Things that make me happy right now:


















Happy Hugs Teddy from Build-a-Bear ^_^ No clothes. Nothing special. Just a soft, super squishy, cuddly bear to hold. My current teddy isn't comforting anymore. Also, his ACUs hurt my face. Turns out my dad won't go to the mall with me when he gets home tomorrow SOOOO Idk when I'll have a new one.

Seriously, best teddys ever are the ones that aren't 100% full of fluff. I looooove soft and squishy teddy bears omg. Now I wanna cuddle.

I just want a teddy bear. My dog HATES cuddling so much. And I can't buy my own for.. well, pry a few months.



I would give anything to be in a bed right now, my arms around my new teddy bear.... and my Paolo's arms around me. With his legs tangled in mine and his breath on my neck. It kills me to be apart from him like this. Last night made it worse. I just want him next to me. Even just for a night.

I could use a hug and kiss. And maybe cuddling I guess. I need him. Now more than ever.
Sucks to be dating a crazy, needy, jealous, confusing girlfriend....eh?

xoxoxo Alyeska

edit: speaking of one/two-hit wonders via twitter caused me to remember this gem
and it seems relevent