crazy week thusly so far

ok so im still training for keyholder and its a tad stresful... feel like im being watched... cant fuck up CANT

so then today especially we go and get my other guitarist/ Aeron's brother and best friend from the airport... he had came from Illinois where he was forced to move... anyhow before we go i was informed by my friend Jaymie that her room mate (also a friend of mine) went to the hospital cuz she did not feel well and shes pregnant... so we go from not feeling so hot to... her having to induce labor to her dead baby and might not making it to living because she is infact a hemophiliac

fuck

so here i am trying to be the strong one so everyone else can tellme how upset they are... i know this will take its toll on me on a most inconvenient time

i hope she makes it out and goes to our show on fri... i know shes been waiting for this

the sad part is if they induce it theyll let her hold it get its footprints and then she says goodbye...thats if she makes it... jesus!

also planning for this show is stressful... work is really getting in the way and i should be sleeping... i will after i post though

ill actually be glad that everything will be in a sense mundane next week

so what did i do today? went to work as usual was fine... my friend/vocalist/Jaymie's bf/ Alec's brother was bummed out about it so i took him out to eat... we dont drink so stuffing ourselves painfully was our way of getting shitfaced i guess

well see how things go... i want more comments... i only update every 10 comments... id update more often too like even daily if i had a substantial (why cant i spell that word today?) amount of comments

guess its all about friday this week

ok to liven this up... take all the people i mentioned including me and make a tree out of how we all link together!

rack your brain

interested in modeling a shirt for my band? lemme know you get a free shirt! ill take all and any Sg's... some are admitting but i mean all take as many as i can get thatd be lovely

take care all

also if youre bored IM me on my AIM s/n: dramatic epiSOAD

done

=-> Alecks

hey im still alive!

so heres whats new:

im done with Hickory Farms (cuz its seasonal)
i got promoted!!! im keyholder at Hot Topic now
i have a pair of chameleons now i wanna post pics thats why ive been putting off updating but ill get them later

also if you live in the Central Part of CA (unless you wanna make a road trip ) who should come check out an awesome metal/hardcore show that my band will be participating in... if you are in fact interested let me know and ill give details

we made a shitload more of merch as well that hordes of SG's will be modeling... well i wish... i mean theyre free... all i want is a pic to put on the website were making on the merch page...* puppy eyes*

not much else to report except im in a better mood because ive seen my gf a few times recently and the season is over

hallejulah

=-> Alecks

-edit-
my gf changed the dating profile to her liking, check it out! =)

so my comp has been acting funny and i came back to KNOW NEW COMMENTS! >.<

anyhow just working and did a bit of christmas shopping... i reeeally have nothing new to say...

funny story... i wasnt there but some guy tried to steal cheese...CHEESE from my work when i was at my other job... i wish i could have saw it then went off on why on earth he stole cheese... if he made soem joke involving mice and taking over the world i would have in fact slayed him... witha cheese spreader or perhaps a party board or maybe a 3 pound beef stick to the temple

now ima talk to my gf pretty soon... i miss her

and AGAIN band t shirts... please SG's free shirt... take a pic with it... stuff.. see previous entries

love me

=-> Alecks

not much to report really

ive been attacked by ants lately it sucks

what i really dislike the most is having to kill the oblivious lil guys... i mean i wish i had the patience of a monk which i generally can have... but i think they would have eaten me alive... so to justify it all ill just say i did kill them but i did in fact not enjoy it... once i cried cuz i had to do it... funny huh

poor bugs... they never get a break i know so many vegan kids around here who yell at me for eating meat n such to which i reply "if there is a spider in your room do you kill it?"

all say yes

and i just smirk

so Santa took a pic with me next to the Hickory Farms. booth i was wielding or even brandishing if you will a big 3 pound beef stick (no inuendos please) and holding it like a bat and he had some cheese and was as smily as can be... were gonna use it to shamelessly promote ourselves heheeeeee!

