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MAY 14, 2008 @ 09:02 PM | 29 COMMENTS

*sigh* I've felt very tired lately. Oz has been walking/climbing/crawling everywhere!! And trying to break my laptop (and he's succeeding) so it's been hard for me to find the time to be on SG. I miss all my SG peoples ... I'm going to try to find more time to be around! kiss

I know I've been teasing you all with tidbits about my multi, and I'm sorry it's taking so long! We've had such a run of bad luck; not only the photographer, but my god, the technical difficulties! So, long story short, Melley's going to upload the set to her account very soon (we hope) tongue

So I got some more piercings: snakebites and my tongue. Eating has been very difficult, but I've found mac and cheese has become my best friend! Smoothies too, and those yummy Knorr garden variety soups! Ah the liquid and cheese diet biggrin
I've got some great pics, and I've got an idea of how to upload them, but without that fucking cable, it's just such a bitch! whatever

I'm getting weary of waiting to find someone to dread my hair. I've wanted dreads for almost two years and my hair's finally long enough, but I can't find anyone to help me! frown
I could go to a salon, but the only places I've found only do dread extensions, which isn't what I want.
So please, if anyone knows where or who to go to in the Ottawa area (or thereabouts - I'm willing to travel a little) to get dreads, please tell me! I'm ever so anxious! wink

Today some fabulous sets went live!! Go leave love for Rubix and for Draven!! Both girls were waiting so long! love
And of course, there are some awesome sets in member review, like Quinne and Roach's set Ziggy Stardust, and DokuroChan's Out From Under!

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MAY 3, 2008 @ 07:09 PM | 72 COMMENTS

Oz walked!!
he walked!!
he took his first steps today!! eeek two and a half steps to be precise!! then he saw his daddy and stumbled tongue he's all tuckered out and asleep now (poor thing has a cold too)
i'll post piccies when i find my upload cable

also, though not everyone wants to hear it (that's your warning to stop reading wink) i got my period today! that wouldn't be blog worthy, except that it's my first in almost two years because of the pregnancy and subsequent breastfeeding! so that was exciting! biggrin

a relative of mine died this week. i wasn't told about her death or invited to the funeral because my family doesn't like me whatever she was like a pseudo-grandma to me (though actually my brother's mum-in-law) so it's not like her death was unexpected age-wise, but she'd just got married earlier this year, and her now widower of a husband had just lost his previous wife two years earlier. i never met him, but goddamn, that poor man frown

lots of people have been asking me about the multi i shot. well we have the pics, but we're having trouble sorting through the pictures because, well frankly, they suck puke
*groan* that's it! i'm never working with another photographer who doesn't already have accepted SG sets!! (except for Khoos, cuz she's awesomesauce tongue)
the photographer who shot our multi was no fucking professional (though he claimed to be). i'm so disappointed. but we put so much time, money and effort into the set that we're going to select the best shots and submit them anyway. if nothing else, we can get some constructive criticism on our modelling whatever
i guess the best part of the shoot was our video
i really hope to shoot with a staff photographer sometime soon, but the timing all depends on travel expenses, how long i have to save confused

WOOT! fucking hell yeah! i just got a popcorn shell out of my teeth that i'd been working on for two hours! tongueshocked
but i was entertained in the meantime, watching Anchorman! wink
"I hit him with a burrito!"

well i'm feeling too silly to keep writing, so go look at this set by Lee and have a great day kiss

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APRIL 26, 2008 @ 06:06 PM | 102 COMMENTS

I've shot my very first multi!! My partner in crime is the vivacious and ever so sexy Melley (formerly PinkBeauty101)
She was fantastic to shoot with, and in fact, we're thinking of maybe shooting together again sometime wink
We'll be receiving the pictures on a disc in the mail early next week, so sadly you can't see the set quite yet … but as much as I love to be a tease, I can't make you all wait that long! Would you like a little taste? (I know I wouldn't mind another taste tongue)
Hopefully it will get uploaded in time for this month's contest, but either way, I hope you all love the set! In the meantime, please enjoy our little video!
APRIL 19, 2008 @ 09:43 PM | 51 COMMENTS

