Possibly going to Des Moines next weekend. Plans and flights keep changing and I can't keep track anymore. My family has a Christmas party every holiday season just like the summer picnic that Reekie and I went to a few months ago. I'd like to attend but it will cost my dad a pretty penny to put the dogs in the kennel so I'm not pushing it. I just need to get Reekie here. The hardest part is that it could cost DOUBLE to fly her from Des Moines than Chicago and her parents won't drive her to Midway. They're always very difficult about her ever going anywhere ever. Its as if they think she's going to die the moment she leaves the state of Iowa or some shit. When parents are more difficult to deal with than an airline, you know they're doing something wrong.
Anyways, hopefully plans can start to get finalized so I can get her here for some hockey and beer and pizza and bad decisions. And hopefully I can afford all the games and the hotel and the food and such. Kinda hard trying to get help from a bunch of Grinches.
xoxox Aly 
It is NOTHING but a giant Ludo/Hot Problems/Andrew Volpe spam.
No seriously. You've been warned.
I'm drunk and want NOTHING but Andrew Volpe right now.
I'm too drunk to upload the fucking sexy gifs I have omg.
Except these.
MORE LUDO FANGIRL COMING YOUR WAY. UNTIL THEN, LISTEN TO THESE SONGS AND AWKWARD SILLY VIDEOS THEY MADE.
Because I'm drunk, they're amazing and hilarious, but the music is fucking PERFECT.
IM BASICALLY IN LOVE WITH LUDO. LIKE I WAS BACK IN 2004. WHAT IS LIFE.
also im drunk.
no but seriously, these guys are amazing.
also hot problems is fun as hell.
BYE FOR NOW hahahaha
Some notes on the Birthday Photos:
- I hate cake. All kinds. I hate the texture, the flavor, and the bellyache that follows. So instead of a birthday cake, I made a huuuuuge jello shot out of 3 boxes of jello and used cake flavored vodka. Then I cut pieces out of it like a cake. It was awesome.
- Reekie got me the Pandora-style charms that you see. I got her the same Balloon and Anchor last year, and we call it our "Modest Mouse" charms because of the We Were Dead Before The Ship Even Sank album cover. Same as my tattoo on my hip. She also got me the two Jeremy Renner movies.
- My 'birthday outfit' was my little brother's old spare jersey from hockey. You can see the year and everything on the patch. Crazy that my dad still has that.
- Near the end you'll see the hide-a-bed and rice bags with my toesies peeking out. That's from yesterday (along with the Bryzly cuddles you see) I've managed to fuck up my ankles, my knuckles on my right hand, and my neck and shoulders. I'm just all broken to little pieces it seems.
Still dealing with some emotional issues. I am trying to forget a mistake, trying to move on, trying to let go. But the harder I try to put it behind me, the harder I try to pretend it didn't happen, the more the universe throws it in my face. Over and over and over. The worst part..... when I think about it, I both smile warmly and want to vomit. It makes me happy and it makes me hate myself. Emotions are dumb. Reekie and I have figured out what has to happen to movie on but for fucks sake, can it just hurry up and happen already?!
On a positive note, one of my friends posted this on my facebook for my birthday....
Best thing ever.
Oh, and this happened last night...
And to end the blog on a very happy and personal and adorable note;
I am on an UNREAL Andrew Volpe/Ludo/Hot Problems bender. If I listen to any playlist that isn't strictly Ludo or Hot Problems, I have at least 4 songs from them on it. I can't stop. HOW ADORABLE IS ANDREW VOLPE THOUGH?! GOOD GOD. And his voiiiiicccceeeeee. hhhhnnnnggggg. I miss seeing them in Lincoln all the time.
Kinda wish Hot Problems had Puke and Rally uploaded but oh well. Best song on the album.
I was going to post more, but it's Spaghetti-O time which is good because I'm fucking sick again. Blech. Time to eat and watch some Archer before I clean the kitchen and do some laundry.
xoxoxox Aly
p.s. almost forgot boobie pics!!
