Packing!

Well i've started doing all the packing... thankfully i did all the books/CDs/DVDs yesterday, and today has been all the pc stuff, it sucks so bad.. how the hell did i even get this much crap? I literally *found* a computer amongst a bunch of boxes yesterday..

I really need to start keeping my life tidier! check this mess out (attached pic).. its crazy, and that was just a fraction of stuff...

I'll add some pics to this post as i get on with it smile

Later
-AM

Well im back from possibly the best 3 weeks of my life, ive met so many amazing people, ive watched unbelievable bands, and i guess i realised that i should really start doing something with my life, i cant just keep fucking around and just letting things luckily turn out the right way.. also like looking at all these friends i have, i really need to start telling some of them to just fuckoff cause they annoy the living crap out of me (yes, im still asshole #1 ), errr i dont really know what else to say, its weird saying stuff in blogs, like wtf, ur speaking to yourself, just come chat to me on msn or something.. but yeah

Best band that i saw: Flogging Molly
Best Kiss Some girl called kate from UP at the flogging molly show in milwaukee who when we didnt kiss was still singing the lyrics.. *thats hot*
Best City: NYC baby.. fuckn bars, bouncers, beautifull clubs, awesome night life, awesome parties *sigh*

Anyway, this blog is not really structured, just completely random today i guess.. cause sum1 left me a comment like "i think u need to update ur blog", like wtf, u ppl actually read this crap?

Anyway, im back now, my camera lens doesnt move, its broken, my cellphone wont accept my sim card anymore, its broken and my harddrive just died so i lost alot of shit.. basically i wish i was still in the states, im sick of home already.. someone come visit me in pretoria :/

Later..

Well im onto my 5th cup of tea tonight, its awesome.. i really love tea.. probably because i dont drink coffee, but yeah tea kicks ass.. 5 roses is the best (none of u probably realise this because you dont live in South africa)

Well anyway.. i was really dissapointed, i put up a forum post to ask if anyone would show me the punk scene in nyc and cali (cause im coming in 22 days) and all that happened was two suicidegirls discussed having a threesome with some dude from the acadamy

SOMEONE please come show me around nyc (around the 23rd june - 4th july) and cali (4th july - 12 july) , just a day or two.. i wanna see the real cities :/

Wow its been a while since i got back to suicidegirls, and man do i miss it its AWESOME to be back.. i added some pictures and shit, oh, and i got a lipring again, its so nice to have it back...

Anyway, heres what it looks like now:


And


Yeah i know i know, i look a little outta place, but its mah friends party, and i have a good time wheneva im with em

oooh, i got a haircut in an attempt to grow my mohawk back again



AND



What do you guys think?

Yeah well, ive been stuck in this relationship for quite a while now with nothing happening, we had no physical relationship, she was a really sweet girl, but it wasent what i needed you know, she lived in jhb and it was too far, it just wasent wat i needed...

I had been thinking abt breaking up with her alot but then it was my birthday and i just couldnt do it, then it was her birthday, and as much of an asshole as i am, i just couldnt do it just b4 her birthday.. turns out i kissed another girl the day before her birthday, and i think i might really be an asshole, cause i didnt feel bad about it, the only thing i felt bad about was being to drunk to not remember it fully (seriously booze is not a fucking excuse for ANYTHING it only makes it easier to do what you wanted to do), geezuz i am a wanker some days, so its best i broke up with her i guess.

So anyway, it is 5 days past her birthday and i spoke to her on the phone and i told her, she was crying and shit and compared me to my other friends, and said if they can do it why cant i, i said cause im not them. She said it felt like she cared more for me then i did for her, it was fucking horrible, but i had to do it. I didnt cry or anything, guess i just am kinda numb to emotions at the moment.. maybe since nicole i guess

But yeah, so im single again, and i dont think i want a relationship so soon again, its weird for me i guess to not be in one, but i think ill have to really consider the next one before jumping in like an idiot.

wow! Was browsing around as usual and i saw josie's set, that is now my fav sg, she is awesome! SOOOO cute and has a brilliant taste in music, and her blogs are funny, she seems rad

Well times where changing, i cut my mohawk so i decided its time i changed my lipring slighty and went for the librette where i can either have the ball or the stud, just wondered which you guys liked more? I was thinking of maybe getting a lip ring in the middle of my bottom lip with the stud on the right, what do you think of that? here some pics of the librette type thing!

My first day at Suicide girls!

Wow its exciting, for my 21st my friend gave me an account here, its probably one of the most awesome presents i have ever recieved! I Love it! And i LOVE suicidegirls, the movie was really interesting and the site is just incredible!

Really kick ass to be on here Dont know if there are any south africans on here, but maybe.. oh and please dont assume that i am from south africa so my cellphone is a brick, i hardly have electricity or any of those things, we have the same shit you guys have!!

Oooh my CDs from the states just arrived! I bought NOFX - The greatest hits ever written (by us) and Punk in Drublic, Rancid - Lets go and Anti-flag's Die For the Government! They all rock!

Cant wait to see all you guys at the warped tour! Check out my forum post: Vans Warped Tour Post!

But yeah, ill start posting on here! thanks guys, u rock!