Feel free to swoon over all the manly shit I did today on this job.
Oh, and the mountain I kicked yesterday in its summit ass.
Both gave me lots of war wounds. Yep. Commence swooning.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a date with The Doctor (him and I are pals now, mates, chums. Yep
"I have an AlienHeep now, AlienHeeps are cool." He said that, direct quote).
Oh, and the mountain I kicked yesterday in its summit ass.
Both gave me lots of war wounds. Yep. Commence swooning.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I have a date with The Doctor (him and I are pals now, mates, chums. Yep
"I have an AlienHeep now, AlienHeeps are cool." He said that, direct quote).
1. Too much time! For other NOLA photos go here here here hereand here. The video is crap. That seems like a year ago now. Every hour feels like an entire day.
2. Bad: Continue to be tormented by my own shame and embarrassment of things past, other things that I can't change, what ifs that will probably never happen, and the well being of that which is sadly no longer my business. Good or bad I will always love and deeply care and hope. I really will.
3. Good: I quit binge drinking. Was in the worst rut and had to give up and die or brave the cold as it were. It has been just over three weeks since I had a drop and the withdrawal was horrible. After a few more months or so I will allow myself to have a casual beer or glass of wine. No more drunkedness though. It is just bad and makes things worse in the long run.
....Good 2: After nearly a year of working with Randy Becker after inspiring him with a story of mine and making semi-finalist in his contest, the script is finally ready to be sent out. Just waiting to hear back one more time. Talked to him a week and a half ago and worked out one final issue that I've rewritten. I didn't always agree but through experimentation I've got something that both tells the story I want to tell and is marketable. I love it actually. So now just wait and hope it inspires others in high places and I become a paid screenwriter. It's sad that the world works this way but yes, several hundred thousand dollars could really take the edge off and give me the means to fulfill even greater dreams than being a professional storyteller, which has been one of two major driving forces in my life for the past fifteen years. The other driving force a bit longer and recently addended (yes I'm making it a word because I do what I want!). And no matter how lost things seem I have every intention of achieving the goals of both.
4. This is hilarious. I was chatting with Capote the other day and...
2. Bad: Continue to be tormented by my own shame and embarrassment of things past, other things that I can't change, what ifs that will probably never happen, and the well being of that which is sadly no longer my business. Good or bad I will always love and deeply care and hope. I really will.
3. Good: I quit binge drinking. Was in the worst rut and had to give up and die or brave the cold as it were. It has been just over three weeks since I had a drop and the withdrawal was horrible. After a few more months or so I will allow myself to have a casual beer or glass of wine. No more drunkedness though. It is just bad and makes things worse in the long run.
....Good 2: After nearly a year of working with Randy Becker after inspiring him with a story of mine and making semi-finalist in his contest, the script is finally ready to be sent out. Just waiting to hear back one more time. Talked to him a week and a half ago and worked out one final issue that I've rewritten. I didn't always agree but through experimentation I've got something that both tells the story I want to tell and is marketable. I love it actually. So now just wait and hope it inspires others in high places and I become a paid screenwriter. It's sad that the world works this way but yes, several hundred thousand dollars could really take the edge off and give me the means to fulfill even greater dreams than being a professional storyteller, which has been one of two major driving forces in my life for the past fifteen years. The other driving force a bit longer and recently addended (yes I'm making it a word because I do what I want!). And no matter how lost things seem I have every intention of achieving the goals of both.
4. This is hilarious. I was chatting with Capote the other day and...
5. This current half of series 7 of Doctor Who is lacking. There have been a couple "moments" that I've enjoyed but it is way far from even the first five episodes of the series which I thought were wonderful. I like Clara and I loved the Christmas special but it's just... ehh so far as a whole. Looking forward to the series finale though!
I've been watching classic Who on Netflix. An entire 18 episodes arcs and not even ones that are that important. No Dalek or Cybermen eps or anything major. Whoever, heh, picked these is clearly a fuckin' tease who just wants us to buy them on DVD.
6. These crack me up
7. I'm hungry.
On a side note, I had intended to respond to all of your comments on the last entry, and thank you. And I will still, probably.
AND
People have been seemingly jealous of my "Artistry" and all I can say is that "You're better off, probably, if you plugged into my mind for a mere second, the torment would destroy you."
Note that I use the word "probably" a lot.
AND
To make it clear, NO I have nothing to do with the above film, just like it.
I think I'll officially use this as my "I don't give a fuck, say what the fuck is on my fucking mind... journal"
Found this on Amazon Prime. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1758692/
I don't know how to tell you how difficult it was to watch for a million and one reasons but I can tell you that it might be one of my favorite stories now. The subtext was the most brilliant I've ever witnessed I think. So real.
Robes, Cupcake, Cap (of whom I've spoke with since about... well... beautiful things, albeit ones I'm still trying to purge. ha
), annnnndd Miss Petal. You lot, well perhaps not Robes, but you should know that I don't really know what the fuck I'm on about from each moment to the next, but still, to all of you, thanks. 
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I feel that nature dictates I should just lie and man up and tell you all here that I'm awesome (which of course I am even though I'm not particularly feeling it currently) and say fuck this shit I'm feeling and blah fucking blah, but I've never been a good liar. I am a man, whatever that means. As I think the concept is primitive and contriving. I'm pretty sure men and women think and wish the same things, just go about it in different ways and I'm sure nature and animal instinct still plays a big part in it.
The fact that I embrace such a story as the one above and even connect mostly with Anna, doesn't make me less of a man, just more honest. Oh, have I told you how American football is stupid and down right boring?
Yes, I cry, I feel, I shit, I piss, I fart, I masturbate... I'm human despite my efforts.
I have so much to say... in time.
Cheers (and I apologize now if I don't respond)
Found this on Amazon Prime. http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1758692/
I don't know how to tell you how difficult it was to watch for a million and one reasons but I can tell you that it might be one of my favorite stories now. The subtext was the most brilliant I've ever witnessed I think. So real.
Robes, Cupcake, Cap (of whom I've spoke with since about... well... beautiful things, albeit ones I'm still trying to purge. ha
), annnnndd Miss Petal. You lot, well perhaps not Robes, but you should know that I don't really know what the fuck I'm on about from each moment to the next, but still, to all of you, thanks. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I feel that nature dictates I should just lie and man up and tell you all here that I'm awesome (which of course I am even though I'm not particularly feeling it currently) and say fuck this shit I'm feeling and blah fucking blah, but I've never been a good liar. I am a man, whatever that means. As I think the concept is primitive and contriving. I'm pretty sure men and women think and wish the same things, just go about it in different ways and I'm sure nature and animal instinct still plays a big part in it.
The fact that I embrace such a story as the one above and even connect mostly with Anna, doesn't make me less of a man, just more honest. Oh, have I told you how American football is stupid and down right boring?
Yes, I cry, I feel, I shit, I piss, I fart, I masturbate... I'm human despite my efforts.
I have so much to say... in time.
Cheers (and I apologize now if I don't respond)