Wheeeeee!! i'm so happy! i have a multi shoot set up for this friday with the lovely Melley ... my friend's going to accompany me and it's going to be so much fun! i really can't wait ... we have a hotel room booked and everything!! it'll be damned sexy! biggrin love
i'd like to get my hair dreaded before the shoot, but in the back of my mind i have thins voice of doubt saying "mess with your hair before the shoot and you'll fuck it up" ... which would be bad, very bad shocked
well, i've got to go to bed, but i doubt i'll be able to sleep wink

i still mean to post pics of my nose piercing, but i'm missing the upload cable confused

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thank you everyone who left comments on my last blog ... i really appreciate your support, and don't worry about me - i'm a survivor! smile
and to answer the question that kept coming up, my parents are jehovah's witnesseswhatever


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APRIL 17, 2008 @ 12:46 PM | 24 COMMENTS

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twelve years ago, i was baptised into my parents' faith

ten years ago, i made a decision to lead a different spiritual path, but because of my baptism, this meant my parents would have to one day make a choice between me and their god

three years ago, i moved out on my own and my parents dumped me. it was very much like a breakup; if you're ever truly in need, we'll be there, but otherwise we want you out of our lives

last summer, my son Oz was born and my parents came around more often (to see him, and me by association). i'd gotten my hopes up that we'd be a family again many a time just to have them dashed to pieces, so i tried to remain reserved

a few months back my father suffered 3 strokes in short succession. i guess he was very aware of his mortality because it seemed my parents started making an effort to be a part of my life

last month, my father asked me to petition the elders of their faith to reverse my baptism of oh so many years ago. it's rare, but not unheard of, and my situation seemed to meet the requirements. if the elders agreed, it would be like i'd never been baptised. my parents would no longer be obligated to shun me, and we could be a family. i figured it was worth a try.

yesterday, my parents called to tell me my petition had been rejected. furthermore, they wished to make it clear that i was dead to them: they will never speak to me again, and they never want us to be found in the same building. i told them if that was what they wanted, fine, but i won't let them change their mind. i don't want to be fucked with!!

i thought i'd sorted through these emotions years ago, but i couldn't keep from crying ...

here we go again, the last loop-di-loop of the coaster ... wheeeeee! puke



i got my nose and ears pierced yesterday (that's now nine holes, eight of them in my ears) biggrin the piercer is my friend, so she gave me a fucking awesome deal!! wink

oh, and Oz update: he furniture-walks, stands unsupported, climbs stairs, crawls everywhere, eats people food, and says "dada" and "mama". his sleeping schedule's more or less back on track, and he sleeps in his own crib. he's just so cute, i still can't believe he's mine; i made him!! love

in other news, my search for a hopeful to shoot a multi with has been largely fruitless frown but i will not give up! there's a multi video contest for next month, so that widens my window of opportunity. wish me luck smile tongue

APRIL 6, 2008 @ 08:52 PM | 34 COMMENTS

Ok, so anyone who doesn't want to read about me masturbating, don't read the spoiler! tongue

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So yeah, I haven't been horny in so long, so of course the cravings kicked in while my husband is recovering from his vasectomy! whatever
While unpacking boxes I came across my motorized back massager (which I've rarely ever used for its intended purpose), and come bedtime, I started feeling a tad frisky. So I pulled it out and the next forty-five minutes were pretty stellar! I even thought of someone the whole time (a very lovely lady I'll never have, but I can fantasize wink) which is totally unusual for me because I usually just think of cumming. But this time was different. I pictured her eyes, her curves, and I mimed caressing her. Fuck it was great! Best orgasm I've had in ages! wink


But that was pretty much the highlight of my week. I've moved and I'm really depressed about it, so if you don't want to be bummed out, don't read this next spoiler.

