Thanks to everyone who helped me through this hard time. We broke up, well, i shouldn't say WE. she just kinda cut me out of her life and stopped talking to me without giving me an explanation as to WHY we broke up...i still believe its because she cheated on me or met someone else and after 3 years and an engagement i thought i would mean enough to her to at least get a reason or some form of closure....oh well....fuck her. I like to believe that there are girls out there that would appreciate my time and treat me like they give a shit.

With that i leave with this, my current feeling at the moment