ok, here is my dorky moment. this is my Grey Jedi Symbol. love you all.

so, i'm single now. it's a weird feeling. excited about getting back to the states. you can't imagine how tired i am of being here in iraq. this country blows major ass chunks. anyways, hit me up sometime. i'm gonna be road tripping it all over the place and would love to meet up with ppl. not to mention it's been i have no idea how long since i have had a date. LOL i'm gonna have to post pics of ireland up sometime soon. i spent 2 weeks traveling around the island and it was fantastic. though it did make coming back to this shit hole 100 times more depressing. promise i'll get them up soon. here is a couple to get you all started.



imagination hope,
Jason

no this is not my gf. just a friend who wanted me to model with her. it was fun. has been years since i have had pics taken of me like this.

ok, i leave for iraq in a week. don't know if i will have access to SG over there but i will have access to my FB account. look me up there jason.kemp1

ok, sooo update. i am single again. i broke up with my gf a few days ago. not an angry break up or there is someone else break up, just a this isn't working break up and lets not drag it out. she's pissed at me and that is ok. her right i guess. i wish her the best.

ok, soooooo I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!! lol it was pretty cool how we were introduced too. i went to a wedding to help a friend. we are both photographers/journalist/broadcast and she wanted help doing a wedding. there was NOT A SINGLE CUTE DAMN BRIDES MADE THAT WAS SINGLE and i was like WTF?!? LMAO! you sooooo owe me big time for this. hahaha there was one girl i thought was really cute but she there were so many guys there i thought she was with one of them cuz she was the mother of the cutest little flower girl. well they drug her out onto the floor for the bouquet toss and i was thought "cha-ching!!". well, her daughter grabbed my hand and started dancing around with me so i took her out on the dance floor for a couple of songs. (she is four btw, and if you have my Facebook u can see the pics of her) she is amazing. 'LOVE HER!!' she wouldn't let go of my hand and she walked straight over to her mom. well, we introduced ourselves and were not apart for the rest of the night. fell for her big time. she's awesome. anyway. i'm super happy. hope all is well with everyone.

ok, am i doing something wrong here? can anyone help me out? you meet someone knew (not on the internet); there seems to be at least some sort of attraction; HOW THE HELL DO YOU ACTUALLY GET A FRIGGIN DATE?!?! apparently you can't just ask someone out anymore. is there some new thing i don't know about. some new way i am suppose to go about it? i am open to all suggestions.

i'm thinking this is going to be my next tattoo.

lonely |ˈlōnlē|
adjective
sad because one has no friends or company : lonely old people whose families do not care for them.
• without companions; solitary : passing long lonely hours looking onto the street.
• (of a place) unfrequented and remote : a lonely stretch of country lane.

ok, sooo, been working mucho hours and days; still single and not wanting to be but beginning to lose hope that i'll ever even have a gf much less something more; i leave for iraq in a lil over 100+ days (would really like to have someone to come home to instead of an empty room,,, again); and i still wish i could move to the seattle area so at least i can hide in the woods and drown my sorrows with the rain.

p.s. don't mind me. i'm just melancholy right now.
maybe it just the loneliness getting to me again.

who knows.

ok, so, i met someone. i could really REALLY fall for her. everything about us is great!! except we are romeo and juliette. we aren't allowed to see each other in that capacity. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it has been 3 fucking years since i have been in a relationship and this life is getting super lonely not having someone to come home to or with for that matter. am i ever going to be allowed to be FUCKING HAPPY?!?!?!?!?