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I've always lived in central Ottawa, and I've never cared for the suburbs - too manufactured, too proper - and ever since I moved out from with my parents, I've lived downtown. I like it; you're near everyone and everything and people are more "free to be", so to speak. So when I had to pack everything I owned into boxes and move into my in-laws' home in the heart of the 'burbs, to say I wasn't happy is an understatement. Ever notice how the 'burbs are like a maze? Well I have no idea where I am or how to get out. I don't have my friends' phone numbers (damned speed dial, outdating memorization!), and I have no bus fare if I could figure out where I'm going.
Sunday was my last night in my apartment and my folks took the cats so they would be out of the way for the big move. All Monday was insane packing, and we had lots of help which is great, but with so many hands came much confusion. confused
To see my home empty was heartbreaking. To know that for the next twelve hours I was homeless had a very strange effect of me (we needed to be out by midnight and couldn't move in until 4 pm), and I lay awake in my in-laws' hotel room on the pullout couch feeling very alone.
When we got the keys to the new place, I was overwhelmed, plus I had Oz to care for, so I was largely useless. I kept hearing things like, "blank better not happen in my home", and I felt like I was teen again (not in a good way). I know what they're doing for us, and I appreciate it, and they're really sweet people; but it's really difficult and weird.
Thursday Tom got his vasectomy, and was from then-on unable to do any more unpacking (which his father, who had to go away on business, told us to finish before he got back) and was also unable to watch Oz who's been increasingly mobile, mischievous, and cranky since we moved. I've been cat deprived (they're here now, but I wasn't allowed to be reunited with them until the weekend). Put simply, I've been overworked, overstressed, and sleep deprived, not to mention I've had no time to browse SG! frown
There were a few boxes in the garage that the big burly men claimed were too heavy to lug up the stairs. I realized they were my books (all my books - somehow, my husband's hardcover gaming books were light as a feather, I guess) and that the garage was partially flooded!! What the fuck?? But if the brutes moving us couldn't lift the boxes, I hadn't a hope! So today, I was putting some recycling out when I noticed my books and I decided to try to bring in one of the smaller boxes. Long story short, in less than a half hour, I'd got all my books inside and only two of the boxes were too heavy for me to carry upstairs to my room. The books are all damp, which wouldn't be the end of the world except that the majority of them were my Playboys. My fucking collection is worth thousands of dollars easy, dating all the way back to 1958, and now they're ruined. Ok, so they're not totally ruined, but do you think anyone will pay top dollar for a porn mag that's warping and curling from moisture?? I'm so fucking pissed off at the laziness!!
I hate the fucking suburbs! mad


But I've got to say, I'm loving having a dishwasher! And the cats love the patio doors.
In other news, I'm a vegetarian again!! I started eating meat when I found out I was pregnant, and kept it up while breastfeeding. I know you can easily have a healthy pregnancy on even a vegan diet, but I'm dirt poor and if the only way I can afford to keep food for two in my stomach is by eating a burger, I'll eat a burger. But now Oz is nine months old and eating more and more baby food, not to mention that living with my in-laws I get tons of super healthy food for free, so I figured I didn't need to eat it any longer. biggrin yay me! tongue
I'm very excited about this month's creative contest! I could try again for the video or the self shot, but I'm hoping I can shoot a multi (without crossing the border … passport won't arrive in time frown) … that is, if I can find someone to shoot with! I was in the planning stages with one girl, then she went pink (yay for her, boo for plans), and I'm still in the planning stages with another lady, but neither of us can get out passports in time for the contest. So I guess I need to find a Canadian hopeful, or a non-Canadian who's got a passport! I've got one in mind, but with the number of hopefuls going pink with this new "set of the day" system, I don't think she'll be a hopeful much longer … We'll see! smile
In the meantime, go check out Starla and Malloreigh's set Punk Love shot by the super sexy Cherry … it's hotness wink

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Yeah, i know eh? love

But alas, I have to go to bed, because that's just how exciting my life is now whatever

