hey there..... long time no update... i find it really hard to play catch up with everyone. so ill just say this. all is well Gavin is doing great. im bored out of my mind from day to day. (the cold weather sucks, and we are down to one car so during the day we are stuck at home) i miss "trying" to model for the site, but i fear my new body is beyond editing... so yeah... hope all is well with you guys 
i just discovered today that my piercer had/has a SG account! and i have been a "friend" of his on SG since 2008, his account ended back in late 2009..... now i never realized or even thought he was familiar in seeing his SG account photos. earlier today i was looking at his Facebook photos a realized one of his profile pictures was the same as the one he used on here.....
not sure how i feel about this... all i can that keeps running through my mind is "does he recognize me? does he remember me from SG?" we have been going to his shop for the past 3 years, and not once did he mention anything to me about this site, then again i have always been at the shop with James (my fiance) maybe i am over reacting? honestly its no big deal, i expected this sorta thing to happen from time to time.
But it still feels odd.... and the next time i go in to get work done its gonna be in the back of my mind. wish i never figured this out....
honestly its not the end of the world for me, but you have to admit. if you were in my shoes, wouldnt you feel a little odd about it out too? it gets me thinking, how many other people have i meet or known that seen me on this site?
A few years back my family found out about my SG account via the creepy next door neighbor/stalker at my cousins house.. this creepy kid told my cousin he seen me on a nude site... (shit hit the fan, and to this day i still find myself defending my decisions to join SG)
Its a small world.
not sure how i feel about this... all i can that keeps running through my mind is "does he recognize me? does he remember me from SG?" we have been going to his shop for the past 3 years, and not once did he mention anything to me about this site, then again i have always been at the shop with James (my fiance) maybe i am over reacting? honestly its no big deal, i expected this sorta thing to happen from time to time.
But it still feels odd.... and the next time i go in to get work done its gonna be in the back of my mind. wish i never figured this out....
honestly its not the end of the world for me, but you have to admit. if you were in my shoes, wouldnt you feel a little odd about it out too? it gets me thinking, how many other people have i meet or known that seen me on this site?
A few years back my family found out about my SG account via the creepy next door neighbor/stalker at my cousins house.. this creepy kid told my cousin he seen me on a nude site... (shit hit the fan, and to this day i still find myself defending my decisions to join SG)
Its a small world.
so iv been trying to upload a new photo for my profile, but i to re-size it, funny story, my computer has no memory (filled it up to the brim with music) so to fit more i deleted my photo editing software... so can some one do me a huge ass favor? pic any photo, one ya think i look good in and re-size it for me? please? pretty please
Hey there friends... Me and my baby have a huge favor to ask of you guys, our local news channel fox 8 has a beautiful baby contest and Baby Gavin is in some need of votes
(feel free to vote daily, in order to vote you must create an account, its quick and easy, and you can even link it to your facebook page)
Fox 8 beautiful baby contest
Honestly i feel like this is a great baby picture and if you agree then send Gavin some luvin...
Thanks guys
And happy fire works day
(feel free to vote daily, in order to vote you must create an account, its quick and easy, and you can even link it to your facebook page)
Fox 8 beautiful baby contest
Honestly i feel like this is a great baby picture and if you agree then send Gavin some luvin...
Thanks guys
And happy fire works day
So i guess its been awhile....
Well i am alive and well and living the typical family life. Back on February 9th around 3pm my baby boy was born, Via C-Section.
Gavin, Born 7lb. 6oz.
Gavin and I
Fast foreword 5 months.... Gavin gets cuter by the day i swear
as for me, i am great. James asked me to marry him on mothers day, and now iv got a pretty princess ring to prove it....
got some new tattoo work, a huge owl on my chest!
i just recently got a super cute pikachu tattoo, and for the Cleveland people, this tattoo doubles as a Melt Bar & Grilled tattoo! (for those who do not know, Melt is this amazing restaurant, and if you get a tattoo with some sorta grilled cheese incorporate into it you get 25% off for life, and that includes alcohol)
almost every day i daydream of modeling again, trying again, posting new shoots for a shot on this site...
