When I turned 18 I planned on doing the hopeful gig and up a set on here.
6 years later I still havent decided if I want to or not.
6 years later I still havent decided if I want to or not.
This went hilariously on my facebook, though you people are far more likely to show your drawers.
I don't get why it's ok to show yourself in a swimsuit but it isn't ok to show yourself in your underwear. Defy this illogical reasoning, post a picture of yourself in your underwear.
I don't get why it's ok to show yourself in a swimsuit but it isn't ok to show yourself in your underwear. Defy this illogical reasoning, post a picture of yourself in your underwear.
Disappointment is nothing new.
It may leave at times, but always comes back to you.
So don't get your hopes up, don't aim too high.
They may say they love you but most of them lie.
So don't even try. -dntl
It may leave at times, but always comes back to you.
So don't get your hopes up, don't aim too high.
They may say they love you but most of them lie.
So don't even try. -dntl
Too many life changing choices at hand. Wake me up when I've made them and I've become who I'm going to be. Grump grump. 
Though the words arent mine, though their God doesnt want me,
Echo ringing true and clear like a chant through the halls of a Cathedral.
Empty and black.
What more could there be but a hollow space left by those who used to stand in it.
Echo ringing true and clear like a chant through the halls of a Cathedral.
Empty and black.
What more could there be but a hollow space left by those who used to stand in it.
I just got back from the beach, I wish it were under better circumstances.
Yesterday was the last day of my brother in law's rosary, which was also unfortunately the first day of my nephew's. Im not Catholic but I say the words out of respect for my family.
His name was Tyler, he was 6. He wanted to own a toy store, and he promised to make stuffed cats there so I could buy them for my kids when I had them.
We went to Build-a-Bear so that my niece could make him a stuffed animal to go in his casket with him.
If you've ever known a mother of multiple children you've seen the flash of panic that streaks her face when she can can't see one of them in her immediate sight. If you've ever known a mother who's lost a child, then you've seen the devastating look that crosses it right after. The moment she realizes that the child isnt out of eyesight. Just gone. It's day two and this still happens about once an hour. Every time I see it I think I break a little. No one should ever lose a spouse and a child in a 40 day span. Theres only so much a person can take.
I think I just needed a rant.
Lastly I think the world is a sick place to live. Life's not fair, and good people get to suffer and die.
You can tell yourself there's a reason for it, that you're a special snow flake and that there's a grand master plan. But I think deep down I think we all know better. Have a nice day
Yesterday was the last day of my brother in law's rosary, which was also unfortunately the first day of my nephew's. Im not Catholic but I say the words out of respect for my family.
His name was Tyler, he was 6. He wanted to own a toy store, and he promised to make stuffed cats there so I could buy them for my kids when I had them.
We went to Build-a-Bear so that my niece could make him a stuffed animal to go in his casket with him.
If you've ever known a mother of multiple children you've seen the flash of panic that streaks her face when she can can't see one of them in her immediate sight. If you've ever known a mother who's lost a child, then you've seen the devastating look that crosses it right after. The moment she realizes that the child isnt out of eyesight. Just gone. It's day two and this still happens about once an hour. Every time I see it I think I break a little. No one should ever lose a spouse and a child in a 40 day span. Theres only so much a person can take.
I think I just needed a rant.
Lastly I think the world is a sick place to live. Life's not fair, and good people get to suffer and die.
You can tell yourself there's a reason for it, that you're a special snow flake and that there's a grand master plan. But I think deep down I think we all know better. Have a nice day
Lift, hit, smash.
Feel the break then the bash.
No you're not who you are, but the cut and the slash.
So you're tired, we're all tired.
Our hearts broken and gray.
Not the gray like tomorrow, but the one like today.
Salvation, un noted. Separation, un clean.
Find a grimace too solid, and a smile too serene.
Is there peace where we left it? Or was it not a real thing.
We'll trudge on through this nightmare, and to peace will we cling.
Feel the break then the bash.
No you're not who you are, but the cut and the slash.
So you're tired, we're all tired.
Our hearts broken and gray.
Not the gray like tomorrow, but the one like today.
Salvation, un noted. Separation, un clean.
Find a grimace too solid, and a smile too serene.
Is there peace where we left it? Or was it not a real thing.
We'll trudge on through this nightmare, and to peace will we cling.