i might put up a wishlist soon as well as pics of the new styles of shirts we have that all you beautiful sg's should request... i mean theyre freeeee all you have to do is take a pic with one on so we can have pics to show on our new site were gonna be working on... we dont need just one i mean we can do so many diff colors and styles of shirts so i would like as many of you as possible
so far we made grey shirts with red ink black with white and whit ewith black and i even got a special request for blue with yellow ink... we bought some youth larges in white and black too so pleeease help us out... Stasia and Marlowe said theyd do it... be kool like them

our album is over halfway complete were doing individual recording... and the drummer has completed his tracks as well as the other guitarist and now im up and then bassist vocalist... some synth and mastering then we will complete our first album containing 13 tracks plus an intro...woo

so if you likes you some black death metal then lemme know and ill hit you up

SATORI

my mom told me a story today where her coworker found a bank deposit on a parking lot floor supplying him with a sweet 4500 and he didnt even pick up all the cash either because people were coming...

my brother commented saying "wow he musta been a nice guy cuz karma hit him harrrd."

so this weekend marks Hot Topic's 25 percent off a purchase of $150 dollars or more... which doesnt seem like to big a deal... but to me this means 112 dollars for 250 dollars worth of stuff... so i gotta take my precious to help me out cuz i dont want a ton of stuff and i like buying her pretty clothes and its an excuse to be able to see her... oh how i miss her

other than all that i have said not much goin on just working and sleeping and talking to my gf... she by the way uses my account while im away and adores alot of you and tells me which of you she wants to marry hehe... i want to end this post with a random question for you to answer...how booout

what do you all want for xmas?

=-> Alecks

hi

im tired and sick and bored and im running out of feelings to describe unless there is a feeling for that... inarticulacy nah skip it

anyhow being a forced mallrat makes me think some odd things

POR EJEMPLO!:

the santa claus photo area opened next to my kiosk today and i noticed kids (being kids) would sometimes not smile or pay attention when the photo was to be taken so the photographer would have to wait for the right moment then boom take the pic... so it got me thinking

wouldnt they make great snipers? eh? EH?

ok now time to rant about some commercials

my first one is about this remington comercial where they explain to you the element of titanium and show a blade cutting through a large truck... then explain why its good for your face... ill leave it at that

ok i wont... 'oh man that can cut open a truck so it would do wonders for my wire sponge of a face! >.<

alright commercial number 2 was about i think auto zone, anyhow they were describing i think some car problem but thats not important... its the choice of words they used
...blahblahblah it could be killing your engine and robbing your fuel (or something) and i swear to CHRIST i thought i was gonna hear "and raping your mom." i honestly wouldnt have been surprised

ok lastly this tampon commercial almost ruined chamomile tea for me because they are scented with it and all these seemingly nice scents entice me until they tell me the product after everything... then they show a little animated diagram of how it blocks odor and im just like oh thank you for that

rant over

ok maybe not

why dont i just use the backspace?

anyway so ive been approached by 2 representatives from a company called Quixtar which is supposedly the second largest website (second to Amazon to which i say hah!)

now im assuming my appeal is that im a teen in a uniform and wanting to have lots of money is universal so they cant fail... ok so the first guy approached me and it was really hard to understand him he wasnt deaf or mute but he had a hearing aid and he asked if i liked working where i did and i said it wasnt bad that it was nothing strenuous and he asked if i wanted to do that all my life to which i said no then he asked what i was gonna do with my life to which i replied im not TOO sure yet im just gonna go by day to day and he said that life wasnt gonna happen for me...bad move... i said well my jobs didnt happen for me i went out and got them and he didnt have a reply for that and i said i wanted to do something that i was content with despite the income and he said his clients have so much money they do whatever they want and i said what does that even mean? and he was like staring down and then looked up and said ok *silence* see ya

