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I've missed you all so much. my compy crapped out xmas eve, and i went into SG withdrawl.
but now the compy is fixed and i'm having a blissful moment
i'm excited because i get to make xmas dinner monday, then tuesday it's off to the in-laws' for dinner i didn't have to make and then more dinner plans boxing day. i'll be eating well this week!!
also, the hubby's starting a new dungeons and dragons campaign and i'm really excited. i'll be playing a character made from the d20 supplement the Book of Erotic Fantasy. good old family fun right there!
well once again, happy holidays!
Oz is getting two more teeth
(so 4 total) meaning breastfeeding will be excrutiating! 
i've been looking at tattoo designs to expand on my pentacle, and i found some celtic inspired wings i really like, but the design isn't very clean. i'm thinking i'll go to my good friend Pierre, who's a tattoo designer, show him what i like and see if he can perfect the design. i'm kind of excited!
oh nomy computer went belly up, and in getting it fixed i lost all my files!
all of my baby photos, wedding photos, my artwork, my playboy database (i have 100s of issues of playboy dating back to 1958 and i kept a database of everything on the compy ... gone!)
i'm so so sad
(going by my timezone which makes it the 4th)i've been very busy and sleep deprived lately.
last sunday khoos and mydogfarted came over. it was lots of fun.
since then i've been trying to keep up with mommy duties.
today i've got some people coming over later to spend my cake and candles day with me. it should be great!
things are a little stressful because my husband's injured and can't do his job, but i'm trying not to sweat the stuff outside of my control
happy holidays everyone!
For that matter, yesterday i heard him wake and went in his room to find him smiling up at me while wrestling one of his toys. it was so cute.
Today, i held his hands and had him stand on my feet. then i took little baby steps around the living room. he loved it! right now he's sleeping peacefully in his little reclining chair. now i just have to stop worrying every night and i just may be able to get some sleep!
i'm having a mild panic attack: Oz is sleeping in his own room for the first time tonight. i'm afraid to fall asleep in case i miss his cries. so i'm hopped up on caffeine. all i can think is "crib death crib death crib death". i don't actually think that will happen but i'm just so good at worrying ... i think i'm gonna be sick
in Oz updates, he has two teeth now and they're sharp as all hell!
then there's what i really want to bitch about (the names of the people have been changed to protect their privacy ... except for me, cuz well, i don't care)
so saturday i was getting ready to go to my friend's engagement party (i didn't end up going to the lesbian lingerie party ). i was at my friend George's place to hang out for a while before heading off. our friend Rose was going to catch a ride with us.
now Rose's dad's Ben a creepy terrible icky man.not only did he make innapropriate comments towards me from the time i was 13 til, well, now, but when we were 17, he left Rose's mom for our friend Jenna who was also 17 (they have since broken up, but he still hangs around her, and needless to say that ended the friendship any of us shared with Jenna - you just DON"T do that sort of thing). but since Rose still wanted her dad in her life, i never told Ben or Jenna how i felt about what they'd done.
so Ben drops Rose off at George's place and he sees that i have Oz with me. he asks if he can bring someone in to meet Oz. i ask who and when he says Jenna, i pause, and then reply with, "You know, i really hate that bitch!"
so he left and i was happy and i thought that was the end of it. but then the face book stuff began (the first message he was so kind as to ALSO post on my wall!) oh, his english is kind of broken, bear with.
BEN:
TWO FACE
You are a TWO FACE who take advantage of Rose's kindness and have Jenna in your friend list yet you say you hate that bitch in front of other people and …………..
to which i responded:
YOU betrayed not only your daughter's kindness but your wife's as well and destroyed your family. Jenna, may she get what's coming to her, added ME as a friend, and i simply didn't bother telling her to fuck off as i should have. i can if you'd like me to
BEN:
Explain to me, if thats the way you feel about me , why the FUCK you asked me to add you. Beside you only call Rose when you want something and she is the one who always been there for you. You fucking around with other guys and cheated on your boyfriends may times may times in past and wear cloths and act like a SLUT......so FUCK OFF. Your are the last person who can tell us who nutty and who is nice. Merry Christ Mass Bitch.
that last message was full of lies and VERY outdated information so i didn't even answer it, i just reported the message and left it at that. i didn't tell Rose, but she found out anyway and apologised for her father's behavior. oh well, fuck him. he's a slimy cheating pedophile and i hope he castrates himself.
so, that was my weekend (late update i know, i've been busy being a mommy who doesn't sleep)
LOOK, A KITTY!! 
ok, well it's not THAT bad, but man am i bummed. tomorrow (saturday) i've promised to attend my friend's engagement party. she'd asked me weeks in advance, yadda yadda, "wouldn't miss it for the world" and whatnot. and i'm sure it will be a pleasant evening, nothing to write home about, but nice.
so today i'm hanging out with my friend halley and she tells me she's been invited to a lesbian lingerie party and wants me to come with - on saturday!
i could have cried. ever since my friend kat moved to kingston, i haven't had these kinds of opportunites. then one comes knocking and i have plans!! gah!! i'm a sad panda!
and i passed! they accepted my application!!
i'm super excited!! now i just have to submit a set and hope for the best! hooray!!
"... if you're happy and you know it clap your hands ..."
*clap clap*
