I really hate my life at this point, I mean I hate being single, i had someone I loved very much, more than anything, blonde hair beautiful, crystal-blue eyes, gorgeous, sweet, caring, loving, albiet 21 years old but i had to give her up because I lost my job, life hates me so damn much. I know its a cliche, but I am not ugly, I mean, i dont think i am, maybe I am and someone just hates ugly poeple? Normally i could care less about what people think, but lately I cant help it. What did I do to deserve this?

I am a decent, loving, kind, caring man but I guess thats never enough.

I hate myself and my life so much.