Love you all!! Kisses! kiss

MARCH 23, 2008 @ 07:19 PM | 69 COMMENTS

AH HA!! i've finally finished and uploaded my submission for the creative contest's Sexiest Instructional Video!! it took a few takes, the audio's a little lispy sounding, and the finished product isn't exactly what i was hoping for, but i'm still pretty proud of it ... what do you think?
(please leave some love here ... comments make me look good wink)

Oral Sex - An Educational Video


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and a second attempt which didn't turn out as well, but i thought it was amusing enough to share tongue

Oral Sex - Bloopers



and of course, i also applied for the Self Shot Contest tongue

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i'm moving soon ... the end of the month ... i really don't want to. i hate moving. before i met my husband, i'd only lived in three homes, two of them before age 6. then i met him. this will be our fourth move in as many years surreal i don't like being transplanted. if i were a plant, i'd be a giant redwood so people couldn't move me ...

Oz has been staying up until 3, 4, even 6 am ... i'm not getting enough sleep or sunlight. i need to get our schedules straightened out!!

but Tom is really enjoying his new job at the hospital! that makes me incredibly happy smile

lately there have been some amazing sets in the hopefuls section, and there are at least two sets which haven't gotten nearly as much love as they deserve (i said "at least two" meaning there are more)

allow me to direct your attention to the lovely miss PirateDoll! she's shot a set with the extremely talented Lavonne, and as i write this, her set has been up for 10 days and only has 94 comments!! eeek
come on people, let's give some love for PirateDoll's Tiki!! biggrin

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next up: if Suri and Dewees had a lovechild, it would be Brittymon37! this girl is beautiful and a very talented model!! up for 9 days, only 72 comments ... surreal
let's all give some love to Brittymon37's set Valley of the Wind love

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so yeah, tons of great sets need your lovin' smile

well, that's it for me! hugs'n'kisses for all my pervs and pervettes!! kiss kiss kiss

edited to add: since i'm moving at the end of the month, and therefore must begin packing, i'm going to take a break from SG for about a week. that way i'll concentrate on packing, and i'll be able to pack up my computer. my husband says i have an obsession, lol, he may be right ... this may be tough. i'll miss you and see you all in a week kiss

MARCH 17, 2008 @ 02:31 PM | 42 COMMENTS

SG Icons week was fun, wasn't it? A bunch of my favorite limbo girls stopped limboing (including Oro, Fynne, Sassie and Lyric), and then on Sunday, the lovely Toxic's set went live biggrin
Hooray!!

My week was otherwise pretty humdrum. There was, of course, some obnoxiousness to break up the monotony; I only have two weeks left in this building. All I wanted was for that time to pass without fire-drills, but oh no! Twice in the past week the alarm's been pulled, and when you have a baby, sitting on your ass because it's probably a false alarm isn't an option! So I hurriedly bundle Oz up, shove two unhappy kitties in knapsacks, and trek down 13 stories, only to be told by firefighters that it's a false alarm before even stepping outside. To add insult to injury, it takes a while to get the elevators working again, so 13 stories of stairs back up too! mad
Oh well, I'd had a fair bit of junk food this week, so the exercise couldn't have hurt ...

Oz celebrated his eight month birthday yesterday! He's growing fast … in fact he just outgrew his bassinette! biggrin

Other than that, all of my electronics are on strike! My Xbox developed a manufacturer's defect, our Roger's box died, and our DVD player's on the fritz! surreal When the player does decide to work, I've been watching season one of Bones. It's a lot better than I expected!

My self shot set submission has been getting a lot of good feedback! Thank you everyone who has commented so far!! It means so much!
If you haven't checked it out yet, please do, and I hope you like it!! wink

Alvina - Ottawa

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It doesn't really stand a chance next to it's competitors though!! Have you seen some of these submissions? They're awesome!! love

blink_'s set Orange Peel

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Anjuli's set Jeans

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Tie's set Recursive Self Shot

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and those are just the self shot submissions!! shocked Not to mention live sets are also eligible!

