Movies I am pissed I haven't seen yet: Inglorious Basterds, HP6, and the one I can't remember the name of.
It's.....Wednesday? Correct? I'm not sure. I woke up way too late. This summer is the first time I've started to notice how crappy I feel if I sleep in past 10:30. I don't ever want to wake up in the first place, but if Reekie doesn't force me out of bed, then I always feel like poo. Why is this? Who knows. Bed at 1am, up at 11....and I feel like I'm dead. Bed at 1am, awake at 8am.....much better. Pissy, but better. Weird.
So my neck is destroyed. Hardcore. The left side [my left side, your right] is kinda pulled. Like, it feels like a pulled muscle, and part of my jaw directly above where the muscle hurts feels like I got punched. This is the 2nd day my neck has hurt but it's worse today. It's a tiny bit sore on the right, but it hurts to talk when I'm excited. And it hurt to spit out my toothpaste. I can breathe and swallow fine, but facial expressions that use tendons and shit in my neck really hurt me. I had icyhot on it last night. But now I don't know if I should ice my neck, or use heat? It's bothering me.
Guess who has amazing peacock feathers! I DO I DO! I say that because my dad makes fun of me for all the boys who flirt with me. Hear this story: So I go to TX to visit a boy from high school that I liked at one point and flirted with when I was drunk to the point where he bought a plane ticket. So while I'm flirting with high school boy in texas, I'm also talking to the Dan kid who I fucked a while ago and only want to see again if he has no pants on and some duct tape over his mouth. So then the week before I go to TX, some idiot who used to play hockey with my brother was telling me he wanted to date me [simply so I would put out] but tried to act like I was stupid. LOLOL I told this boy I'd fuck him and never talk to him again if he'd just admit he didn't want to date me. ANYWAYS. So Dan flirts with me while Rob buys me a ticket to TX, and then before I go to TX, Josh tries to date me, and then I fly to TX and end up getting a big crush on Rob's superior, and then come home and a week later meet someone extremely interesting at the BBQ. [BTW, yeah I'm going back to TX for labor day weekend and Rob doesn't know]
WTFFFFFF right?
So yes, I have peacock feathers and they are big and bright and I dance them well. But seriously, I'm sick of having to tell 3 different people each weekend that I'm too busy or not interested. I've met a couple nice guys a bit older than me, that I am actually going to try and be serious about. None of this "sex-drive pwns all" bullshit. I'm toying with the idea of a relationship. EEK. But I'm allowed to show off my feathers until I'm taken right? I mean, I feel bad as it is flirting with someone when I talked to my father about Rob's boss and my dad already said that he needs to come to NE to meet him. So.....am I growing up relationship wise? SCARY! I kinda like random sex and not having to care about anybody but myself.
That was a long, stupid not-so-ranty rant. I hope no one reads that haha.
Puscifer makes me happy.
I am selfish, want to know why? Because I want Rosaleigh to be back from CO already so I can get another shoot done. Each day I like my first set less and less. Is that selfish? Kinda.
Best text I've received from my dad's coworker ever: "Disregard females and acquire currency" LULZ
Want to hear a real rant? I know you don't really because my blogs are usually random, goofy, and upbeat for the most part. Anyways, here it goes.....
Last ranty thing for today: if I don't prepay for my luggage for my flight to TX, they charge me 5 bucks extra. Awesome. WTG airlines. LOLOL. It's almost worth the 12 hours car drive to Killeen. I know what Reekie and I are doing with our left over student loan monies. HAHA.
Oh yes, I got my classes yesterday, but it turns out I couldn't take philosophy this semester, so I'm in Human Anatomy and Lab, Composition 2, and Medical Term 1. Looks like my subconscious wants me to lean towards a medical career. Odd. I'm very excited though, even if my 3 hours lab is at 8am, and my books will be over $250 for ONE class. I always love fall semester at SCC. Maybe I'll make it through a whole year without failing. I'm in that success-loving mood.
I'm going to go look at peacock tattoos. I hope all is well and everyone is in a positivey mood. I know I will be once I get some nicotine in me.
XOXO
Bukowskii
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Reekie and I when we first became friends last october.