I wrote a love letter that is actually NOT a love letter but one giant insult. It just sounds like a love letter because it's in another language. I haven't laughed at my own jokes this hard since last week.
Thank you all for the birthday wishes. Photo dump coming soon of course. Been a little busy.
Also on a sort of cleanse for about a month.
Talk soon, SG.
xoxox Aly
I wish it was 25 so I could rent cars.
I can't wait to open the gifts that have arrived. And my Sundogs jersey is being shipped out tomorrow.
I know that's kind of spoiled, but are you all shocked?
My uncle reminded me that Dethklok plays here in Denver tomorrow night. ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY.
I'm so tempted to go, even if I go alone. I couldn't even imagine. DETHKLOK!!!!
Time to get back to my skype date with Reekie.
Love you all!
xoxox Aly
― Charles Bukowski, Women
So let me tell you in details about the last few days.
Anyways. I won't be going to a Cutthroats game for a while. It also depends on when I move and if Reekie is able to take a mini vacation before we settle down and get jobs and shit. Its exciting though. I have some big hockey plans all the way through Feb! And that's JUST CHL. I also have plenty of USHL games to attend too. I miss the NHL a lot less. Not like I won't flock back like a lost sheep when the lockout ends..... but I'm enjoying so much hockey lately. I've yet to go to a DU game.
I was very sick last night. About 10 hours total of sleep since Wednesday and lots of drinking. I was so exhausted that I couldn't open my gatorade, and I was shaking violently. But I'm mostly better now. Just a little tired still and emotional. I cried at the end of AC3, and at a few other things. I think I just need to accept some things, ignore some texts, and then move on.
So.... moving on.
Photodump.
27 hours until I turn 24. 
xoxox Aly
At least the pictures of the game were awesome. I also learned some funny nicknames.
Hopefully I can get good seats for the game Friday.... if I go. Not sure I wanna see another 6-0 loss.
I really need to NOT blog when I'm drinking and stop spilling secrets.
I AM proud of myself though. So that's cool. Waiting for my gatorade to get here so I can shower off this hangover.
xoxox Aly
I'm still alive. Still playing AC3. Still sleeping on a couch. The yewsgh. No alcohol in four nights, tonight will be the fifth. Life is a little less exciting now, but it needed to be done. Not that I'm quiting completely or anything, but it saves money, I've lost weight, and I'm able to control myself when problems arise.
Looks like I'm staying in Denver for my birthday.
By choice though. I can't be spending the money on vacations when I'm trying to move in a few weeks. Good thing about owning next to nothing is that it will take me like.... two days to pack. A special friend sent me something off my wishlist, but I won't open it until the 20th. Reekie ordered the Latin books you saw in a previous blog. She gave me permission to open them early though. My mom is saving money to give me to help with deposits to move. My dad... well, he just avoids the topic. He's always avoided my birthday. I'm making my own cake. I'm keeping it a secret for now. It's not actually a "cake" but it will look and taste like one. I can't wait to make it. It's going to be the damned coolest cake I've ever had, and since I'm unlucky enough to be alone when I turn 24, ITS ALL MINE SUCKERS. lol. SIlver linings, eh?
I have fucking Christmas fever so hard. You scrooges can suck my butt. Instead of being annoyed, I choose to enjoy the sparkles, the hot cocoa, the snowflakes, the bright colors, the happy music, the sound of bells, the fun songs, the gift wrap, the crafting, the peppermint, and the decorating. I bought some salted caramel hot cocoa last night, OMG YUM. I wish I had a tree still, and all of my expensive decorating baubles and tinsel and lights.
Anyways, picture dump.
And boobie pictures I promised
If you're feeling overly generous and loving in the next week, here's my wishlist but a Happy Birthday is nice too. 
Just fyi, there's more than one page lol. You'd be surprised how many people message me and ask me why my wishlist is so small. 
More updates soon. Hopefully I have something worth writing, at least.
I love you, SG. Cross your fingers that my birthday is awesome!
xoxox Aly
(incase you were wondering what its like to date me.)
