The thing about love is when you try to quantify or explain, it sounds stupid, fake, or diminished.



I am absolutely crazy right now. And I love it. I'm scared, terrified, and beautiful. I feel like I'm standing at the edge of a cliff. It's scary to be up so high, and the potential for danger is very high but the view in front of you is like nothing you've ever seen before. So amazing and breathtaking. It's worth the fact that one small step could send you falling down to a terrible end.

I am so fucking happy to feel this way. I'm happy to have feelings again. But I can't control this new emotion. This new combination. It's like mixing all the best pills. A brand new experience created by all of these beautiful things mixing together.

It's beautiful and disasterous and perfect.