You've got me Falling You've got me crawling. You've got me Sprawling on the floor again.
Because your lying, Has got me Crying, And now i'm trying to forget myself.
Why do you lie lie lie to watch me cry cry cry and now i try try try not to die die die.
Oh how I love you so my dear. you've hurt me so bad thru the years. now I try not to drown in my big pool of tears, the door has swallowed my key. and i just cant seem to find me. Oh boy your love is my potion. I'll drink you down to avoid this ocean but now im just to small for size, oh babygirl just dry your eyes, no damn need to apologize. now im drifting away in these deep blue waves i just dnt kno what to do, my heart is broken in two
I says hey Mr. Dodo what do you know know standing in place in your own damn caucus race. he says go round in round til you fall down nd find out what is true. So now im falling and im crawling now im sprawling on the floor again.

Recently did some play sets. for kicks and giggles I think they came out rad my have hopefuls set up soon! =p

Well normally when I post a blog it's a poem on my life at that moment..at this point I cant even configure my thoughts into a neat lil rhyme. Life Has sucked me into it's twisted realm of blissful oblivion. I know longer give a shit. I surrender. I give up. Between Baby. Work. Dogs. Financial instability. Crappy relationship between Supposed fiance. house falling apart. "Crazy/normal" family. Growing up and the rest of this so called reality's perks I've lost touch with myself. Confusion. Awkwardness. lowered self esteem. lack of social life. Usually I'd say 2 myself I can endure ALL. Just Go with the flow. Lately I feel like I'm denying myself successful opportunities by being a stubborn headed dimwit And not listening to my natural instincts as well as being all of who I know I can be. I'm trying. I can't tell if it's good enough yet...

On A less depressing note,I went to the yucatan peninsula recently. so rad! I seen Chichen itza on the spring equinox. Beautiful cultural event. So much energy. Alas, the only negative 2 this is I got a really bad sunburn this day though, It gave me a good tan. but the worst part in the middle of my back we're i cant reach to put sunscreen is peeling now. it's ok though, I guess I just need to shed this skin and start over somehow again..

I miss my Dandelion & my lil lost fox friend. One day We'll Have our Dream set and it will be well worth the wait. I feel much better now...Til next time..on Phecal Matters lol

Once Upon A time.
I was feeling so damn fine.
It was one summer day .
When my dreams faded away.
I was walking down that sunny dirt road path.
I was hoping that it would always last.
Til' I Fell down down down the rabbit hole.
Where I ended up I'll never know,never know.
Tick Tock Tick Tock goes that damn clock.
It don't it don't..it don't Ever stop.

Falling up and floating under.
What's this place huh? just a wonder.
You dont know who I am
or where i've been
It's off to Underland.

Twinkle Twinkle little bat
How I wonder what your at
Up above the world so high
like a diamond Tea Tray in the sky
HELLO! Mr. Hatter there Wondering why
A raven's like a writing desk
And I don't even know the rest
I've gone crazy mad round the bend
The Cheshire cat smiles his grin
Oh Oh 'cause this is not the stories end
Oh No No

Falling up and floating under
what's this place Huh? Just A wonder.
You dont know who I am
Or where i've been.
It's off to wonderland.

I'm picking singing Daisies and Marigolds
As i'm told there stories
The Flowers sing their lullabies As I
Wave Good bye to my
Pains and worries
Oh Think i've lost my Muchness
Dont know what to think of this.
Curiouser and Curiouser
Oh Mr. Caterpillar
Wont you give me advice
'Cause I'm stuck in this world here
and it ain't very nice.

Falling up and floating under
what's this place Huh? Just A wonder.
You dont know who I am
Or where i've been.
It's off to wonderland.

Round in round in circles
It never gets old
If you step outside and relize
why the griffin lies and Mock turtle cries
Why oh why just do what your told
You better play yours cards right
Baby and fold.

Falling up and floating under
what's this place Huh? Just A wonder.
You dont know who I am
Or where i've been.
It's off to underland.

OFF WITH YOUR HEAD
UH OH
SAYS MRS.QUEEN RED
UH OH
OFF WITH YOUR HEAD
UH OH
NOW WE'RE ALL DEAD
uh oh uh oh uh oh..Uh Oh!

And A happily twisted after.

I totatlly knew lucy sky was gonna hit! ran across that forever ago! I fell in love!

BRACE FOR IMPACT. IM ABOUT TO POP OFF!

WHY DO WE ONLY GET A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF FAVES!!!
UGH! I FAVOR SOOOOO MANY MOOORE!

Dangling from my puppeteer's finger tips.
I want more but I must resist.
There must be more to life than this.

I don't know what to do.
But I am through.
I cut my strings from you.

Now i'm free.
Just let it be.
Don't try to control me.

He loves me, He loves me so..
I pick my daisies, But where did you go
You said you loved me but you wouldn't know
Oh how He loves me He loves me so..

There's a conversation going on in my head,
And it feels like i'm not invited.