sooo i got my computer half way up and running again. its nice, doesnt always work well.... im pretty sure that i have about 76 viruses, at least that is what the dude at the computer place told me. i just dont have the money to get anymore work done on it though. i did however purchase a 22inch flat screen monitor! its soo nice !

so i have been hanging in there. Im so alone sometimes in the world. no one to ask for help, no one to give me a break... just work, work, work... i got sooo much going on in my little world. some things are wayyy tooo embarrassing to even mention.

il just say i come from a dissfunctional family, poor, and well you know. dated the wrong kind of guy, that set me back the last year. hmmm....


how about instead of talking about all that though, i tell you about how i signed up for some classes at the college. i figured with all the bad things goin on, i might as well do something that you cant argue about. school is good for you. no matter how broke you are. i started with 2 classes for now. painting and business. i start next month and i cant wait. i never thought id be going back to school so soon... or ever actually. but it sure the fuck beats hanging out with some fuckin coke heads.

is there anyone sober in the world anymore??? i mean i love drinkin and smoking herb, but come on loosers!! your fuckin up your brains and contributing to the depression that we call America. i dont know.

call me bitter but i need a new crowd.


oh ya and fuck, today when i was driving home, i fucking ran a yellow/red light. the god damn thing took a picture of my car for sure. im going to be getting that ticket in the mail about the same time tuition is due!


can someone just make me a suicide girl already so i can pay some damn bills??? doesnt this site have enough naked pics of me already?!? ha

ok well im done venting for a while. ill try to log on here more often.

sooo i got my computer half way up and running again. its nice, doesnt always work well.... im pretty sure that i have about 76 viruses, at least that is what the dude at the computer place told me. i just dont have the money to get anymore work done on it though. i did however purchase a 22inch flat screen monitor! its soo nice !

so i have been hanging in there. Im so alone sometimes in the world. no one to ask for help, no one to give me a break... just work, work, work... i got sooo much going on in my little world. some things are wayyy tooo embarrassing to even mention.

il just say i come from a dissfunctional family, poor, and well you know. dated the wrong kind of guy, that set me back the last year. hmmm....


how about instead of talking about all that though, i tell you about how i signed up for some classes at the college. i figured with all the bad things goin on, i might as well do something that you cant argue about. school is good for you. no matter how broke you are. i started with 2 classes for now. painting and business. i start next month and i cant wait. i never thought id be going back to school so soon... or ever actually. but it sure the fuck beats hanging out with some fuckin coke heads.

is there anyone sober in the world anymore??? i mean i love drinkin and smoking herb, but come on loosers!! your fuckin up your brains and contributing to the depression that we call America. i dont know.

call me bitter but i need a new crowd.


oh ya and fuck, today when i was driving home, i fucking ran a yellow/red light. the god damn thing took a picture of my car for sure. im going to be getting that ticket in the mail about the same time tuition is due!


can someone just make me a suicide girl already so i can pay some damn bills??? doesnt this site have enough naked pics of me already?!? ha

ok well im done venting for a while. ill try to log on here more often.