For the most shocking contest, you HAVE to check out Drake's set Octopus, shot by the ever lovely Lavonne … absolutely amazing!!

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For the video contest, I've still seen nothing that beats Naty's Self Examnation of the Breasts, but I'm going to try. I have a great idea, and after a quick shopping run, I'll shoot my instructional video and hopefully have that uploaded by the end of the week wink

Well that's it for me. Happy Monday and take care one and all! kiss
MARCH 12, 2008 @ 12:54 PM | 61 COMMENTS

So, notice anything different?? lol, Probably not, eh? Well I have a cute little pink badge on my profile that says "hopeful"! biggrin
Yes, I've finally submitted a set. It's not what I expected my first set would be like … I was putting off shooting for so long because I wanted everything to be perfect and look very professional. But when the self shot contest was announced, I just had to give it a good try. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, right? Even though it's not main page material, I'm getting some great constructive criticism, so that when I do shoot with a pro, I'll be able to strut my stuff just that much better!! smile tongue
So go check out my set, self shot, on my balcony, in -20C weather. (I thought I was going to get so ill, but strangely enough, I feel great, and my hubby got sick whatever ) It was a pain in the ass to shoot, so I really hope you like it!! wink kiss

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Speaking of the self shot contest, I've been going on and on about Steller's set Grab a Chair, and it is marvelous, but there's a new contestant who's blown me away. The ever lovely blink_ has thrown her hat into the ring. I mean, I'd love to win, but this set really deserves to win!! Go say splendid things about her set Orange Peel

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For the most shocking set, there haven't been many applicants. In fact, I've only noticed ONE so far! But that doesn't matter since that one is fabulous and completely deserves to carry home that prize!! I'm throwing all my support behind Fatality for her set Volcanic Ruins

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And for the sexiest instructional video, nothing comes close to Naty's Self Examnation of the Breasts



So this is a special week. It's Community Icon Week! There are a TON of sets going live, and a lot of them are from (now former) limbo girls!! (like Oro who just went live)
There are a whole bunch I'm rooting for love


I hope to see all you limbo ladies live soon!!
… and good luck to all the contest applicants!! May the best set win kiss

Love, hugs and kisses for all my SG buddies!! love kiss

MARCH 10, 2008 @ 01:36 PM | 31 COMMENTS

so we're all getting over our colds! ... not out of the woods yet, but soon ... Oz and i just finished watching Ong Bak. i didn't think it would hold his interest since it's not very high contrast, but he seemed fairly entertained! (he's asleep now)

things seem to be a little better between my husband and i ... nothing big, just the little things, but it was the little things that had me upset in the first place ... i'm pretty happy right now biggrin

so i shot a video for the creative contest (the sexiest educational video part) but i'm not going to submit it ... sadly, the audio was really off frown the whole time, it sounded like i had a terrible lisp!! and i tried shooting it at least 5 times ... it was full of disasters (tripping over cats, knocking over lighting, etc) and i squeezed into shoes two sizes too small cuz they are ever so sexy, and after all of that, i realise i just don't have the audio equipment to make it worthwhile whatever
what a bummer!
oh well, self shot set, here i come ... i'm going to get a friend to take me out this week to shop for a few lighting supplies and such and hopefully, i'll have a set ready by the end of the week *crosses fingers*

speaking of the contest, there are some awesome contenders! for the most shocking set, i throw all my support behind Fatality for her set Volcanic Ruins

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for the sexiest instructional video, i love Naty's Self Examnation of the Breasts (although i fear she won't win since she won last month's video contest)



and for the self shot contest, there are a few that are really great, such as Creide, Lovebird, and Leayona, but i think my mood sways me towards Steller's Grab a Chair

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and finally, has anyone else noticed that today there's an unusual amount of sets going live? that makes me happy! last time SG did that, they had a bunch of limbo girls go live - it lasted a whole week!! there are a bunch of limbo girls i'm excited about


hope to see all you limbo ladies live soon!!
and good luck to all the contest applicants kiss

love all you people out there in SG land love

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