so.. the year started with photos
which is amazing

I would love to get to photograph someone for a SG set but I don't think there are any hopefuls where I live and that's a shame.
just one year away form finishing art school and couldn't be happier because my life is just starting. I still want a masters, I want to travel and I want to be so happy it hurts on my tummy!
currently looking for a job. don't know if I can handle a thesis and a job but I'll do my best. a girl needs nice things, especially a new computer!

a preview of the last photoshoot I took
influences: religious art, especially the madonnas. used gold as the sacred color but mixed it with an apocalyptic scenario (stormy day in Cozumel)

it seems I have this thing for a good 3 months thanks to someone who decided it was a good idea to give it as a gift. well thanks! . :p

I have tattoos now. you know?
I feel so in now. haha!
anyway this is how I look now:




it says ''she flies with her own wings'' in latin. I have one on my wrist too and it says art is forever, life is short.


so much to tell, such a short time.
a lot of things have happened in a couple of years, some bad some good. over all I am excited that I only have a year left in art school and then I am probably moving to canada which makes me very, very happy.

how have you guys been?
any new year's resolutions?

I just want to lose a couple of pounds and be healthier over all.
xoxo

I feel you crawling on the inside,
like an orgasm that can´t fade away,
tainting, painting every bit of my organs
caressing me with a smile,
so gentle so deep
that I can´t look away.
yes, you might love me
like a unique rose
but yes, I am just beautiful trash.

Amiba.


some pics.. just for fun, artsy trash for ma ´ladies!





I´ve been doing great. well, finals are eating me up but that´s what I do, I love art school. I should prob. be doing some of the stuff I am supposed to but you know how things are, I will do it at the last moment.

oh and btw.
I am horny, I hate this whole distance deal, it kills the spontaneous come have sex - phone calls
but oh well , I´ll see him this saturday, maybe

besos!

Hola hola!


awww I miss you too guys... <3
unfortunately well fortunately for me - school takes the best out of me. I've been the highest grade in my career for a whole year. visual arts is such a demanding career. I was also nominated for a prize thanks to my achievements and I have a talent scholarship.
things have been great! I am really giving my everything and it is paying off.

I have a new boyfriend, getting in a new, healthy relationship is always great, we've been dating for a month and I really like him, I have a good feeling it will last.

been here in Monterrey all this time, having the time of my life.
another unfortunate notice is that my free membership is about to expire,
and I might not be able to afford a new one. any lovely volunteers?... lol

you can still contact me at / amoeba.proteus@gmail.com
which is also my msn.

for now I leave you guys with a couple of new pictures from an express set,
I really liked them!
kisses

Diana Lorena

sorry for the lack of updates, guys.
school is nuts, but I love it

I still think of doing a set for this site form time to time, but then again, there's no rush. all my energy is concentrated on school, and I am still working on numerous body mods I want, especially tattoos. no, my parents don't like it but heck, I don't mind anymore. LOL. I am a big girl

I am dating my ex, ex boyfriend which is kind of fun.
we've been together for almost two years now, and we are in more of a "friendly" phase. no rush in this, either.
I feel great : )

except of the hurricane coming to my hometown and my parents going through it.. but oh well , we are used to hurricanes anyway.

besos,

Diana/Amiba

Yes I am still around

school isn't over, I decided to have a couple of classes this summer.

finished with another 4.0 GPA this semester, (97) so yeah, I can't complain
school is my priority. photography, my boyfriend, my friends.
that leaves little or no time for the net!

but here's a little eye candy of my last set with a girl, she is aspiring to be a SG but isn't sure yet
if she wants the world to see her butt naked for the rest of the cyber ages LOL
she is a great, sweet friend and model.






I am a little sick : / but alright. I hate feeling sick, everything hurts, even my eyelids
I have to get better because I am going back home for a month, this July.
so how have you guys been?
xoxo

sorry I've been away,
finals. finals. finals.... and more finals.

I've been through every emotion possible!


what about you guys, how's life?
I'll share photos of my last paintings soon

xoxo!

that's me!


LOL.
I am complex.. I guess.


I am sorry it takes me forever to write...
last month at school and it is CRAZY of course. I love it, I love it.

I SO want to go out on a date,
i haven't been in one since.. well. since around 2 years
even if I had a boyfriend we were more like friends
I want a real man, a real date-

And REAL friggin good sex



groar. *le sigh*

The phrase of today, is:



sorry it took me forever to write.
school.. groar I love it so much but it consumes all of my time,
so school becomes my life. I know it is a way to escape from the fact I don't know many people in here, my relationship DIED (I am actually ok with that, I feel relief) and that it doesn't matter where I am, I know I won't "fit in" or feel like a belong. I try hard but I just don't find my own voice among pot heads and teenagers, I am sorry if it sounds rude but it is the truth. I have goals- but little money . I fight hard to keep my scholarship and be the best student and I go through it all alone because I want to, and have to.
I really miss my parents sometimes- even though I don't miss the idea of living trapped inside a tiny island , the fact they are not around makes me feel sad- they are some of the few that get me, but at the same time they don't get I want piercings or tattoos. haha old fashioned parents.

but at least the exams are over for now- I just slept the amazingly sweet number of 18 hours. YES.
I can sleep that much.. and MORE. haha I was so tired and I just slept slept slept- with classic music and air condition, what more can a girl ask for?
well maybe a massage.

I SO want to go out and party tonight!
a friend from England came and asked me to go with here to this cool place named "Iguana" rock music and awesome pizza. I am def. going because I haven't had a fun, worry-less time since I got here! with my dad and his new company, money issues, school issues, persona issues..I kind of drown for a while. but I want to be free of all that and just have a good time !
anyone interested?

also I want a guy to ask me out- no I don't want a relationship but a little flirting wouldn't hurt at all. I want to feel pretty and desired, dunno if any of that makes sense!

oh and, I am well known for getting into mild crisis and taking it on my hair last time I cut off most of it and know I have pink bits- I never liked pink, but it goes with my new "chill, seize the day, enjoy your life" thing.
what do you think?




btw go and comment on my sets,NOW!!!! ust click "pics" and see under the hopeful list my sets -
black widow in page 1 and urban angel (in page 8) I would really really appreciate it : )
love you all!
&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;&hearts;

hey lovelies <3333


it's been a hell of a week let me tell you!
first I was all upset and sad, my room a mess, didn't feel like doing anything.
then I just slowly started to come out of it, my room is STILL a mess but a happy mess now !

I've been painting a lot lately, mostly for school because I still have to finish my two acrylic paintings. I am happy when I paint. draw. take photos. gah I miss taking photos, hopefuly I'll change that very soon : )

this week I get to rest from school and from my own mind

I can't wait for the cirque du soleil to come <3 just a month to go!

and.. I pretty much can't show you with words how I feel when I paint, so I just have to show you with pictures because, let's face it, what is a blog without pictures?


Paint. my . world.


I bought a new dress. I am trying to be lady like : P


oh and these are some pictures of the party.
I am back with my boyfriend. well not "back, back" because we are taking it slowly. he finally understood what I meant with "loving him but not feeling "in love" and well he is working his issues and I am working mine, so we are just hanging out and dating more right now. I like that.

some of my best friends here in Mty


haha it was kind of crazy


that's my Mr, he is a big goofball and we want to kill each other sometimes but I love him dearly



that's it for now, I'll write soon : )
muchos besos <3333
Ami