I don't know if any of you heard of Fleshbot but they wrote a little article about me..
You can find it here.
You can find it here.
Hi,
How are you? Yes.. you! Who else do you think I'm talking to?!
Here is some stuff that happened since we last met:
Love love! xxx
How are you? Yes.. you! Who else do you think I'm talking to?!
Here is some stuff that happened since we last met:
Love love! xxx
Did something very inappropriate this weekend. Work might be awkward. Could probably get fired..
..kthxbye! x
..kthxbye! x
I can't stop listening to Hiromi. She's magical.
Last night I went to see Slum Village. I say SV- but it was T3 and Illa J. Almost a strange J Dilla tribute act.
Sometimes I'm too sleepy to wash my hair in the morning or pick something pretty to wear so I end up looking like this:
Now I'm going to have a wank to some lesbian fetish porn and go to sleep.
x
Last night I went to see Slum Village. I say SV- but it was T3 and Illa J. Almost a strange J Dilla tribute act.
Sometimes I'm too sleepy to wash my hair in the morning or pick something pretty to wear so I end up looking like this:
Now I'm going to have a wank to some lesbian fetish porn and go to sleep.
x
Yesterday I went out to dinner with a guy I used to date. We were together only a few months almost four years ago. It was intense. Mostly sexually. When we split- it was harder on him than me but I was nice and spent time with him sitting in the park before walking away.
Since, we have grown to be rather good friends. We meet up, eat delicious food, go to gigs together, and have sex. No strings. No attachments.
Anyway. Yesterday we chatted about his holiday (to Amsterdam where he had some fun in the red light district), my work, his work, where we are now compared to four years ago with our understanding of the world. We talked about his ex. They were perfect together but could not stay together because that's how the world is sometimes. We talked about my difficulty with emotional attachments to people. How, I sometimes worry that love will pass me by because I refuse to let it come near. He suggested counselling as it helped him a lot. I suggested no strings cuddling evenings.
He invited me back to his, but it was a school night and I am coming down with a cold and wanted an early night. He understood.
Since, we have grown to be rather good friends. We meet up, eat delicious food, go to gigs together, and have sex. No strings. No attachments.
Anyway. Yesterday we chatted about his holiday (to Amsterdam where he had some fun in the red light district), my work, his work, where we are now compared to four years ago with our understanding of the world. We talked about his ex. They were perfect together but could not stay together because that's how the world is sometimes. We talked about my difficulty with emotional attachments to people. How, I sometimes worry that love will pass me by because I refuse to let it come near. He suggested counselling as it helped him a lot. I suggested no strings cuddling evenings.
He invited me back to his, but it was a school night and I am coming down with a cold and wanted an early night. He understood.
Good night 
When I grow up I want to be an activist. Until than- I will teach you how to bake a Carrot Cake!
(This is a very crude first attempt at a photo blog- judge me, but be kind!)
First, I would like to introduce you to my kitchen. ! Yay! The kitchen in my new flat!
It's pretty useful for things like- making tea, cooking, baking, mixing cocktails AND sitting on!
To make the delicious carrot cake (that has come straight out of the Hummingbird Bakery cookbook) You will need:
300g soft light brown sugar
3 eegs (Mine come from my mum's chickens so I can guaranty that they are extra fresh! The fact that the chickens are very adorable helps a lot too!)
300ml sunflower oil
300g plain flour
1 teaspoon bicarbonate of soda
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 teaspoon of ground cinnamon + extra for sprinkling
1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract
300g carrots, grated
100g shelled walnuts, chopped, plus extra to make your cake pretty
You will also need some cream cheese frosting, but we'll get to that later..
Make sure you have ALL the ingredients you need before you continue, or this won't be as much fun as it could be.
Step one!
Remove your pants!
Remove your pants..
This step is absolutely vital! If you don't do this, your cake won't be any good. True fact!
Preheat your oven to 170ºC (Gas 3)
Put the sugar, eggs and oil in a mixer and MIIIIXXXXX! Add the flour, bicarbonate of soda, baking powder, cinnamon, ginger, salt and vinalla extract and keep mixing!
