I've always wondered why people chose an album title, or the cover for a book, if we're not suposed to judge it based on the concept. A person [or small group] will spend anywhere from a few days to over a month trying to figure out the exact picture to go on the front of a book. OBVIOUSLY, it's meant for us to judge. If anyone ever tells me not to judge a book by it's cover, I'm going to hang them with their own innards. Fuck.

So hello all! My name is Bukowskii, and my life has been uneventful recently. I apologize, but I'm still very sick. And not sick as in, I'm coughing and my head hurts and I can't do anything. It's sick as in I'm constantly worried about what's wrong with me and I'm fearful and can't do anything about it. It fucking sucks. But, yeah, I don't do anything anymore it seems.

Not to mention, school starts in less than a week. I got my textbooks yesterday, and looked through the anatomy book......fuck that. It was stupid of me to sign up for anatomy when I haven't even taken Medical Term 1 yet. So RIGHT now, according to webadvisor, I am no longer a full time student and I'm only enrolled in 6.5 credits. Awesome. I lose health insurance if I drop below 12 credits. I'm not happy at all. NOT HAPPYPANTS. I actually cried when I went through and saw that everything was waitlisted. Alas, not all hope is gone. I am ATLEAST a student, so therefor I don't have my loans going into repayment. Also, it may screw up my financial aid but that's not that bad to me. As long as my classes get paid for. Also, the insurance company doesn't know I dropped the anatomy class and lab, SO I can still see a Dr this friday and try and get some tests ran before I have to go to TX. Still, I'm very upset that I'm the 4th person on the waitlist to take the astronomy class with Reekie. SCC is such a pissant little fuck of a school.

[breakkkkkkk gotta dye Reekie's hair for her]

Ok, back. So yeah, still sick. Not feeling the best. There's no vitamins in my house. School hasn't gotten ahold of me. I can't find out if financial aid will cover all of my fees if I move to a different school. Reekie and I have tons of errands to run today. I'm re-dying my hair again tonight. Funeral tomorrow =[ which I don't really want to talk about right now. Dr's on friday, assuming I have the copay. It's sad when your father won't even give you ten bucks to see a Dr when you've been sick for almost 3 weeks now. And I leave on Wednesday. And jesus fucking christ am I ready for it. It's nice to have a reason and the means to leave town every once in a while and have little vacations with someone so special. <3

Anyways, Reekie and I will probably be back in Omaha on Tuesday night, the 6th. Dunno where we'll stay yet, depends on if she skips out on her math class in the morning, and what time I go to the airport. If she doesn't skip, then I have to find a ride in the morning. Blech. Blah blah blah. I just want to know what's wrong with me. Thinking about calling the ask-a-nurse hotline thingy. But Bukowskii HATES talking on the phone, especially to people she hardly knows.

I'm gonna go finish getting ready so that Reekie and I can leave once she's done rinsing out her hair.
No pic of the day, sorry! Switching everything back to MY laptop now that my shitface of an ex finally sent my stuff down from AK that he's been keeping. Dick.

XOXO
Bukowskii

ok, i lied. here's a picture. but its not of me. uhoh.