I am 33 years old and one would think by now I have seen and heard it all but.....NOOOOOO. I cannot believe how selfish and rude people are. Grow up people.....take responsibility for your actions and stop blamming other people.....I am so ultametly angry with people and their dumbass justifications it makes me embarassed to even call myself a U.S. citizen....thank god for dual citizenship.....

Sorry for the angry outburst......besos.......

I am telling you women are as difficult to understand as nuclear physics.....do not get me wrong I have had relationships, even been engaged once but even at my age it seems that women still for some reason want what I call "games". I do not know if it is just the women here in the US but something is definately wrong with women from around where I live.....With all my health problems and past history I am one to just get to the point and express my feelings, whether it is either for a relationship or a short fling, I believe this honesty is simply honest and to the point. Most women here respond to that type of honesty in a positive way but ultimately they revert to an 18 year olds mentality that makes them just go crazy. Not to be offensive to any mothers out there but why do women 27+ feel the need to ruin a goodthing? It seems to me that the women that I either hangout with or go out with just seem to have some sort of idea that something good must ultimately be destroyed in a maelstrom of "drama". I am very tired of these situations, it gets tiresome. I am dead set on waiting another year for my brother to graduate college so I can head back to Europe and go where, in my opinion, the people are normal. The people here in the US are so cultureless and so self-absorbed that I trully do believe they live in a make believe world full of denial.

Anyways, on a positive note I am going to one of my favorite bars tommorow for New Years Eve and will be among many of my friends so I am looking forward to that. I hope that everyone has a great New Years and that this one treats them better than the last. Un beso y abrazo grande ha todos mis amigos en SGland! Chow!

Hello to all in SGland! I want to congratulate all my new SG friends and wish them nothing but the best on their acceptance with their sets! I have been going through some ups and downs since my last post. Mostly due to work here at the college and some new friends I have made. Nothing really major but some good and bad stress nonetheless.

I have been spending time at a huka bar downtown lately, I am more of a social smoker and while I try not to smoke very much the crowd, music and comfort of the smoke are really relaxing. I am enjoying the peach flavored tobacco. Unfortunately, the establishment does not have a liquor license so I have to smoke the tobacco in water and not some vodka or conjac.

I received some good news today, my boss has decided to quit and relocate and a former employee/friend is going to comeback to campus and take his old job, which he quit due to my current boss being incrediably retarded. So I get my friend back and some common sense back in the office!

Anyways that is about it for now, I leave everyone with this and my best wishes! Besos grandes para todos!

Hola a todos en SGland! First I would like to thank all the SGlove the last week! I am having a great week and work is going well atm. All my shows and concerts that I am booking are going well and been successful! I want to wish all my new friends in SGland luck and good fortune on their sets! It is starting to get cold around here which is a change, I can finally take my hoodies out of my closet, especially my black SG one! I work at a college that has a cosmetology school, and all the girls ask me "what the hell is SG?", I usully do not reply due to the fact that they already know and believe it to be a site for freaks and "slutty girls".......about 2 girls every semester, which could for generic purposes, be considered as "Goths" only approve and ask questions about SG. What a closed minded society the States are

I recently watched this on SNL and I cannot stop laughing about it! I have decided to go as both a SITH lord and a Vampire Priest for the Halloween weekend. I will try to post picutes! I hope everyone is having a great week and all my love goes out to my SG friends! Besos y abrazos para todos!

So I have decided to not worry so much about work, if you have been reading my last posts work has been giving me a lot of stress and sleepless nights. I have come to the conclusion that my boss is an utter idiot and how she ever got the job is beyond me. I am all about higher education but just because one has a Masters degree dosen't mean one knows what they are doing. Anyways moving onto other things, my job is basically to book singers, comedians, hypnotists etc, etc at the college I work at. I have been doing this for awhile and all it really entails is making sure the paper work is done and the details taken care of. Lately I have booked a band called Parker House & Theory which is a combination of Dave Matthews, Ska and Blues Traveler. Also I booked a lady named Jennifer Daniels, she is a cross between The Cranberries and Sarah Mc Lachlan. The events went very smooth and the college kids loved it! If you are into these types of music I highly suggest you look up their websites!

I have the weekend off and I plan on playing Halo 3 with my brother and going out with some lady friends on Saturday to get away from this madness. The last couple of days have been good and I have decided to just ignore my boss and distractions. To all of you who have these types of worries at the work force all I have to say is that it happens to all of us so keep focused and it will pass. Best of luck to everyone of my friends and visitors in SGland! Un beso y abrazo grande para todos!



Here is an old song that I love and I hope you enjoy it. Besos!

So things have been very busy since my last post, work is ok but could be a hell of a lot better, I guess trying to keep cosmetology students/girls is not a job for the weak minded or willed.......Anyways, my birthday is in a week and I am excited, I so need to get away from work to enjoy myself so I will be throwing a big party and going out with my friends.....totally cool! Besos para todos y un abrazo grande!



I so miss this band......they kicked ass and female bass players like sean are totally HAWT!

I am confused about a great many things over the last month....and answers to these matters seem farther and farther away. I miss Spain. Besos para todos y un abrazo fuerte.

So for the last 3 weeks I have had it rough......first dating problems due to a girl being the best friend of one of my best friends and second my boss is just a retard. My boss just graduated with a masters in management but basically what she does is make others do her work for her. Do not confuse this with delagating responsibilities to her employee's, this is quite different. Basically she forgets to send out or tell anyone about duties that must be performed and then calls me and my buddy up 10 minutes before the job needs to begin to tell us or ask us if we can do it....... Totally lame. On top of that she takes off for a week and dosen't tell anyone during August our busiest mont of the year, I work at a college. Anyways, her boss is starting to notice the things that me and my buddy have been complaining about and she is getting her ass chewed out because we are just fed up with it.

On a brighter note, I have been reading a lot during the little time I have to relax and it has been most enjoyable. I have been reading Japanesse for Dummies, lots of Star Wars novels and some of my old Ann Rice books. It has been a small bit of escape during the last month. I hope things are going well to all my SGfriends out there and besos para todos!

Hello everyone! So I met a new girl this last weekend and we hit it off very well. Only problem is that she is one of my lady friends friend. Drama ensude at the bar over me between the two of them and now I am having to defend and explain to myself to both of them for doing what? Showing up at the bar as requested by my friend and liking one of her friends? Well on Monday my friend calls me and tells me that she is sorry for getting angry and starting shit with me but she was mad at her friend cause she liked me.......sheesh I tell you.

You know once you get to be my age, at least in my opinion, you don't play games with females and lead anyone on. You just go straight right up to a woman, introduce yourself and ask them out or something close to that. A Yes or a No is all we guys need but for some reason woman 30+ still feel a need to start catfights and make things difficult. All I got to say is that I am still talking to her friend because we instantly clicked and my friend is ok with it, but I could have done without the drama, I'm sure the alcohol did not help the situation.

IF only life was much simpler and everyone was'nt looking for instant gratification in all aspects of life......if only. To all my friends out in SGland I wish them happiness and peace of mind. Besos para todos hasta la proxima vez!

My week has been hectic but Friday is finally here!

My mood.....well you figure it out.

NIN is problably number 1 or 2 on my list, totally Fucken rocks!