so many wonderful portuguese girls got into this site throughout this years ! go girls , portugal <3

p.s i am going to be a mummy end of july/august , it's a boy.

member and hopeful since march 2008

Hey how's it going? god..it has been ages...
wanna know something ? I joined suicide girls as a hopeful in 2007, yeah that's right... november 2007.
Long long time ago

I have seen so many great and bad sets here, and i have met almost all the portuguese suicide girls, some still remain my friends.

anyway... i guess i stopped trying to become a SG... but it is better for me this way because I have a job as a 3d character animator and some of my collegues kNOW and have accounts here...it would be kind of awkard...


I am still here, don't know how, but i am here to support all the portuguese girls!
good luck to you all

I will leave you all with a pic of one of my baby bunnies.

I am here to SUPPORT MY LOVELY PORTUGUESE SG FRIENDS
discordia
gossip
caia
sakura
aeterna
etc... you all know that even if this is a bit difficult to get a set accepted, me and pedro will always support you all <3

it's a shame SG is not how it used to be...
where is everybody?

I stopped trying to be a SG , it's not worth it.

how's your life anyway?


i am going to be in portugal from the 12th of dezembro till the 13th of january more and less,
shall we have a dinner party sometime me girls??

xxx <3

Now it's my time to express myself...
another set declined!

check out what PHUCKOFF Said on his blog about this
PHUCKOFF BLOG ABOUT THIS

I have tried a few times, and I am really getting bored of this...
I think I will be out of here soon... yeah... maybe ...

what you girls think of my set really? check it on the PHUCKOFF BLOG!

XXX

Hey girls and guys!
How are you feeling today ?


I dyed my hair midnight blue ^^ or crow black or whatever you call it
pics soon


xxx

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here some pics I took to show you all my new hair colour

let me know what you think ^^



(was sooo bloody warm that day)



xxx

REFRESH YOURSELF

I come up with this because of something that happened
to me today, and I felt like writing because I cannot sleep...

I was a bit immature, stupid and I didn't think before I spoke (what a stupid thing...)
I realised through someone I love that I had something pending to resolve with
one member of my family and that same person made felt disappointed about me,
because I showed something I am not and that really made him upset, he said he needed to think...

It was wrong, and I know that, people should be civilised inside their family even though something in the past made you and that person have fights, what's the point of fighting, did I learned anything? No...I didn't, no one ever did. I wasn't going to be the first!

I also realised through his words, I needed to change myself towards this person of my family... it opened my eyes, because when someone you love and care, tells you what's wrong with you, you will listen to that person in more detail because it makes more sense and you can finally see things in another point of view... the viewer view, even when that person doesn't know anything about the past between those two exact persons, but he knows what's happening in the present and that's what matters at the moment to be fair.

Things happen for a reason, and I thing this happened , to make me realise that I need to change and make the anger I still feel for this person coz of something he done in the past...
I shouldn't regret anything, but I regret today's event... I was stupid , I didn't think and I acted like it was a big deal... and I just did "shit"

everyone makes mistakes, I do , a lot of them. but I am in a constant evolution , physically, emotionally and that is what it makes me want to change this ...I need to change this for good and repair what is damaged ...with this person of my family and with the person I love...

he is so right that it hurts.
but it hurts more to think if i don't fix this with this person, I will always have problems
and I really want to thank my Boyfriend to open my eyes and make me realise this can't happen again...or I will be "crazy" forever...with problems...like some people I met in the past and I don't want that.

I am positive I can do it, now that I know the problem.
it's always good to have someone to open our eyes.

now... I just hope that I can do something to show that person I really care, that
I am not gonna be like that forever towards that person...because it's stupid, very stupid.

I am tired of fights, tired of war and tired of silly things.
so I put a stop in this and say ! I am going to change... I will!!!