Sigh, That whole pregnancy thing, has really left my body a bit distorted...
my belly looks like a slasher film with freddy as the star...and its really left me feeling pretty low. slowly but steadly i am shedding the pounds... but i feel as if no matter what i do, my belly will for ever be scared!!!!
But on the bright side, at least i have pictures like these to look back on..
i would do almost anything to have this belly back!!!
well I'm not gonna make any promises... ill try to be back soon with lovely updates.
and to all my friends, miss ya guys and all the fun late nights...
Take care
Well i am alive and well and living the typical family life. Back on February 9th around 3pm my baby boy was born, Via C-Section.
Gavin, Born 7lb. 6oz.
Gavin and I
Fast foreword 5 months.... Gavin gets cuter by the day i swear
as for me, i am great. James asked me to marry him on mothers day, and now iv got a pretty princess ring to prove it....
got some new tattoo work, a huge owl on my chest!
i just recently got a super cute pikachu tattoo, and for the Cleveland people, this tattoo doubles as a Melt Bar & Grilled tattoo! (for those who do not know, Melt is this amazing restaurant, and if you get a tattoo with some sorta grilled cheese incorporate into it you get 25% off for life, and that includes alcohol)
almost every day i daydream of modeling again, trying again, posting new shoots for a shot on this site...
Sigh, That whole pregnancy thing, has really left my body a bit distorted...
my belly looks like a slasher film with freddy as the star...and its really left me feeling pretty low. slowly but steadly i am shedding the pounds... but i feel as if no matter what i do, my belly will for ever be scared!!!!
But on the bright side, at least i have pictures like these to look back on..
i would do almost anything to have this belly back!!!
well I'm not gonna make any promises... ill try to be back soon with lovely updates.
and to all my friends, miss ya guys and all the fun late nights...
Take care
Its spider time!!!!
so iv been blessed with two very large spiders that live on the back porch.... Iv named the bigger of the two Betty, shes very active at night and never shy's away..iv even poked her with a twig and she just stands her ground.
The other one hides in the corner out of reach and runs away when i come to check her out...
iv also notice a few little babys here and there, along with 5 different egg sacks along the awning... most people would be disgusted, me, i am super excited, and i love checking on them every night.
from what i have read and seen via the internet iv come to the conclusion they are Orb Weaver spiders.
(Betty is about the size of a quarter now)
and here is Betty wish a wrapped up insect!! if you look close enough you can see a fang inside the orange sack...
(i wonder what she caught?)
And now for something cute and different....
my belly
21 weeks and 5 days
so iv been blessed with two very large spiders that live on the back porch.... Iv named the bigger of the two Betty, shes very active at night and never shy's away..iv even poked her with a twig and she just stands her ground.
The other one hides in the corner out of reach and runs away when i come to check her out...
iv also notice a few little babys here and there, along with 5 different egg sacks along the awning... most people would be disgusted, me, i am super excited, and i love checking on them every night.
from what i have read and seen via the internet iv come to the conclusion they are Orb Weaver spiders.
(Betty is about the size of a quarter now)
and here is Betty wish a wrapped up insect!! if you look close enough you can see a fang inside the orange sack...
(i wonder what she caught?)
And now for something cute and different....
my belly
21 weeks and 5 days
I'm back for awhile....(by that i mean i decided to pay 24bucks a months for the internet)
In other news there is a baby BOY growing inside of me..... ( me and James were really hoping for a baby boy) and we got our wish. currently i am 21 weeks pregnant half way in or threw how ever you wanna look at it.
i can now feel the baby move and squirm around... honestly it feels like something is lightly rubbing my uterus from the inside.... i also notice when i am sitting in a upright position with pressure on my stomach the baby gets pissed and starts swimming about...lol
(my belly at 3months or so)
(my belly two weeks ago, 5months)
it doesn't look like much but i can really tell the difference and feel the weight i put on (so fare its 9 pounds)
its an awesome, im now starting to look pregnant as well, people do allot of nice things for ya when ya got a big'ol belly!
on another note, i am starting to look into alternatives to a hospital (controlled) type of birth. so after a bunch of research and a good documentary i found on netflix i found what seems to be the only Birthing Center in the Cleveland Ohio area.
they offer natural birth in a safe environment, along with several different types of water births.
i am really excited about the idea of a water birth, and always have been.
