So its Monday, a fucking Hot day. As I sit here and tell you about my day I just start to think that if no one is reading this, that is fine with me. I am just getting crap off my chest. I think my blogs are for me and I let others take a small glimps into my world.

I woke this morning with a hangover, drank alittle to much. Went to work, it started off very busy. I had a lot of work so that kept me busy for most of the day. When I went outside for a smoke, i wanted to just turn around and head back in. It was so stuffy outstide in the fing Valley. I ordered a cheeseburger for lunch, took one bite and threw it all away. It tasted like shit. SO I went to Jamba Jucie an got me an orange-a-peel. while at work I started thinking about the girl i dated a few months ago.

Then I saw her outside walking to her car with some dude she works with and they must have taken off for lunch. Why does my stomach drop and I get butterflies every time I see her. I mean I dated her for a month, and it never got serious I think but I started falling for her. I guess I just want to be friends with her, I mean I have come to terms that we will never be again, but I still want to talk with her and hang out and shoot the shit, like we had done before. I just would love to talk to her one last time, in person, so i sent her a text message inviting her to my birthday party (well I sent to everyone in my phone book but i included her) I dont expect her to show actually I know she wont but there is something inside of me that would like to have her there or to hang out with her one more time. It sucks this girl has made me feel everything in the book and i cant get enough of it. I know I am rambling and i am not sad or looking of sorrows I just venting.

So Later at work I started falling asleep and then realize it was time to go. Now at home doing nothing. Started planning for wednesday. I think I am going to wear pink on my birthday. What do you think? Real men where pink? I am comfortable with my sexuallity and dont think pink is only for gay guys. Well we will see. I am going to the store tomorrow and looking of a pink suit or something.

Well I am done and starting to feel better now. Take care and if you are in the LA area your more than welcome to join me at the burgendy room on wed. the 18th at 10

A

Sorry if my rambling makes no since. Like i said, its for me I just allow you to read it.

So today was another Sunday, Did nothing really. I got up since I had not seen the Hulk movie decieded to go see it. I like the movie, came home and watched Cheers Season 1 until I got bored and watched the last two minutes of the basketball game, and got bored now I am sitting here writting this. Now I am bored and I think I will go get a drink. not looking forward to work like usual but hey that is life. Monday and Tuesday will be busy I know but I have Wednesday and Thursday off so not to bad.

Sent out text messages to everyone in my phone book to invite them to my birthday party at the Burgendy Room, Got a lot of return text saying they could make it and some saying that they did not know who I was anymore.

Well I am bored

A

So Today was/is fun. I first woke up at 12:40pm and then I was like I hate the way my room looks so lets rearrange it. I Took everything out of my room and dumped it in the empty room and the hall way. Then I vacume and dusted the room. Then moved everything back into the room but after rearangeing my room. So Now I am a happy with how it is coming together.

Oh I wanted to tell you (anyone that is reading this) that if you live in LA Wednesday the 18th I will be having a partying taking place at the Burgdeny Room in Hollywood. Come down for a drink or two, say hello. That sort of thing. I will be there around 10pm.

I have to work tonight, last night was fun. it was busy at the bar but I guess my boss did not feel that way cause he stiffed me on tips like always...I hate both my jobs. I want to move somewhere. either San Fran or even out of the country like Toranto or Tokyo. But I would need to stable myself with money right now and that is not going sowell. every time I save up money something then happens and I loose it all.

Well I am going to go watch a movie, I will be back later

I am back, and I have been thinking all week that I want to get a tattoo on my birthday. I was thinking of the Zodiac sign for Gemini on my right bicep. Help me deciede if its cool or not?

This is the last time I will edit this today. I am off to work. I did a lot of work around the house. Its nice living by yourself. I am a Pack Rat so today was a very hard day for me but I am proud. i threw a bunch of shit away that I had not been able to do. Well later

A

So Today was an Ok day. Work was ok, not to busy but not to slow. i was told by my boss that the head guy notice that I have been taking to many smoke breaks lately. I was like that is fine but we have no work to do cause he is a moron and lost our client. So what else am I todo? Surf the net all day? shit if that is the case pay me and I will stay home and surf the net. Then I was thinking I have not been smoking more, what does he follow me around at work? NO, i think cause my office is right by his that i leave my office to go chat with others and walk around the building or go to the restroom, he sees me leaving my office he assumes I am going to smoke. Well he and his 70's looking Panch (From CHIPs) looking hair cut can kiss my ass. Other than that BS everything is good. I was debating on going to see the Incredible Hulk tonight or not. I have not decieded yet.

