blah, blah, blah, don't know what to type in this thing, I'm sick so I had to leave work early and miss my first class this semester which blows of course.... I'm feeling a little better, but still sort of shitty. I hope i feel better, as much as I hate work, I literally can't afford to miss time.....

ne way, till something more interesting comes up...
toodles,
jenN.

I've decided though I am currently single, that I'm taking myself "off the market" for a while, so to speak. I'm pretty much sick and tired of dating, especially fucking, and all the DRAMA that ensues from it. So I'm done. I quit, at least for a while.

I'm focusing on myself, my life, my projects, what I want to do, and of course on those whom I care about the most and who care about me; instead of wasting my time with guys (or anyone for that matter) who ultimately don't give a fuck about me.

Never in my life have I been popular or "cool" in any conventional sense, but no matter what, I've decided that loving and respecting myself is the most important thing in my life right now. I'm only 22 years old and can honestly say that I've been around the block a few times. I've matured quite a bit and am a full-grown woman, I have a pretty good idea of what I want from my life and am not going to let anyone get in my way.

I am who I am, if you accept it, great, if you don't, don't bother speaking to me, because you know where to shove it. ^_-

THat's it for now, lol.
toodles,
jt.

Just got laid earlier tonight, went to a really cool club last night, and am going to hang out with my little bro tomorrow and watch madagascar 2..... not a bad weekend so far.... unfortunately, I still must study for my psych test on monday (yikes!)
peace&laterdayz,
jt.