wow this guy is loaded with money... i mean that explains him wandering a mall... why doesnt he use his money to fix his speech problem... im sittin real pretty being able to speak right in my low income job which id take over money any day... call it karma.. the stench of greed was so pugnent i was afraid my cheese samples would curdle even more so

so the second guy isnt as bad but he for some reason had trouble talking to... maybe theyre robots... but this one was old and he didnt try to be a father figure (im still steamed about the first fuck) and i accepted his card so i can help the customers he was blocking... though he did infact buy stuff which was also nice but he was ranting and raving about the internet being the new thing and i couldnt help but chuckle about how high his out-of-touch-o-meter was oh well hes old he can gain that handicap from me

oh yeah so i got a car!!! its a 95 chevy lumina its grey but to me its dark purple... heres how i got it... county auction.. refuse to learn to drive and make the parents drive me everywhere... tell them i have no reason to drive if i have nothing to drive and bam... i know that sounds bad but it was my fathers drunken promise and itll make him think twice before trying to socialize with me after hes been drinking alone... countless empty promises... had to make this one count

ANYWAY ill shut up finally but only saying this... even though i sounds like such an ASS >.< id really appreciate it if an SG would take our offer up on receiving a free t shirt (with my bands logo n stuff on it) if they take a pic wearing it so we can use it as a pic displaying the shirt on our website for purchase... pleeease im really nice n stuff i swear... just retail and stuff... its making be bitter



be our sexy mannequin, please?

also i would like to take this time to declare my love and how much i miss my partner in crime and one and only... i dont mention her enough but aside from working all the time shes all i really have to look forward to in actual life
i love my Hannah

end longest post ever... also if you read this to the bitter end then jesus crane operating christ youre bored

=-> Alecks (seriously im done!)

saw Cattle Decapitation* twice this weekend

*see: http://suicidegirls.com/words/Cattle+Decapitation+-+Travis+Ryan/

they were great as usual and the second show my gf came with... hows that for a date...EH?

anyhow my offer to any and all suicide girls whod wear my bands shirt and take a pic with it get a free shirt deal is still on... man that was worded funny but mayube that sbecause im in a rush to go to work... meat and cheese dont sample themselves you know!

that is all for now ill blab on all your guys' journals when i get back from work


=-> Alecks

FREE Satori t shirt to any suicide girl who models it for us!




help support my band by being a sexy mannequin for the upcoming site... well take all suicide girls who model them

comment if interested

=-> Alecks

Alecks' rollercoaster halloween of... i dunno i wanted to throw spooky in there somewhere

anyhow the night before halloween my grampa passes away then i get sick and have to work an 8 hour day on halloween, so then im feeling like shit then my gf comes in out of nowhere (she lives an hour and a half away from me) and i go to lunch with her then work flies by and i go to a local hardcore show (cuz local anything else shows are non existent here) what a crazy SPOOKY halloween

huzzah

ps im back at Hot Topic now and it makes me realize how much time i have to do nothing its crazy

i spent roughly 200 on halloween stuff for my gf and my room... ill show pics when i do up my room

i think that is all for now

=-> bAbblecks

put a few pics up and sent out some friend requests

my day off consisted of sleep and internet and nothing else... its good to have lazy days

and i finally have a friend! thank you Warsaw

also i invite any of you to come chat in Nycgoth.com its where im at when im online (Alexander is me)

my pic is still stretched but whateverrr

=-> Alecks

well its 12:06 and i need to be at work in 2 hours but alas i have no ride... maybe i should walk, but i think if i did id run out of energy to deal with people and end up yelling at everyone and props we sell that resemble people... ill figure it out

anyhow i figured out that my manager is the ex-wife of Todd Givens (the Todd and Lacey Givens murder thing) and ill be working with Todd's mom at Hickory Farms next month too... just an interesting fact

i think ill take new pics tonight as my pic looks all smooshed and i no like it

somebody comment >.<

=-> Alecks