Well as always I have a million things going on.
My sons father has been arrested for freaking aggrivated robbery and that has been taking a toll on me since now I have to worry about my son all on my own.
My dad has been in the hossy for a week now. The doctors can not figure it out but he has cysts on his liver (he does not drink) and there are issues with his lungs. He has smoked for a very long time and has been hacking for like 6 years now. So I know it is probably lung cancer.
I have been really sick here lately too. I seriously think I have some kinda esp that makes me feel other peoples pain. I swear everytime someone gets sick I get sick with the same symptoms. It is quite irratating. My chest is killing me and so are my neck and throat and all I can seem to do is sleep.
Other then all of the bad crap going on everything seems to be doing good. Just never have time to do anything. I think I might cancell my account on here because I am barely on here and I just do not have the extra cash right now??? Who knows we will see.
But that is all I got right now and I have to go find my son because he is being quite and that always means he is breaking something, lol
My sons father has been arrested for freaking aggrivated robbery and that has been taking a toll on me since now I have to worry about my son all on my own.
My dad has been in the hossy for a week now. The doctors can not figure it out but he has cysts on his liver (he does not drink) and there are issues with his lungs. He has smoked for a very long time and has been hacking for like 6 years now. So I know it is probably lung cancer.
I have been really sick here lately too. I seriously think I have some kinda esp that makes me feel other peoples pain. I swear everytime someone gets sick I get sick with the same symptoms. It is quite irratating. My chest is killing me and so are my neck and throat and all I can seem to do is sleep.
Other then all of the bad crap going on everything seems to be doing good. Just never have time to do anything. I think I might cancell my account on here because I am barely on here and I just do not have the extra cash right now??? Who knows we will see.
But that is all I got right now and I have to go find my son because he is being quite and that always means he is breaking something, lol
WOW It has been so long since I have been able to get one and actaully post a blog let alone go to the boards and see what everyone is up to. So I hope everyone is good and I miss being able to come on here.
Well I wanted to go blonde so my friend that is a hairdresser said she would do it. We did the first bleaching on saturday and it turned orange. so i had to do it sunday but that did not turn out so well. It fried all of my hair. It was disugusting how fried my hair was. So we had to cut all of the damage off. Which means we cut off about 10 inches of my hair. It was the middle of my back and now it is to my ears.
edited to add pic
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v346/tinkerbell21amm/DSC04976.jpg
Other then that my photography business is starting to get a start. I have been asked to do a few beidal portriats and I did one a few weeks ago and it turned out great. I have also shot a few semi nude sets for friends to get some practice in. I am actually quite satisfied with it all.
Well I wanted to go blonde so my friend that is a hairdresser said she would do it. We did the first bleaching on saturday and it turned orange. so i had to do it sunday but that did not turn out so well. It fried all of my hair. It was disugusting how fried my hair was. So we had to cut all of the damage off. Which means we cut off about 10 inches of my hair. It was the middle of my back and now it is to my ears.
edited to add pic
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v346/tinkerbell21amm/DSC04976.jpg
Other then that my photography business is starting to get a start. I have been asked to do a few beidal portriats and I did one a few weeks ago and it turned out great. I have also shot a few semi nude sets for friends to get some practice in. I am actually quite satisfied with it all.
It seems like I am still trying to get over my birthday weekend. I partied way to hard and I still have not caught up with sleep. I can def. tell I am getting oder because I just can not party like I used to.