It should look something like this!
Grate your carrots!
Stir in the carrots and walnuts into your cake mix. Mix well and split between 2 tins (Hummingbird split between 3, but that's just too much washing up for me)
And you bake- for about half an hour. Check your cakes are lovely and golden brown and bouncy.
You make cream cheese frosting by mixing an obscene amount of cocaine with cream cheese and butter..
... some other stuff happens and VOILÀ! Cake!
Good night x
(This is a very crude first attempt at a photo blog- judge me, but be kind!)
First, I would like to introduce you to my kitchen. ! Yay! The kitchen in my new flat!
It's pretty useful for things like- making tea, cooking, baking, mixing cocktails AND sitting on!
To make the delicious carrot cake (that has come straight out of the Hummingbird Bakery cookbook) You will need:
300g soft light brown sugar
3 eegs (Mine come from my mum's chickens so I can guaranty that they are extra fresh! The fact that the chickens are very adorable helps a lot too!)
300ml sunflower oil
300g plain flour
1 teaspoon bicarbonate of soda
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 teaspoon of ground cinnamon + extra for sprinkling
1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract
300g carrots, grated
100g shelled walnuts, chopped, plus extra to make your cake pretty
You will also need some cream cheese frosting, but we'll get to that later..
Make sure you have ALL the ingredients you need before you continue, or this won't be as much fun as it could be.
Step one!
Remove your pants!
Remove your pants..
This step is absolutely vital! If you don't do this, your cake won't be any good. True fact!
Preheat your oven to 170ºC (Gas 3)
Put the sugar, eggs and oil in a mixer and MIIIIXXXXX! Add the flour, bicarbonate of soda, baking powder, cinnamon, ginger, salt and vinalla extract and keep mixing!
It should look something like this!
Grate your carrots!
Stir in the carrots and walnuts into your cake mix. Mix well and split between 2 tins (Hummingbird split between 3, but that's just too much washing up for me)
And you bake- for about half an hour. Check your cakes are lovely and golden brown and bouncy.
You make cream cheese frosting by mixing an obscene amount of cocaine with cream cheese and butter..
... some other stuff happens and VOILÀ! Cake!
Good night
x I mss you! ALL of you. Tomorrow I should have Internet. And I will post properly about all the things that have been going on.
Much sexy love! Xxxx
Much sexy love! Xxxx
Today, I worked pretty hard. My days at the office are long and stressful, but I get through them alright. My job makes me think a lot about what people do for work. I make pretty clothes that sell for a lot of money. I work really hard at making things for people to wear, and often wonder if it's worthwhile. I get paid rather well (hence I can afford to buy a little flat for myself) yet- there are thousands of people around who hardly have any money for food and spend every day looking after people that have even less. I need to do something more meaningful.
A friend of mine came to visit for the weekend. I've known him for a few years now, but have only recently ended up in bed together. I wasn't expecting him to say that he wanted to take things further, but he did. It's difficult as he lives far away. I don't like long distance relationships- sex whenever I like is important.
The guy I have a major crush on came round last week. The day after he decided that he wants to get back together with his ex but will let me know how that goes. I'm not so big on being the second choice- so that's a no no for me.
Few people on the cards for me actually. Would it be terrible if I test ride a few to find a good lover?
And I shall leave you with this song- I've been listening to it a lot recently.
A friend of mine came to visit for the weekend. I've known him for a few years now, but have only recently ended up in bed together. I wasn't expecting him to say that he wanted to take things further, but he did. It's difficult as he lives far away. I don't like long distance relationships- sex whenever I like is important.
The guy I have a major crush on came round last week. The day after he decided that he wants to get back together with his ex but will let me know how that goes. I'm not so big on being the second choice- so that's a no no for me.
Few people on the cards for me actually. Would it be terrible if I test ride a few to find a good lover?
And I shall leave you with this song- I've been listening to it a lot recently.
