I have been thinking for quite some time about what my next piercing should be. I got my tongue pierced lasxt time, and that was a year ago, I think, I really cannot remember. I waved to my piercing guy from the sidewalk today, and I felt a longing but kept walking. I can't decide about whter or not to get a lip piercing, an eyebrow piercing, or a beauty mark. I think the beauty mark, but I am just a little concerned about the professionalism thing, because I model non-punk jobs, like music videos, commericals. I figure a beauty mark hole can be airbrished out. Hopefully it won't be too big. I am less on the fece about it today than ever before. I think it would be really cute on me, because I smile frequently, and it would be such a cute sparkle/accent to my smile. Any thoughts? I think I wanna do it. I am impulsive, I want to do it tonight. I also want to cut my hair. It was long and a stylist cut it when I said add layers. I cried and hated the bastard. So now its in medium length, but whenever I wear short weaves people gush over how it fits me more than long, makes me look happier and younger than I already look. I want a short/medium funky cut. My mother said her hair never grew back long again, so I am afraid of that, but, I have cut my hair before and it has always grown back, good genes in my family... I think the beauty mark would be really cute. Should I fuck professionalism? I have only worked in entertainment corporate offices so I figure I will be ok when I go back to corporate work, but you never know, a hole on my face for life? But I'll have a hole in my tongue, ears, belly, and nose forever so... friend input would be greatly appreicated!

I kept waking up last night feeling pinches. Now that there is sunlight in the room I realize that I keep finding shards of glass in my bed. They must be from that light that somehow flew into my blood red, wall-sized gothic mirror I refurbished and shattered into a million pieces. But the wall the mirror is near is the opposite wall from where my bed is. Talk about some backspin... There are lets see, there are approximately 32 scratches on my legs this week from various exciting activites, but Neosporin is launching quite an assalt on their density... poor things. Healing, a never-ending process. I am trying to decide whether to paint my nails black, electric blue, or red. Maybe blue with red tips... or red with pink tips!!! These are the concerns I undertake on my day off. I am atempting to avoid the XBox 360 like the plague. About 36 hours of gameplay time logged in so far this week. But who will close the gates of Oblivion? And I who will wear the black band and raise their magicka 25+ thanks to undertaking the assassination plot to kill the pirate captain Gaston Tresseau? There are finally some pics added for the photoset Olives! More to come from that session...

Last night I came home and had an invite only toga party cause I felt like dressing up. I made one for me out of these gold satin curtains I have and wasn't using. And then I made fig wreaths. I looked so fuckin rad! Mr. photographer ended up taking picturess of me, and I was so relaxed, he knows so much about lighting and cameras,I opened up beautifully. I looked so golden. With my new hair look my friends kept telling me I look like Marilyn, my personality always reminds them of her, so its one of my alias'.I think she was an inspiration for my impromptu shoot. The photographer said "You just know what to do!" I said my frequent response to many things he tells me, "I know!" I woke up at 1:31 this morning in bed wrapped up in a golden, satin toga, and crimson red sateen down comforter. I was stuck in my wrappings, remembered where I must be, and that I had a toga picture party. I dreamt that I was killing Nazi's with a M1 Carbine rifle in addtion to Anderson Cooper from CNN. I What a pitty, I like Anderson Cooper, he's such a pussy kinda guy who does some good things. I'll put up the photosets soon!