In the beginning i was indifferent about where or how id give birth... i just new i was gonna stick with the hospital i was going to and i wanted to be pumped up with pain killers....
but my mind has been changing since this whole pregnancy has been progressing. there are so many things that changed my mind... i just know i wanna remember and feel like i was apart of this process.
anyway enough of that boring hippie talk
on to other things..... like pictures
(the latest picture of myself)
(me with plain boring brown hair..blahhhhh )
a super cool robot with a super awesome mustache
and here is a picture of a hamster i seen on a book,,,, normal i am not a fan of hamsters but i need to get one that looks like this guy...freaking adorable
so i think that is it for now....
iv missed my friends on here a lot and i look foreword to catching up with you guys.....
In other news there is a baby BOY growing inside of me..... ( me and James were really hoping for a baby boy) and we got our wish. currently i am 21 weeks pregnant half way in or threw how ever you wanna look at it.
i can now feel the baby move and squirm around... honestly it feels like something is lightly rubbing my uterus from the inside.... i also notice when i am sitting in a upright position with pressure on my stomach the baby gets pissed and starts swimming about...lol
(my belly at 3months or so)
(my belly two weeks ago, 5months)
it doesn't look like much but i can really tell the difference and feel the weight i put on (so fare its 9 pounds)
its an awesome, im now starting to look pregnant as well, people do allot of nice things for ya when ya got a big'ol belly!
on another note, i am starting to look into alternatives to a hospital (controlled) type of birth. so after a bunch of research and a good documentary i found on netflix i found what seems to be the only Birthing Center in the Cleveland Ohio area.
they offer natural birth in a safe environment, along with several different types of water births.
i am really excited about the idea of a water birth, and always have been.
In the beginning i was indifferent about where or how id give birth... i just new i was gonna stick with the hospital i was going to and i wanted to be pumped up with pain killers....
but my mind has been changing since this whole pregnancy has been progressing. there are so many things that changed my mind... i just know i wanna remember and feel like i was apart of this process.
anyway enough of that boring hippie talk
on to other things..... like pictures
(the latest picture of myself)
(me with plain boring brown hair..blahhhhh )
a super cool robot with a super awesome mustache
and here is a picture of a hamster i seen on a book,,,, normal i am not a fan of hamsters but i need to get one that looks like this guy...freaking adorable
so i think that is it for now....
iv missed my friends on here a lot and i look foreword to catching up with you guys.....
hello everyone, long time no update....well just like last time my absences is due the lack of internet/cable. sorta have a billion other things to do with the money we are saving on not having it. anyway pregnancy is going along great, today i am 5 months!!! and i go for an ultra sound next friday!!! me & james are hopeing to see a mini penis on the screen that day, but no matter what we see it will be amazing..sqeeeee <3. it will be so good to know whats growing inside... because when i find out the shopping and shower plans begin!!! well id write more but it takes super long to type with my cellphone.. after all its only a simple little env3..... i miss you guys...and i wish i had time ta msg my friends on here....but my phones web browser sucks...
So it looks like i am gonna be a mom in another 9 months...
i am pregnant (i guess about 2 weeks along) but ill know for sure on Tuesday at 1pm....
I cannot even begin to express my happiness, me and James loving every moment of this....
Its so surreal the way your life can change forever in the matter of one day... (i just found out yesterday)
so ill keep every one posted as soon as i find out more....
i am pregnant (i guess about 2 weeks along) but ill know for sure on Tuesday at 1pm....
I cannot even begin to express my happiness, me and James loving every moment of this....
Its so surreal the way your life can change forever in the matter of one day... (i just found out yesterday)
so ill keep every one posted as soon as i find out more....
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