I think i have lost interest in this girl I have been talking to at work. I mean we were suppose to go to lunch tomorrow but right now I don't want to and we were suppose to go for drink after work but I left early and did not tell her. Actually I never talked to her today. I just not feeling her anymore like I was at the begining of the week.

I am a huge supporter of local music, that is why i produce music shows in and around LA. So I posted pictures of friends I have met over the years and pictures of bands that have played at my showcases. Check them out. I am going to go to a show this Sunday to support some artist and I encourage you to do the same in your area.

I have been really debating on what to do for my birthday coming up next week. I think I want to go to the Burgandy Room in Hollywood but I don't know of anyone that wants to go. I definety don't want to go by myself. So I have a feeling I won't be doing anything. oh well. at least I have taken the day off work.

Well I am going to wrap this up, just want to leave saying:
"The Risk you don't take are the Ones you Regret"

A

Ok sorry about the last post. I was really drunk and was talking about a girl. Good thing I did not drunk text her or drunk call her. That would have sucked. Saw her today but no more than 30 yards away. She is defently avoiding me...that is funny

Good news. I am not offically living in California. I got my liscense today. well they will be mailing it to me in a few weeks but i passed on my first attempt and after living in LA for 6 years...its about time.

So my birthday is next week and I think i will be at the burgandy room all night. so if you want to join you are more than welcome. if anyone actually reads my blogs. Well just wanted to drop a line in today off to do other things. maybe back later tonight.

I wish they had spell check on this thing. I cant write to save my life. Also it would help when your drunk too.

So today was a good day, work was ok, and I played softball with co-works. I got drunk after the game, so right now I am not sure how my typing is but I am drunk. I can;t stop thinking about this girl I dated awhile back. I had not dated anyone in over 8 years and then she comes along and F#ck I can't stop thing about her. She did something to me. Oh well I have not spoken to her in 2 weeks, don't know how she is doing, but I hope she is good. I noticed she avoided me at work today but hey what ever.

So after living in LA for the last 6 years i am finally going to get my drivers liscenes. I have beening using my Indiana one so far but it expires on my birthday which is coming up.

Good news I have a date this thursday. So i will let you know how that goes. been told by friends that she is datinig someone eles so that scares me a little.But he gping into it expecting nothing. Besides I have someone else on my mind.

well I am too drunk to type anymore so I am done.

Later

Man today was boring. Work was slow and lame. Then I went and bought some new jeans but i ended up buying a Hat. Like I dont have a hat. But some cute girl that walked by said it looks perfect on me, so I bought it. So now i am left wondering did I buy it because of her or cause I liked it? That is the question. So now I am home just relaxing. Had a chicken sandwich, it was good and I think I will go read some. I have so much to read and I have been putting it off for the last 4 months. So till next time

Ah Hell changed my mind. Going to the bar to get shit faced!


What do you think about my new Hat?

Well Today was a very interesting day. I did absolutly nothing today. This is Why I LOVE Sundays, They are the best day. Nothing to do no where to go, just staying home and ignoring all the calls. maybe I will go to a rock show tonight at zen Sushi or maybe I will just stay home. What have I done today... Watched a movie and play a video game. My little brother graduated from High School in Indiana, I texted him but he never respounded. There was some doubt that he might not graduate. 7 years ago I was in the same boat. not sure if I was going to graduate or not. well I did and went to college and graduated from college with a BA 3 years ago.

I am for the first time this year watching the NBA basketball game but I got bored and left. Many people give me shit for not following basketball and being raised in Indiana. It is like if you were raised in Indiana you must be into basketball, but I am not. Yea. so well that is all I wanted to say today.

Raise Hell

ANdy

So I am not sure if anyone reads these or cares to read mine but It helps me get whats on my chest off.

So The month of May sucked ass. It was by far the worst month ever! (here's a little recap) My roommate moves out and I am unable to find anyone to move in before the first of june, so I had to pay rent for the whole month. Also this month I go to Vegas to blow off some steam and also blow 500 dollars and on top of that the girl I had been dating, dumped me. Well as the saying goes or Frank Sinatra, That's Life

SO now for June. So it is 7 days into the month and things seem to be going well. Found a roommate but he wont move in until the middle of the month, My best friend and my sisters birthday were earlier this week and my birthday is coming up. After being unemployed for 9 months my dad found a job. I am going to some concerts at the end of the month and next month. My two best friends confirmed that they are going to meet me in vegas in July, they both live in Indiana and are married to their wives, so I don't hang out with them anymore.

Well so far the month is good, Knock on wood. Off to work.

A

PS I deleted the old blog and everyones comments. just thought it was time to move one and did not need that for a reminder. if anyone read it

So, if anyone cares I am going to take the time to vent alittle...