i feel so stupid...
i dont know who i am, i dont know what i want, or what i dislike... but one thing i know: i just want to be in peace and that none bothers me... i think i deserve to be happy.... and one day ill be, but i feel so heavy with a lot of responsabilities which arent my choices... that sucks...
i hate to be where i am right now..
i hate that i am failing in the university, i hope ill do better so i could finish my career on time and escape from all this. but i know it will pass so many years after all this happends.. i mean, when i finish my career ill be so different from now, i just want to sleep all this years and wake up the day of my prom....
i dont know who i am, i dont know what i want, or what i dislike... but one thing i know: i just want to be in peace and that none bothers me... i think i deserve to be happy.... and one day ill be, but i feel so heavy with a lot of responsabilities which arent my choices... that sucks...
i hate to be where i am right now..
i hate that i am failing in the university, i hope ill do better so i could finish my career on time and escape from all this. but i know it will pass so many years after all this happends.. i mean, when i finish my career ill be so different from now, i just want to sleep all this years and wake up the day of my prom....
So today was the protest against the chilean tradition that involves cruelty with the animals, thats because september is the month of my country. The day was ugly but i didnt care because i like supporting causes like this. In my country there aren't important laws about animal cruelty, but in the last years the topic has become very popular. Its important the people start to know about this and that they start to question about all the traditions that are established and aren't neccesary.
Some people says this is our identity, the only thing that the globalization hasnt take it from us. But it is not neccesary to kill an animal to say you are being patriotic. I say this because a model from my country started to support this causes publicly, and the press called her an unpatriotic, thats so fucking stupid.
Anyway, i always try to promove this protest and the vegetarinism in general at locations that aren't related, so invited my classmates from the university, and im so glad they came so they can learn from a different reality, and my purpose is not that they become vegan or revolutionary, lol. Its just that most people do things without thinking and believing that way is the only way or the right way, i just want they decide knowing all the existent options, and not because you always did that way or because someone else said to you and you just believed it. And my mother always told me that way, showing me the reasons for everything. If you do something, do it because its the best way to you, your truth and not because is the most accept one for our society, fuck that. Fuck all the stereotypes, fuck the phrase "i do it because all people do it like that", i will not be like the other persons want me to be. and i expect the others do the same. For me, thats the most real and honest way to live.
Some people says this is our identity, the only thing that the globalization hasnt take it from us. But it is not neccesary to kill an animal to say you are being patriotic. I say this because a model from my country started to support this causes publicly, and the press called her an unpatriotic, thats so fucking stupid.
Anyway, i always try to promove this protest and the vegetarinism in general at locations that aren't related, so invited my classmates from the university, and im so glad they came so they can learn from a different reality, and my purpose is not that they become vegan or revolutionary, lol. Its just that most people do things without thinking and believing that way is the only way or the right way, i just want they decide knowing all the existent options, and not because you always did that way or because someone else said to you and you just believed it. And my mother always told me that way, showing me the reasons for everything. If you do something, do it because its the best way to you, your truth and not because is the most accept one for our society, fuck that. Fuck all the stereotypes, fuck the phrase "i do it because all people do it like that", i will not be like the other persons want me to be. and i expect the others do the same. For me, thats the most real and honest way to live.
Hello everyone! its been a nice start of the semester... yes, my vacation are over like thousand years ago, or at least it seems so...
but good news! im going to florida on september! im so fucking excited about that, its been years (like ten haha
) that i dont go there, so im very happy about it... i will go to miami and orlando, and that means disneyland too..
this winter i went to my grandparent's house in the south of my country, it was very beautiful, but sadly by now i just have the shitty photos from my camera which arent very good... compared with the super good and professional camera from my boyfriend
my grandparents just bought a baby chihuahua dog, and they called him chak moohl, like a god from mexico or something
well, i want to do a new set, but it seems my time with the photographers is never enough hahaha so we will see, maybe ill do a new set or maybe not, who knows, ill just let it be, the time will say what has to happend.
a photo when i went to the zoo with my little sister, the buin zoo... it was raining and my camera was angry so here's the result.
have everyone a good week
but good news! im going to florida on september! im so fucking excited about that, its been years (like ten haha
) that i dont go there, so im very happy about it... i will go to miami and orlando, and that means disneyland too.. this winter i went to my grandparent's house in the south of my country, it was very beautiful, but sadly by now i just have the shitty photos from my camera which arent very good... compared with the super good and professional camera from my boyfriend
my grandparents just bought a baby chihuahua dog, and they called him chak moohl, like a god from mexico or something
well, i want to do a new set, but it seems my time with the photographers is never enough hahaha so we will see, maybe ill do a new set or maybe not, who knows, ill just let it be, the time will say what has to happend.
a photo when i went to the zoo with my little sister, the buin zoo... it was raining and my camera was angry so here's the result.
have everyone a good week