Here is a video I made of my son because I was totally bored.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ua8iA1l-owg
and a video of a few freinds and me parting!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=NAkS8aJUMiA
hey if someone could please tell me how to embed a video on here it would be totally awesome
And just so everyone knows ... Never play Pirates of the Carribean Life and get totally drunk because you will end up fighting with your friends. I love them to peices but after getting drunk and someone stealing my Jack Sparrow I went a lil loco!! LMAO
Here is a video I made of my son because I was totally bored.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ua8iA1l-owg
and a video of a few freinds and me parting!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=NAkS8aJUMiA
hey if someone could please tell me how to embed a video on here it would be totally awesome
And just so everyone knows ... Never play Pirates of the Carribean Life and get totally drunk because you will end up fighting with your friends. I love them to peices but after getting drunk and someone stealing my Jack Sparrow I went a lil loco!! LMAO
Well it is my birthday. YAY!!!!!!! (i guess) another year older and another shitty year ahead of me. So exciting!! lol
At least have the best friends in the entire world that do corny ass shit for me. So Friday night my friends threw me a party and bought me a freaking Harry Potter cake and decorations. LMAO It was great fun. We went and ate sushi which btw was yummy!!!!! Then drank a lil, ate some cake and then played trivial pursuit. WOO HOO sounds exciting huh? I am just a nerd like that.
me nad my man
my cake lmao
just a random pic of before i left
i am not sure what I am actually doing later today because no one has told me shit but I really could care less because I had a great Friday!!!!
O and BTW my boyfriend got me this really cool camera for my birthday. It is a few years old but it is the perfect camera for me to learn on.
At least have the best friends in the entire world that do corny ass shit for me. So Friday night my friends threw me a party and bought me a freaking Harry Potter cake and decorations. LMAO It was great fun. We went and ate sushi which btw was yummy!!!!! Then drank a lil, ate some cake and then played trivial pursuit. WOO HOO sounds exciting huh? I am just a nerd like that.
me nad my man
my cake lmao
just a random pic of before i left
i am not sure what I am actually doing later today because no one has told me shit but I really could care less because I had a great Friday!!!!
O and BTW my boyfriend got me this really cool camera for my birthday. It is a few years old but it is the perfect camera for me to learn on.
new pics!!!
and damn it i have a killer tooth ache. someone make it better! I can not even sleep. UGH!
i have this song stuck in my head!!!!
http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=5514450
i can not get onto youtube at the moment and the html codes from myspace does not work so you will have to use the link.
and damn it i have a killer tooth ache.
someone make it better! I can not even sleep. UGH!i have this song stuck in my head!!!!
http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=5514450
i can not get onto youtube at the moment and the html codes from myspace does not work so you will have to use the link.
So I dyed my hair. It is now a black brown on top and a magenta on the bottom layer. I hope to go get it cut real soon but money seems to tight lately. But I am happy with the color of my hair. I like it so much I was considering dyeing it all magenta. But I am to much of a ckicken shit to go to that extreme.
Here is a pic!
Other then that it has been the usual crazy house here. Tonight I am having my monthly movie and magritta night here. A few friends and I choose a genre of movies and watch them and drink. I usually like it because it is quiet and I can relax. I think I am getting to old for the whole clob/bar scene. Kinda growing out of it. It just gives me headaches and so on. I do like to go every now and then to see a friends band play but other then that it is not something I am doing every weekend anymore.
Speaking of me getting old. I am going to be 25 in like 2 weeks. POO!!!!!
It is now a black brown on top and a magenta on the bottom layer. I hope to go get it cut real soon but money seems to tight lately. But I am happy with the color of my hair. I like it so much I was considering dyeing it all magenta. But I am to much of a ckicken shit to go to that extreme. Here is a pic!
Other then that it has been the usual crazy house here. Tonight I am having my monthly movie and magritta night here. A few friends and I choose a genre of movies and watch them and drink. I usually like it because it is quiet and I can relax. I think I am getting to old for the whole clob/bar scene. Kinda growing out of it. It just gives me headaches and so on. I do like to go every now and then to see a friends band play but other then that it is not something I am doing every weekend anymore.
Speaking of me getting old.
I am going to be 25 in like 2 weeks. POO!!!!!It seems like I never have time anymore to sit down and do anything. And I am not even working. How does that happen?
Well I actually had this weekend sort of free and I somehow managed to finish the entire new Harry Potter book in 28 hours. And that was with me having to take care of my rugrats too.
