SuicideGirl: Amarena
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FEBRUARY 6, 2012 @ 06:28 PM


My new year has been off to a shaky start.


My little Lola muffin passed away last week.

On Tuesday afternoon I did my usual post-work ritual of stopping by her cage to sing to her while I change out of my uniform. I peeked in...she was flat and not moving. I called her name and she didn't respond. I started bawling and could barely handle it. I left the house for a bit while byronNME took care of her. He wrapped her in a towel, put her in a box, and placed her in the river across the street. Just picturing that is too much for me even now. I loved that guinea pig and I will miss giving her baths and laughing at her late night squeaking.

I was in a car accident the last week of December.

It was bad and very scary. The car was totaled. Thankfully though both the other driver and I walked away unscathed. I haven't talked about it here yet because I wasn't ready until now. Ever since the crash I've been really paranoid about death. Worrying about losing a loved one or even dying myself.

Crossroads.
All this thinking has done me good though. I'm really focused on what's important now. Positive things are to come.l


We now do Angry Birds cakes at work!
Aren't they cute? I love the pigga!
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So stoked The Giants won the Bowl!
I won 5 bucks in the football pool too.
Naturally, the following was my favorite Superbowl commercial:



I leave you with bewbs:
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This was a cathartic blog.
Keep on rockin' in the free world, boys and girls!

kiss

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Pesky

Pesky

HOPEFUL

Philadelphia, PA

FEB 09, 2012 09:18 AM

yessss. I can certainly see why. there is a fuckton of potential just in that one shot. I can't wait for it to come out. I see pink written all over it.
x0!

JAFreeman1

JAFreeman1

Ozone Park, NY
January 2012

FEB 09, 2012 07:03 PM

Really sorry to hear about Lola, she was a cutie. At least she was loved ...

Luffy

Luffy

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

FEB 10, 2012 11:33 AM

I know how those go. When things just won't start right. I hope you find better days soon! kiss

DeCota

DeCota

HOPEFUL

Los Angeles, CA

FEB 10, 2012 11:57 AM

you are such a lovely lady!!! Don't worry though darlin! The shitty times will make you super strong smile

Briscoe

Briscoe

Madison, WI
November 2010

FEB 10, 2012 03:47 PM

*huge hug* i love you, schmoopy! you know that anytime you want to talk about anything, i would move mountains to make time for you! again, i'm so sorry about Lola! and about your car crash! i'm so SO glad you're safe! just thinking about anything happening to you had me in tears frown i don't know what i'd do without you! be lost forever, prolly blush

Mylene

Mylene

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

FEB 10, 2012 05:29 PM

Glad to hear you liked photos.

To tell the truth I wasn't going to shoot for SG at all, it just happened itself somehow.

Scandal_

Scandal_

HOPEFUL

Cincinnati, OH

FEB 11, 2012 06:58 AM

YES and YES!!! Girl, are you going?? Where ya staying? OMG I'd be so excited to see you again!!!

Vide0dr0me

Vide0dr0me

USA
January 2010

FEB 11, 2012 06:42 PM

Lola is in heaven and you can always talk to me if you need to!

dearambellina

dearambellina

Philadelphia, PA
October 2006

FEB 12, 2012 06:57 PM

I'm okay. Sad to part ways but it's for the best. It was pretty amicable so I think we can still be friends. Thanks for the concern smile

SoBelle

SoBelle

HOPEFUL

Champaign, IL

FEB 14, 2012 07:29 PM

I'm so sorry to hear about Lola babe!! And the car accident! I'm so glad you're ok!! That's scary stuff but, on a happier note you look HOT! I can't wait to see that set! love
Love you!!

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