So I am getting ready to go see my buddies band called X-krush they sing a lot of heavy metal/alternative....but I cannot get Lords of acid.....I must increase my bust out of my head....LOL!

Wow.....so my b-day weekend really went well. Friday was a huge party and Sat. went to a tailgating party drank Corona and Margaritas all day. Many of my friends joined me and wished me birthday wishes was good. It is starting to get cooler around here and I am enjoying it but also freezing my ass off, I am waaay to skinny for the cold. I have been seeing more people from my area joining SG and that is always good, I felt isolated for awhile. Take care everyone y besos para todos!

Hello everyone again. So the college kids returned to town and I am sooo relieved that the last month is officially "over". My job has settled down and I am sleeping more than 3-4 hours a night now. I have gone to a couple of events recently that have distracted me from all the chaos around me, I went to the STP concert which was very awesome and also a WWE wrestling evernt. My birthday weekend is going to be on the 19th and 20th so am really looking forward to that. I believe my friends are taking me downtown and to the local nudybar. I think this is ironic because a couple of my friends work at the local nudybar, lol. This are going fairly well other than the normal stresses that come with work and life and my health is still doing ok so am grateful for that.

I hope everyone is doing well and that good karma heads your way! Besos!

So it has been awhile since I wrote.....I haven't checked my last post so I may be repeating this but here goes anyways. I went to The Cure concert earlyer this year up at the Rosemont near Chicago it was awsome and they are just amazing. Things for me lately have been good yet complicated, I work at a college and many many people have been leaving so I have been bounced around from department to department for the last 3 months, great for job security but not on the stress-o-meter. I have a piece o shit car that runs it is an old Honda and the engine is great but I got a flat tire a week ago and I cannot get a new tire until August, I put the dounut tire on it and I can at least go to the grocery store and back. I plan on getting a new care sometime in October as my late B-day present to myself so hopefully it lasts me until then.

I have been seeing on and off for the last month and a half a girl who is, in my opinion, way to young for me. I do not consider myself old by all means but when the lady is 11 years younger it gets complicated, and no I have no idea how I got here in the first place but alcohol had something to do with it. Nothing serious but I just do not think it is going anywhere but the physical aspect of this "relationship" is over-riding my common sense and I keep beating myself up for it. We shall see.

I feel that due to work that I have missed out on summer. I have gone swimming about 3 times and gone out about 4 times, sad indeed. Work for me as of Monday is going to be hectic and sleep depravation is going to go into overdrive big time so I am hoping that this weekend I have a blast!

Well thanks to all who put up with my endless rants and I hope that things are going well for all my SG friends, sending positive karma your way! Besos ha todos hasta la proxima vez!

Hola ha todos mis amigos! I just wanted to let everyone know that yesterday I went to Chicago to see THE CURE for the second time! I had such a great time and was so pumped and thrilled to see them! I started listening to The Cure around 86-87 when Kiss me, Kiss me, Kiss me album cameout. The Cure has a song for just about everything event, occurance or place that has happened to me over my life. My little brother went with me and that was cool too! I am still in shock and delight that I went, the band sounded great and I trully believe they sound better live than on their albums. We were sitting about 28 feet from center stage and that made it cooler! I hope that everyone here on SG has an opportunity to see them if they ever get close.



Besos para todos y salud!

So this is just a follow up to some of my post from earlyer on this year and last year, it concerns my job. For awhile it was going good, things were starting to change and I thought my worries and stress that work was causing me, were in fact dissapearing. I was wrong, the last 3 weeks have just been the samething over and over and I am about to just put my application at the local Insurance corporate and say to hell with LCN.

Women are more devious than men, just a plain fact. While we men are not without faults, women these days are just plain cruel. I trully believe that we live in a society where everything is so over-glamorised and amped that the truth is just plain boring. To lie is exciting and alluring, truth.....not so much. I by all means do not consider myself old, and while I believe in romance I do not play games for weeks on end to see if someone is just playing games or actually serious about a relationship. I will quit now about this subject, my brain is hazy and I am starting to ramble on and on.

Positives.....the weather is getting much better, I am actually saving some money and my phone seems to be working now. Thankyou everyone for your past comments, besos para todos.

Hola! How has everyone been?! I hope things have been going good for everyone, things are looking better for me, I truly believe the weather contributed to many of my problems and dilemas in the last 4 months, now I know work and people were the problem the weather did not help any at all. Things have been going good, I went on a lunch date today with an old friend/love interest today, strange indeed it was......she is a vegan and I am basically a garbage disposal, lol. It took us two hours to eat a Chipolte's and we did not stop talking or laughing, it was strange because usually we are nervous wrecks around each other. We have not seen each other for about 6 months due to work and life in general but it was pleasing none-the-less.

I also wanted to thank my friends, including the SG's, that have posted comments on my wall, sometimes it feels as if I am alone here on SG in the middle of IL so thankyou for all your good wishes and thanx. Best of luck to all and keep up the positive Karma everyone, besos!

I will post a picture of my tattoo soon, both in my picturs and also in the "Spain" group pics. On to other things, I am really, really amazed and in awe about either: 1. my apparent warped sense of morals, right/wrong and thinking or 2. The people around me do not live in reallity. I am amazed at the level of just plain stupidity and helplessness around me. It is like people have no idea how to do the simplest of things, like fold a folding chair....... These people expect someone to get a chair for them, fold it open, and then wipe it off before they sit down on it, as if they were royalty or something. When asked "Why can you not walk 5 meters and grab your own chair?" they reply "II do not GET chairs.". Totally, totally amazed at people's view on life. I will have to say that most of the poeple around me are 18-22 so I really cannot expect much from them.....as dis-heartening as that sounds. Maybe I just put to much faith in other people? Maybe I believe that if people even used their minds they would be able to solve problems on their own? Maybe I belive that supporting peoples belief that they need to be treated like a movie star for just breathing is wrong? I have no clue at this point I am so drained I am just rambling on.

Anyways, I am trully content and somewhat happy because next month I literally work about 7 days in the month and still get paid. I am going to see The Cure on May 17th and anyone that knows me knows that I am a uber Cure fan! WOOT! I got my new tattoo two weeks ago and am working on the art to put on my back. I do not want to sound hypocritical and say that I do not make mistakes or do dumb things but I can say that when I do them I take responsibility for them and I do not blame it on other people and call them "stupid".

I just bought the new American Idol karaokee game and my buddies and I played for the last 8 hours so our voices are tore up, lots of fun! Between Karaokee and Rockband it is a healthy release from the stresses of the day. I am also starting to workout and walk to get ready for Spring and Summer, been slacking this year due to the extreme cold. Best of luck everyone! Un beso grandisimo para todos! Chao!

So I had a weekend full of good and bad situations, got a new tattoo. I keep telling everyone expectations is the key ingridient to disappointment but nobody ever listens to me until it is too late......que lastima. Have a great week everyone! Besos!

I am going out on the town ladies and gents! Girls, Girls, Girls! Besos!