I was a lil disapointed with the end of it but other then that is was a great end to the series.
My diet is going ok. I have lost 6 pounds in two weeks. I know I can do better then that but I just have no will power to exercise. I am kinda lazy at times.
me and my best friend. this is what happens when I am bored.
as i type this I am dyeing some of my hair fire engine red. I will take some pics soon to show it off.
Hope everyone has a great week and much love to everyone.
Well I actually had this weekend sort of free and I somehow managed to finish the entire new Harry Potter book in 28 hours. And that was with me having to take care of my rugrats too.
I was a lil disapointed with the end of it but other then that is was a great end to the series.
My diet is going ok. I have lost 6 pounds in two weeks. I know I can do better then that but I just have no will power to exercise. I am kinda lazy at times.
me and my best friend. this is what happens when I am bored.
as i type this I am dyeing some of my hair fire engine red. I will take some pics soon to show it off.
Hope everyone has a great week and much love to everyone.
Well I got up extra early this morning to go watch my stupid sister get married. We do not get along but my mother asked me to go so I went. I was suprised how fast it was to ruin someones life. J?K I hope the best for her I guess.
Other then that I have been completly bored this morning. So I might take some nude pics today since I have nother better to do.
Me being a dork on the way to the court house.
so last weekend i had to go wirth my friend trouble to davids bridal and try on wedding dresse. she works for alfred angelo and her boss suggested she go to other bridal stores and see how they operate. so i got to go with her and try on dresses. i fell in love with this dress. even though it would not be what i wear to my wedding. it was classic. i would much rather wear something non traditional. maybe BLACK. lol
here is a few pics
J?K I hope the best for her I guess. Other then that I have been completly bored this morning. So I might take some nude pics today since I have nother better to do.
Me being a dork on the way to the court house.
so last weekend i had to go wirth my friend trouble to davids bridal and try on wedding dresse. she works for alfred angelo and her boss suggested she go to other bridal stores and see how they operate. so i got to go with her and try on dresses. i fell in love with this dress. even though it would not be what i wear to my wedding. it was classic. i would much rather wear something non traditional. maybe BLACK. lol
here is a few pics
Well I know I am a total nerd and I am a grwon ass woman but I am so excited about the 7th Harry Potter book coming out Saturday. WOOHOO!! I have been scamming thru the other books to make sure I have refreshed my memorie of it all so when I do get the 7th book I am not all lost and shit since it has been awhile since I read them.
Well I am going to this orentation thing tomorrow for school. I am totally excited about it and can not wait to start getting out of this crazy house everyday. Of course getting a job would be a simple answer to that but ..... I am lazy cunt and my boyfriend pays all of my bills. So why work when I do not have to? LOL But sooner or later I will look for a job but right now I seem to have a million and one things going on that I just do not have the time to freaking work. I mean two kids alone is a handle full.
So I have come to the conclusion that my family is a bunch of fucking freaks of nature. So there is my dad. The democrat thatn has a million and one conspiracys about bush. LMAO It is hilarous. He goes on and on and on about the most random and crazy shit. There is my mom. The Queen Bee of this house. She is the biggest bitch I know and I love her for that. But of course i think my mother is the way she is and my father is fucking crazy because they had 4 of the most insane girls! There is me. The eldest!!! I have had alot of problems with drugs and rehan as a teen but I have somewhat grown out of that. I do occasionly do a lil something here and there but that is only when I have time to get away from the kids and that is NEVER!!! I am a loudmouth and a cunt!! My next sister has been disowned by me and my entire family. She is a x prostiture. Had 3 kids. One died from the fahter rolling over on her and the other two have been in foster care for the past 2 years. That girls is surrounded by drama and I stay as far away from her as possible. The next sister is 19. She had alot of problems but has seemed to get her life together. Other then the fact that she has asome anger issues she is the most normal. Then there is the 16 year old. She gets straigt a's in school and goes to a gifted and talented school. She is probably my fave ssiter. But she does party alot and she has now annouced she is a lesbian. Which I am happy for her but I am sure it is only because it is the cool thing to do. I do not technically live with my parents. I what we would call a Mother in law suite or pool house!!! But this house is insane. I have friends come over just to watch the drama unfold and it has been like that since I was in high school. LOL It is great. And even though my family would embarrss any normal person. I am glad to call them family. (excluding the stuid prostitute sister)
ok wow that was long. Sorry I am totally bored. I should really be cooking dinner but damn. I do not wanna!!!!! POO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bought this diet shit called ALLI today!!! going to try it. I was going to shoot my set in August but I am just not confrotable with my body enough to yet. So I am going on a strict diet and as soon as I feel better about my jiggly roles I will do a set. I lost 60 pounds awhile back so I know I can do it!! Wish me luck!!!
