I had an interview for a new job working in the project team of the place I work, I should hear back tomorrow whether I got it or not, wish me luck!

My whole life is Lost in Translation.

Happy Fucking New Year!

Merry Fucking Christmas

Nothing to see here,
Move along.

Drunk and bored

It's done and over, it feels complete.
But other issues surface, a bad appraisal at work and continuing doubt in my personal life.
Life sure does like to play.

Grandma's funeral tomorrow, I am hoping for closure.

I have some sad news to relate.
At 3 am on Wednesday the 2nd of November we got a call to say my Grandma had died.
It wasn't a shock as she was 83 and had been ill for some time, but it still hurts anyway.

I have been coping okay, I haven't cried much yet though (not sure if that is a good or bad sign)and may not do so until the funeral, that will make it feel all the more real I guess.

Big thanks to _Mr_TLB_ who has been super suportive, offering to talk any time I need to, thanks mate.
and to Pigletx69 who was really sympathetic and despite the time difference done all she can to cheer me up

Funeral isn't till the 25th, I will probably be pretty much silent on here till after then, I just don't know what to say.

Okay so I take ages to updat, I am a lazy git I know.

So a week ago I went up to see_Mr_TLB_
It was a VERY long journey, but well worth it to meet him and _Mrs_TLB_, lovely people, his parents were very kind to an extremely tired Andy too.
Next time I go, I will have to make it a longer trip, I really didn't do it justice with the short time I was there.

I took a few pictures but this is the "approved" one


As for the rest of my life, well, that is still in progress.