Hey all,

Hate to dissapoint, but I am not going to continue with SG.
This is something that I thought about for months, but I've made my decision.
Its not that I'm uncomfortable with getting naked for the whole world to see, because I'm not at all.
If anything, over the past few months, I've actually gotten a lot more comfortable in my own skin than I was before.

I went through some shit this past winter that made me have to sit down and think about everything in my life. I went through a really ugly breakup. I lost my job and my car and got into a lot of debt. I went through some mental, emotional, and physical issues that I really had to address before they probably would have killed me. I had to pick up a lot of pieces and glue them back together. I had to rearrange my priorities and get my shit together. But I made it out stronger than I think I was before. I'm doing amazing right now. Life really has come around for me. I have this amazing job that pays really well and I love going to it every day. I got back together with my high school sweetheart after being broken up for a year and a half, and now we're engaged and getting married later this year or early next. Al my other relationships with family, friends, coworkers, its all better than ever. I learned how to appreciate everything I have and whats around me, even more.

So, the reason I will not be continuing, is because one, I dont really have the spare time to set up a photo shoot or find a good photographer who can shoot a good enough set to get me past being a hopeful. Second, I hella work this corporate job now where, I hate to say this, but if anyone at that job saw me on this site, I could run the risk of getting fired, and I really dont want that to happen. Third, my family has no idea that I was pursuing this, and I dont want to be dishonest with them anymore, additionally I am getting married and although my future husband is actually somewhat supportive of me doing SG(he likes to show me off, HAHA), I still dont feel right doing it. So those are my 3 reasons.

I still think that this site is awesome and self-empowering for the girls who do make it on here and pursue it. But honestly I never saw myself making it on here. How many more photo shoots would I have had to submit to finally get paid? 1, 5, 20? It just didnt seem fair that paying members were looking at my pics and I wasnt getting a cut but SG was. Oh well. There are hundreds of other more beautiful girls who are hopefuls as well on this site and I really do wish the best of luck to them.

And I really appreciate all the positive comments, messages, and support, that I recieved from members as well as hopefuls and SG's themselves on this site. Some of you are just too sweet, thank you for all of it.

So with that, no more new sets or pics from me... but maybe I'll change my mind someday.


xoxoxoxoxo- Ali.

Hello everyone,

Its been a while, hope you all had a good Halloween. Mine was super badass.
Threw a party the weekend before that a ton of people showed up to, got super wasted.
On actual Halloween night, just got dressed up and went to Dennys for dinner with friends, lol.
I got to go to Texas and visit my family the week before too, that was sooo nice.
So it was pretty tight this year.

Anyways, I may be doing another photoshoot soon.
I just have to figure out which of two photographers I have available to me I wanna use.
Theyre both friends of mine, and its whoever is more available to do it.
Soooooo check back in at a later date....
I may have something new up by December.

And with that, take care everyone.
<3

Soooo.... It is labor day weekend, not like I have been doing a lot with it.
I made hot dogs yesterday, but not on a barbecue grill, it was like 100 out yesterday, lol.
But I am going to San Francisco tomorrow for the day to see my... ex-boyfriend.
He's only been an ex for 4 days, yeah, it should be fun.
Other than that business, I have been trying to find a photographer to do another shoot. I did contact SG Taye because shes closest to me a few weeks ago, but she has never gotten back to me, she must be really busy.
So I am still searching, I dont have a lot of friends who are good with cameras either.
I'll let you all know how that goes.
Well, everyone have a good labor day, fuck work, bbq and get drunk, and go swimming!!

Love, me. <3 xoxoxo

Well hello...

I am brand new to the site. I dont know if anyone actually reads these blogs, but I thought I would give it a shot. First of all, I am so surprised and flattered at all the comments that I have recieved so far, and I want to thank everyone who has commented!!! Thank you! I didnt think I would get so many positive responses. I was so nervous about this whole thing. Yeah, my set didnt get accepted, but that isnt going to discourage me one bit, I am going to keep trying. Not for the money or anything like that, but I want to be able to inspire others to be possibly SG's also and to be confident about themselves. I totally dig this site and everything it represents. So I'm gonna keep trying and see how far I can go with this.

Much love, me.