Now I must go do something before I drive myself nuts on here!
Well I am going to this orentation thing tomorrow for school. I am totally excited about it and can not wait to start getting out of this crazy house everyday. Of course getting a job would be a simple answer to that but ..... I am lazy cunt and my boyfriend pays all of my bills. So why work when I do not have to? LOL But sooner or later I will look for a job but right now I seem to have a million and one things going on that I just do not have the time to freaking work. I mean two kids alone is a handle full.
So I have come to the conclusion that my family is a bunch of fucking freaks of nature. So there is my dad. The democrat thatn has a million and one conspiracys about bush. LMAO It is hilarous. He goes on and on and on about the most random and crazy shit. There is my mom. The Queen Bee of this house. She is the biggest bitch I know and I love her for that. But of course i think my mother is the way she is and my father is fucking crazy because they had 4 of the most insane girls! There is me. The eldest!!! I have had alot of problems with drugs and rehan as a teen but I have somewhat grown out of that. I do occasionly do a lil something here and there but that is only when I have time to get away from the kids and that is NEVER!!! I am a loudmouth and a cunt!! My next sister has been disowned by me and my entire family. She is a x prostiture. Had 3 kids. One died from the fahter rolling over on her and the other two have been in foster care for the past 2 years. That girls is surrounded by drama and I stay as far away from her as possible. The next sister is 19. She had alot of problems but has seemed to get her life together. Other then the fact that she has asome anger issues she is the most normal. Then there is the 16 year old. She gets straigt a's in school and goes to a gifted and talented school. She is probably my fave ssiter. But she does party alot and she has now annouced she is a lesbian. Which I am happy for her but I am sure it is only because it is the cool thing to do. I do not technically live with my parents. I what we would call a Mother in law suite or pool house!!! But this house is insane. I have friends come over just to watch the drama unfold and it has been like that since I was in high school. LOL It is great. And even though my family would embarrss any normal person. I am glad to call them family. (excluding the stuid prostitute sister)
ok wow that was long. Sorry I am totally bored. I should really be cooking dinner but damn. I do not wanna!!!!! POO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bought this diet shit called ALLI today!!! going to try it. I was going to shoot my set in August but I am just not confrotable with my body enough to yet. So I am going on a strict diet and as soon as I feel better about my jiggly roles I will do a set. I lost 60 pounds awhile back so I know I can do it!! Wish me luck!!!
Now I must go do something before I drive myself nuts on here!
YAY!!! I am back. Did anyone miss me? I had alot of stuff going on here and just did not have the time nor money. But things are looking up so I am back. Hopefully for awhile.
Not much going on. Went to Florida for a few weeks and have been considering accepting a engagement with my bf. Just not sure yet if he is the ONE! I am in the middle of enrolling in school to get some kind of degree. Possibly in arts. (photography) Pretty everything else is a bore and my life is the same shit!
Not much going on. Went to Florida for a few weeks and have been considering accepting a engagement with my bf. Just not sure yet if he is the ONE! I am in the middle of enrolling in school to get some kind of degree. Possibly in arts. (photography) Pretty everything else is a bore and my life is the same shit!
