So hurricane Irene is kinda of pussy. Im sitting here middle of NewJersey bored to tears and awake for no reason. I havent lost power or even cable but I have been awoken by my firefighter sister to borrow dry cloths when she runs home in between saving flooded out rich people in a township row boat ( I find it fitting that my "poor" neighbor hood has no flooding and still has power and people are being floated out of mansions just a mile away). *poor because my town is very much rich and being lower middleclass is like being homeless to most of the people here, personally I love my neighborhood and am thankful to be blessed with so much*

Irene is sad, I think the freak earthquake was alot more frightening than sissy ass rain, but you wouldnt know it if you saw the gas stations and shoprites in my area. People were buying 12 gallons of milk each as if we were going to sink into the ocean or become New Orleans. I understand better safe than sorry, but lets be serious I dont live on a beach or river and I doubt these families are going to drink their way through all that milk in just 24 hours. Plus why are they filling their cars tanks? for real if it does flood where the hell are they driving to in a lexus?

So anywayz. No im awake alone and bored because everything in town is closed( for the first time in years) and no vehicles are aloud on the road anwayz. Now its just me and the two dogs against Irene(Well my reptiles are here too) and there isnt even any damage to my farm or anything to take pictures of( My cannon is in tears from non-use)

So now its time for beautiful naked chicks, rant over

Peace

Congrats to my older brother and his new beautiful wife!!!!!!

so this weekend I finally got the older sister I always wished my brother was growing up. Im soo happy for my bro he found his bestfriend and soulmate(cant wait for little nieces).

Had a great time but, My Ankles got killed in Stilletos....So Now Im in pain.....

Deuces

Since I havent been around heres some dirty pic loven for you guys

Happy Cinco de Mayo from Jersey's dirtiest punk

So unemployment can go and fuckm itsself because i put myself through college they dont wanna pay my unemployment even though i worked my job full time for 6 years

So Rutgers has been going well. BUT my dating life has been pretty shotty. So i meat this guy and where seeing each other for a month, well it turns out hes been a liar and cheater the whole time so i rid myself of him.
Then I met who i thought was a really nice girl. Until i found out she was telling me she's bi and that she wants to get to know me, and then telling my guy friend shes falling in love with him and doesnt like me at all. So turns out shes a homie Hopper. and thats the worst kind trying to play two friends and ruin their friendship. Plus I find it insulting. Its like shes bi when she wants to make him jealous or get attention and im seriously bi. so not only does it hurt that people think they can play games with bisexual people as if we have no feelings, but also girls like that give bi-sexuals a bad name. Ok enough of the rant. Heres me and my Niece

She is getting sooo big,I love her so much

So my first week at Rutgers Started. So far so good. Ive been back on the wagon, but realize that I have no friends or activities if i refuse to drink. Hell even the person im seeing doesnt want anything to do with me sober. So I decided to throw myself into school and activities there. Hopefully I find a new life and new friends that want to do things that dont involve drinking.

Peace

I fell off the wagon again and saterday night i decided to get clean again. So wish me luck on week one. I already have a bunch of bottom feeders trying to offer me beer and watever, prob in exchange for wat they think will be some awsome freaky girl sex. But actually would be more or less me freaking the hell out. Watever just gotta keep my chin up and my cravings down. I havent mention to anyone i know yet that im trying to get dry again. The judgement kills me so im being quiet about it like last time. Im thinking ima try it without AA since that wasnt a great shot last time.

Wish me luck

Ok so being on unemployment sucks.....I find that they dont give me enough money to pay my bills, feed or house myself. Thank god i have no children....Big Brotha needs to make some real change soon.

Tonight i got dragged out and robbed by men....Cause i was Friends With there girl...Ok So Tell me I shoullnt Want my Shit Back