its official, if i pass all my questions i will graduate with my associates finally.
YAY!!!!!!

does it make me a bad girlfriend if i dont want rick to go to xfinity live with his friend on the one day i have class?

he asked me if i could skip class to go with them even though he knows there are 2 more weeks left of school.

they couldnt have picked another day to go? seriously its not like the flyers arent going to play again. it takes 4 games to win and this will be game 2.

i also wont tell him but knowing how drunk people get there and all the females not to mention i know the friends his friend hangs with and i know he always meets girls i dont want him to go.

i feel like this makes me a bad girlfriend or something.

but of all the nights he had to pick tuesday?!?

i thought we were saving to go shooting? i thought we were doing other shit?

i feel like if i tell him i dont want him to go he will be mad a me. i feel like as a good girlfriend i should allow him to have a guys night. but i dont know its a guys night doing something i like doing. going somewhere i want to go.

im trying hard not to make it seem like im mad or anything but am i wrong to be mad?

i need someone to help me justify this please!

so yesterday i did a photo shoot of ricky in his dress blues and they are awesome.
here are a few for you to see.

so i feel like sharing these photos i shot of my brother the other day cause they are awesome and show my amazing photography skills


let me know what you honestly think.

how is everyone doing?
hope all is well.
xoxo
Alexa

i have been so busy lately with school and ricky that i havent had time to get on sg really.
its been so long that when i get into cha i only know have the people and get ignored by the others. lol.
do i really have to earn my way back into chat again?
seriously.

anyway me and ricky are doing well.
its been 4 months today and i couldnt be happier.

how has everyone else been?
hope all is well.
xoxo
Alexa

so me and ricky went out to look at christmas lights and i though i would share the cute pictures his mom took of us cause they make me happy even though my smiles are obviously fake hahaha.


gosh we are so cute.
p.s. i got an early christmas gift from ricky and might i say i look sexy as hell in them

i'll have to share a picture later... maybe.....

how is everyone doing?
everyone done holiday shopping?
happy Hanukkah to all my jewish friends out there btw!
hope everyone is well.
xoxo
Alexa

Holy hell Today is officially a year that i have been back on suicide girls.
or at least since i posted my im backkkkk set. lol.

that's crazy how fast the year has gone by.
wow.
I love all of you guys and gals. its why I stay around.
thank you everyone for being so completely amazing. I have met some great friends on here.
this site is honestly the reason I have been so comfortable with my body.
when I first discovered it 5 years ago and saw these amazing gals it made me see that its okay to not be a stick. its okay to be different. I love what i look like and if it weren't for SG I don't know if I would be as comfortable as I am in my own skin.

I absolutely love every one of you.
thanks for following me.

its finals week and im stressing like crazy. haha
still have 2 people to shop for for the holidays.
how is everyone else's week going?
has everyone gotten their shopping done yet?
I hope all is well.
xoxo
Alexa

i have come across a website that everyone should go to.
it takes 30 seconds to fill out the information and this site send s a free care package to the troops over seas.
all you do is fill out the form and click submit.
the rest is taken care for you.
so why not share some holiday cheer with those men and women fighting for our country and freedom.
go to this site!!!
CLICK THIS LINK!! SEND A FREE CARE PACKAGE TO THE TROOPS!!

this year i decided that i want to be really nice and send out holiday cards to those who want them.
i will send it to anyone that requests them.
i have extras after writing the troops and i am in a really good mood.
let me know your address in a private message.
and if you feel so inclined to send ones of your own to myself i will give you my addresss.
let me know.
i will send them to anyone, even if we haven't talked before. i am just in the christmas spirit.
thanks so much.
i hope everyone is doing well,
xoxo
Alexa

I want to miss everyone a happy thanksgiving.
i hope you are all enjoying it.
I have a marathon day today. First early dinner with my dad then i have to run to my mom's friends for thanksgiving dinner with her.
I will be in a turkey coma tonight.

what are your plans for today?
i hope all is well!
xoxo
Alexa

p.s. i wanted to share a cute picture ricky's mom took of us yesterday at the mall.