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getting ready for my first day back:
after my long, first day:
Oz hates that i take off for the day, but he's getting used to the idea, and he's so cuddly when i come home now
as for me, i love the time away from home! the store has changed a lot, all for the better. customers all remember me, but don't recognize me! i keep getting comments like, "You look just like that other girl who used to work here!"
lol!oh, and holy shit, i forgot how much i miss, and truly love porn!! (FYI: i work in a porn store). i've been coming home incredibly horny every night! my sex drive's in overdrive! corsets and buttplugs and sran wrap, oh my!!
last night i got dressed in fishnet lingerie and surprised my husband at the computer with a blowjob and some crazy acrobatic sex! it was amazing
i'm very happy right now!
speaking of surprises, my hubby got a sitter for Oz and surprised me with a trip to the Green Door (a veggie/organic restaurant)! it was so delicious!!
ok, my infamous multi ... you haven't seen it yet because there was some problem or glitch with the upload and it got deleted the day it was to go up for review, but it's been resubmitted (though i don't know what date it'll go up, since it's on Melley's account)
i really want to shoot a new set, but i can't seem to find a photographer in my area. so my plan's to get a passport and find a 'tog' over the border, in like NY or some such jazz ... apparantly though, i can't be wearing facial piercings in the passport photo, so i have to plan things out carefully to get them removed, get my photo taken, and get them put back in all within 15 minutes or so
anyway, i'm minding my nieces and nephew right now, so i have to be going! we're watching Corpse Bride
oh and go see Tie's new set! it's super fab!
and Frolic's new set! so freaking sexy!
and Lovebird's Shag
and of course Fynx's Milk Maiden
i love my hopefuls, love you all
moving on to my life ...
), the next one's from a month or two ago, and then the last two i took last week!
I'm going back to work on the 4th. i'm excited and terrified. i've got daycare lined up for Oz, i just want to meet the woman first. it's got me pretty stressed, but it's a good kind of stress i think.
i went to my friend's bridal shower yesterday. there were some fucking awesome vegan scones! they were so good i probably ate half the batch!
last week i got really ill. i woke up with such extreme stomach pains i thought i'd accidentally poisoned myself. I had a headache, chills, fever, nausea, dry heaving, disorientation, and dizziness/weak knees. my friend came over and took care of me. that night, i got my period, and it all went away! i couldn't fucking believe it!! if i have to go through that once a month, i don't know what i'll do! 
i got three really old vegetarian cookbooks from the local book market the other day. when i got them home, i discovered one was really an "almost" vegetarian cookbook, since they kept calling for ingredients like worcestershire sauce, anchovies, chicken broth, bacon, and ham 
the woman who wrote it was clearly a moron!
the second one wasn't vegetarian either; it was actually vegan!! and get this: it was written in the 70s by a vegan hippy cult!! they even include a picture of their prophet in the intro. it's a fucking awesome book, and i love it!
the last book was actually a regular vegetarian book
i made some goddamned awesome vegan shepherd's pie yesterday. it's already half gone! miam miam miam!
Cygnes should be coming over early this week to do some finishing touches on my dreads. hopefully pictures soon!
Hopefuls time!! my top 5 hopefuls' sets this week are ...
Fairys set Ciao Baby
Rexxx's set The Hunter
Geisha's set Through the Mirror
Spleen's set Mauvaise Garçonne
Hellnola's set Le Poison Vert
Love you all
*edited to add*
so i just got back from meeting the woman, Layla, who will be watching Oz for the summer. she was very sweet, and answered all the questions correctly! i now officially have daycare figured out for my baby (well for the next couple months anyway)
*edited again*
Geisha turned pink!
i'm so happy she's on SG now!! she doesn't have a blog yet, but go check her out in the days to come; she's a total sweetie!!
i feel like i'm falling in love with my husband all over again!! we've been communicating so well lately (and having amazing sex, but surprisingly, i'm more excited about the communicating)
the important thing is we're bonding, and talking, and incredibly in love!
i'm sure some of you are wondering about my multi ... i thought it was going up on the 5h, but apparanly it's going to member review on the 25th ... so keep your eyes peeled!
speaking of member review, go give some love to some hopefuls, like Fiona's set Cinq ...
... and the lovely Carmelita's set Truth Be Told ...
