AlexSevy's February 22, 2013 blog about life

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FEBRUARY 22, 2013 @ 11:07 AM

I've been depressed for a very long time, and it's seemed to have gotten worse in the last couple of months. Of course, a large part of the problem was loosing my job back in October, which didn't help my self-esteem at all, but since then, I’ve been finding it incredibly difficult to find things to enjoy in my life. Lately I can’t do anything without asking myself “is this a good idea?” I have to constantly be thinking about how things might go bad, because I haven’ seen any indication that things might actually turn out good.

Sometimes I just wonder if I should just crawl into a hole and never come out. Would anyone miss me? Would anyone care?

MutantBaby1

USA

March 2009

FEB 22, 2013 12:07 PM

Dude, I've been feeling like that lately. You just gotta have hope.

JackRabbit_

Jacksonville, FL

September 2012

FEB 22, 2013 12:17 PM

I'd care <3 I know how you feel, I've been there, it gets better <3

MrBDY

Winfield, IL

September 2012

FEB 22, 2013 06:00 PM

I don't know you but I'd miss you as would the world. I just posted on a similar blog because what you are feeling and going through is something near and dear to me. Stay strong, keep getting up and moving yourself forward. It's damn brutal but it's the only way to make it through this hardship. Find your reason to fight Alex. Find what keeps you from quitting. Hold on to it and fight for it. That got me through some really dark times and has made me stronger.

Tita

SUICIDEGIRL

British Columbia, Canada

FEB 22, 2013 11:45 PM

Alex!! You are a terrific addition to this world, this site, and this city. Keep positive, stay strong, and savour the little victories we have each day. The sun will shine on you again, just like it did in Vancouver today XOXO

juggalosic

Woodland, CA

August 2012

FEB 23, 2013 12:18 PM

I would miss the hell out of u my friend when I lost sara I thought I was going to die I wanted to die but I fought through and now am the happest I have ever been what dosent kill you can only make you stronger...stay up brother.

LaceyK

Tarrytown, NY

October 2005

FEB 24, 2013 12:03 PM

I think you are just reacting to your surroundings.
Winters wreck havoc on depressions, it is amazing how once those little green buds pop out and I hear the birds....it feels like i can breathe again.

Losing a job is tough and sucks (trust me I am fighting for mine right now), but I always have to believe it opens another door. I know that sounds like mumbo jumbo, but I have to believe it is true.

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