it comes to spiders ...
but ... I think I defeated my inner girly girl
I went on vacation for one week with a good friend of mine ... I love the sea ..it is the most calming and liberating place in the world for me .... and I got a needed break from my real life ...
But also there I realized: Human race is stupid and cruel ...
My man was alone at home ..so I had to cheer him up sometimes
One day I took a long walk on the beach and suprisingly I ended up here ..
Some nature adventures were included during my summer ...
One of the most markable moments was ...my meeting with JANE GOODALL
And some girl power pool time with my grandma and mome
Chillin' out looked like that most of the time ...
Some self portraits ...to satisfy my narcissistic inner me
In the meantime I tried to save the world ...
That's all for now ... Hope you enjoyed my little daily day life summary
Right now ...My laboratory is getting autumnal ...and I love it!!!
xoxo,
Avian
PS: I'm thinking about doing another photo set for SG ...what do you think about it???
If you like to follow me on Instagram: Avian_
Did someone of you ever know that you will in all probability will lose one of the most important people in you life ...and that it will happen in the near future?
How did you handle with that? How should I do it? There are so many questions in my head right now and I don't know what to do. There is NOTHING I can do about it. But I can't think about that because I am scared that would kill me.
I don't know what I should feel right now. I feel nothing at all and at the same time there are so many feelings in me that I am overstrained and confused.
My head feels like it will explode every minute. It's like a timebomb ticking over my head all the time.
I want to spend time with that person as much as I can but I can't because it is too hard and hurts me everytime. I want to run away and I feel so guilty for that. I should be strong and I am not. That makes me hate myself. I am totally overwhelmed.
A few months ago everything was ok, my life was good and I had so many dreams. Now, everything is broken into pieces ...my life...my future...my dreams. Nothing will ever happen...because if I would realise my dreams it would hurt the people that are closest to me.
I wanted to travel or maybe emigrate ...but I would leave my beloved alone. I can't to that. I hate myself for being that selfish and thinking about how MY life will be without this person. That's not right.
I don't want to talk to anybody and I CAN'T talk to anybody. I don't want to see this pitiful faces that don't know how I feel. And the people who know how I feel ..I can't talk to them either because it would be to hurtful and we are all trying to block it out.
Life goes on for everyone and I have to stay strong because no one want a aggressive and sad person around them all the time.
I don't know how life should go on ..... I can't handle it!
I have no idea what to do ... I am powerless and weak.
This situation makes a part of me die ...and it never will come back again.
I am not the person I was before ...
How did you handle with that? How should I do it? There are so many questions in my head right now and I don't know what to do. There is NOTHING I can do about it. But I can't think about that because I am scared that would kill me.
I don't know what I should feel right now. I feel nothing at all and at the same time there are so many feelings in me that I am overstrained and confused.
My head feels like it will explode every minute. It's like a timebomb ticking over my head all the time.
I want to spend time with that person as much as I can but I can't because it is too hard and hurts me everytime. I want to run away and I feel so guilty for that. I should be strong and I am not. That makes me hate myself. I am totally overwhelmed.
A few months ago everything was ok, my life was good and I had so many dreams. Now, everything is broken into pieces ...my life...my future...my dreams. Nothing will ever happen...because if I would realise my dreams it would hurt the people that are closest to me.
I wanted to travel or maybe emigrate ...but I would leave my beloved alone. I can't to that. I hate myself for being that selfish and thinking about how MY life will be without this person. That's not right.
I don't want to talk to anybody and I CAN'T talk to anybody. I don't want to see this pitiful faces that don't know how I feel. And the people who know how I feel ..I can't talk to them either because it would be to hurtful and we are all trying to block it out.
Life goes on for everyone and I have to stay strong because no one want a aggressive and sad person around them all the time.
I don't know how life should go on ..... I can't handle it!
I have no idea what to do ... I am powerless and weak.
This situation makes a part of me die ...and it never will come back again.
I am not the person I was before ...