... and of course, my multi partner, Melley's newest set Beach Bottom
not to mention there are some amazing SG sets up for review. i'm particularly fond of Lou's summer themed submission Summer Love. i had this recurring dream for years which i believe to be a memory from a past life, and this set is like a snapshot of that dream! (except i was wearing a blue dress and had a blue stone pendant around my neck!) anyway, it's just a really beautiful set!
well love for all my SG peoples!!
*edited to add: hey, Fiona went pink!!
i tried to call out for help, but all anyone could understand was "ungh! uh ung un uh ue ung!! uuuunng!!" so it took a few minutes before i got untangled! oh well, no harm, no foul!
today was weird (other than piercing mishaps) ... oz refused to nap. he almost napped at 7 pm, but 10 minutes of "i think he's finally passed out" doesn't really count as a nap! he's just finally gone to bed in the last 20 minutes
my mat leave is almost over. i don't know what to do. i don't feel ready to leave Oz all day (he's not even weaned off breastfeeding yet), and i don't know if my current job is still right for me since i'd be away from him so much (once you calculate in the commute). i might have to find something more local.
*sigh* such big decisions!
in other news, i'm feeling so much better about things between my husband and i. he'd been really distant for a couple of months and i was at my wit's end about it. finally one night, he woke up and just sat awake in bed, silent for about 20 minutes. then finally he mumbled, "i've been having bad dreams"
"that's terrible," i said. "what about?"
"i dreamed you want a divorce"
turns out he's been having this recurring dream a couple times a week for the past couple of months!! i coulda smacked him for not telling me sooner, but we talked, i reassured him, and things between us have been great since that night! i love my man
i still don't have any pics of my dreads for you all, because they're still only half done. my sister and i get really distracted while working on them, and Oz is a real pest (a real adorable pest, but a pest just the same), so the progress has been slow. but they'll get done, eventually!
well, i guess that's it for me today. i'll try to update my blog more often, but i tend to only find the time when i'm exhausted. but i'll try
i luv you all, and i leave you with this, Anila's set. look at it, it's shot by Cherry, it's pretty!
bye!
my computer had been on the fritz for the better part of a week! i suspected foul play, but it seems to have fixed itself!
the suspect:
so the multi has been submitted, and will be posted to the hopefuls section via Melley's account by June 5th. don't get too excited, i'm warning you, the photography is mediocre, but Melley and i really had fun making it, so i hope you enjoy
my lip and tongue piercings are feeling much better! (but i'm still not able to play dentist with Oz)
i can now drink without a straw and only minimal spillage. i can also eat solids, i just have to chew slowly and carefully
so no more liquid and cheese diet for me ... in fact no more cheese for me. i read the book Skinny Bitch, and it was the motivation and information i needed to make the leap from vegetarian to vegan! i'm also cutting out sugar, caffeine, decaf coffee, pop, and bleached anything (whole grains for me). it's not nearly as hard as i thought it would be, and i'm actually finding it to be a lot of fun! i actually enjoy eating more than i did when i was omnivourous ... i think it's the "guilt free" part
my sister came over yesterday and started dreading my hair ... she'll finish the job on friday! i'm super excited to see the finished product!
bye bye regular hair!
my husband's best friend is apparantly good pals with an inspector of the local tattoo shops, so he's going to ask the guy to put in a good word for me to get my Trill spots at a reputable shop
this is what Oz thinks of Star Trek
Oz has been quite the handful lately! the walking isn't hard to deal with, it's the climbing!! and the sleeping, oh god, the sleeping!!
he woke up for four hours in the middle of the night over the weekend!! no reason behind it, just woke and wouldn't go back to sleep! then last night, he woke and screamed for twenty minutes straight!! he was inconsolable! i didn't know what to do! eventually he cried himself back to sleep
so i'm a tad sleep deprived, but i'm doing ok 
RANDOM PICTURE TIME:
as far as SG goes, Archie's set went live!! it's fucking amazing, so go check it out!!
Gidgette's set is still in hopefuls for some ridiculous reason! go give it some love and help it go live!
and of course, my fellow hopefuls have some amazing sets in review! please help them go pink! leave some love for:
Dawnyd1's Afternoon Delight
Agy's View From the 13th Floor
and finally Uva's Aluminum
love you all!!
I know I've been teasing you all with tidbits about my multi, and I'm sorry it's taking so long! We've had such a run of bad luck; not only the photographer, but my god, the technical difficulties! So, long story short, Melley's going to upload the set to her account very soon (we hope)
So I got some more piercings: snakebites and my tongue. Eating has been very difficult, but I've found mac and cheese has become my best friend! Smoothies too, and those yummy Knorr garden variety soups! Ah the liquid and cheese diet
I've got some great pics, and I've got an idea of how to upload them, but without that fucking cable, it's just such a bitch!
I'm getting weary of waiting to find someone to dread my hair. I've wanted dreads for almost two years and my hair's finally long enough, but I can't find anyone to help me!
I could go to a salon, but the only places I've found only do dread extensions, which isn't what I want.
So please, if anyone knows where or who to go to in the Ottawa area (or thereabouts - I'm willing to travel a little) to get dreads, please tell me! I'm ever so anxious!
Today some fabulous sets went live!! Go leave love for Rubix and for Draven!! Both girls were waiting so long!
And of course, there are some awesome sets in member review, like Quinne and Roach's set Ziggy Stardust, and DokuroChan's Out From Under!
Rubix
Draven
Quinne and Roach
DokuroChan
he walked!!
he took his first steps today!!
two and a half steps to be precise!! then he saw his daddy and stumbled he's all tuckered out and asleep now (poor thing has a cold too)i'll post piccies when i find my upload cable
also, though not everyone wants to hear it (that's your warning to stop reading
) i got my period today! that wouldn't be blog worthy, except that it's my first in almost two years because of the pregnancy and subsequent breastfeeding! so that was exciting! a relative of mine died this week. i wasn't told about her death or invited to the funeral because my family doesn't like me
she was like a pseudo-grandma to me (though actually my brother's mum-in-law) so it's not like her death was unexpected age-wise, but she'd just got married earlier this year, and her now widower of a husband had just lost his previous wife two years earlier. i never met him, but goddamn, that poor man lots of people have been asking me about the multi i shot. well we have the pics, but we're having trouble sorting through the pictures because, well frankly, they suck
*groan* that's it! i'm never working with another photographer who doesn't already have accepted SG sets!! (except for Khoos, cuz she's awesomesauce
)the photographer who shot our multi was no fucking professional (though he claimed to be). i'm so disappointed. but we put so much time, money and effort into the set that we're going to select the best shots and submit them anyway. if nothing else, we can get some constructive criticism on our modelling
i guess the best part of the shoot was our video
i really hope to shoot with a staff photographer sometime soon, but the timing all depends on travel expenses, how long i have to save
WOOT! fucking hell yeah! i just got a popcorn shell out of my teeth that i'd been working on for two hours!
but i was entertained in the meantime, watching Anchorman!
"I hit him with a burrito!"
well i'm feeling too silly to keep writing, so go look at this set by Lee and have a great day
She was fantastic to shoot with, and in fact, we're thinking of maybe shooting together again sometime
We'll be receiving the pictures on a disc in the mail early next week, so sadly you can't see the set quite yet … but as much as I love to be a tease, I can't make you all wait that long! Would you like a little taste? (I know I wouldn't mind another taste
)Hopefully it will get uploaded in time for this month's contest, but either way, I hope you all love the set! In the meantime, please enjoy our little video!
i'd like to get my hair dreaded before the shoot, but in the back of my mind i have thins voice of doubt saying "mess with your hair before the shoot and you'll fuck it up" ... which would be bad, very bad
well, i've got to go to bed, but i doubt i'll be able to sleep
i still mean to post pics of my nose piercing, but i'm missing the upload cable
i got my nose and ears pierced yesterday (that's now nine holes, eight of them in my ears) the piercer is my friend, so she gave me a fucking awesome deal!!
oh, and Oz update: he furniture-walks, stands unsupported, climbs stairs, crawls everywhere, eats people food, and says "dada" and "mama". his sleeping schedule's more or less back on track, and he sleeps in his own crib. he's just so cute, i still can't believe he's mine; i made him!!
in other news, my search for a hopeful to shoot a multi with has been largely fruitless but i will not give up! there's a multi video contest for next month, so that widens my window of opportunity. wish me luck
