So, it's been awhile. Things are going pretty good. I have just been working like crazy. Running has has been awesome. The sucky part is that I am sick. It is going on 2 weeks and and this stupid cough is lingering. I think this happened to me last year too.
So, I have a crush. We went out last weekend and are going out this weekend with his best friend and his wife. I have not been on a double date in forever, but I am excited. I just hope this stupid cough will go away.
Hope you all are well out there in SG Land. XOXOX
So, I have a crush. We went out last weekend and are going out this weekend with his best friend and his wife. I have not been on a double date in forever, but I am excited. I just hope this stupid cough will go away.
Hope you all are well out there in SG Land. XOXOX
So I began running this week and I love it. I never thought I'd like to run seeing as I avoided it at all costs when I was in school. Hope y'all are well out in SG Land. Time to sleep!!!!!!
Thoughts on a visionary....
I remember using my first computer in the 80's in elementary school. It was a Macintosh. I now use 4 different Apple products daily. These products were developed by a visionary: Steve Jobs.
The thing about visionaries is that they touch people. Visionaries make their marks on the world and affect us all. Whether one is a Republican or A Democrat, Black or White, Christian or Jewish, etc., there cannot be any denial of how special this man will always be to the world and how much his passion and vision has shaped the world we live in today.
Rest in peace Steve
I remember using my first computer in the 80's in elementary school. It was a Macintosh. I now use 4 different Apple products daily. These products were developed by a visionary: Steve Jobs.
The thing about visionaries is that they touch people. Visionaries make their marks on the world and affect us all. Whether one is a Republican or A Democrat, Black or White, Christian or Jewish, etc., there cannot be any denial of how special this man will always be to the world and how much his passion and vision has shaped the world we live in today.
Rest in peace Steve
So, first thing Monday morning I spilled coconut water all over my work laptop. Thank goodness it still works.
But that has been my week so far. Not all bad, just minor headaches that end up going away after only a little pain.
I have been up and down emotionally this week. Just tired of the rat race. Sometimes I wish I had up and moved to TX like I was planning to a while back. Life would be a lot easier for sure.
Oh well. I am just taking it one day at a time.
Hugs to you all out there.
But that has been my week so far. Not all bad, just minor headaches that end up going away after only a little pain.
I have been up and down emotionally this week. Just tired of the rat race. Sometimes I wish I had up and moved to TX like I was planning to a while back. Life would be a lot easier for sure.
Oh well. I am just taking it one day at a time.
Hugs to you all out there.
They say "the grass is always greener on the other side".... I say "Can I just have some fuckin' grass?" ...
Being that today marks the 10th anniversary of 9/11, I feel like an asshole for feeling sorry for myself.
I will never forget what I was doing when I first heard about the attacks and saw the first tower fall. I still get chills and still cry at the thought of the terror and sadness that happened on that day in NYC, D.C. and Pennsylvania and around the world all once.
So I feel like an ass, but I can't help but think about the fact that I have problems that seem to be getting worse everyday. I would like some grass to see if mine is worse than someone else's. Right now all I have is dirt.
Being that today marks the 10th anniversary of 9/11, I feel like an asshole for feeling sorry for myself.
I will never forget what I was doing when I first heard about the attacks and saw the first tower fall. I still get chills and still cry at the thought of the terror and sadness that happened on that day in NYC, D.C. and Pennsylvania and around the world all once.
So I feel like an ass, but I can't help but think about the fact that I have problems that seem to be getting worse everyday. I would like some grass to see if mine is worse than someone else's. Right now all I have is dirt.
Thanks for the birthday wishes. Seems like I've been away from here forever. It's been a crazy 2 1/2 weeks. Long story short: I'm still broke, single and tired. I'm seriously just missing the cats to fit the old maid cliche. Tonight, I played Scrabble with a group of 40- something's. Great people, don't get me wrong, but I got home at 11:15 and am alone and kind of sad. I just want to cuddle.
Oh well, I'm gonna finish the PB&J I made and then I'm going to sleep.
Hugs out there.
Oh well, I'm gonna finish the PB&J I made and then I'm going to sleep.
Hugs out there.
How ironic is this? The first email I get on my birthday is about anti wrinkle cream. Seriously?
Oh well. You know you're old when you work late on your birthday and the only plans you have are to workout. I suppose that could begin with "You know you're lonely when...."
Lol. I am just happy to be healthy and relatively sane. Hopefully this year will prove to be better than the past few ones.
Hugs to y'all out there!
Oh well. You know you're old when you work late on your birthday and the only plans you have are to workout. I suppose that could begin with "You know you're lonely when...."
Lol. I am just happy to be healthy and relatively sane. Hopefully this year will prove to be better than the past few ones.
Hugs to y'all out there!
Watching some videos of Amy Winehouse on You Tube. There's some footage out there of her so bombed on stage. It's really sad. In the midst of those are some great ones of her singing with just a guitar back. Search "The DL" if you're interested.
It makes me sad that drugs have taken so many talented individuals over the years. I always wonder how music would have evolved had some of the greats not passed away so young.
It makes me sad that drugs have taken so many talented individuals over the years. I always wonder how music would have evolved had some of the greats not passed away so young.
Cuddling with my body pillow tonight and I am okay with it..... I am looking forward to a great workout tomorrow with some new running shoes. I just have to get through the workday.
The weekend was busy, but good. At the end of it all, I have to wonder how long I am going to go through the motions of feigning happiness before I am really happy? I mean I know that life, though it can be rough, is actually pretty good for me. But fighting depression for me goes in stages... from wallowing in it to faking joy on a daily basis to sometimes actually feeling good. I know that I could benefit from meds, but I am not keen on side effects which have always plagued me when I used them before. So, I just go through life day-by-day trying to regulate my moods with keeping myself too busy to think about the things that make me unhappy. This is time time of day where it gets to me and I would love to cry it out, but the tears won't come. It's really strange, I actually can't cry without willing the tears to come. I have to make myself upset just to get the relief that comes through shedding tears.
Lame
The weekend was busy, but good. At the end of it all, I have to wonder how long I am going to go through the motions of feigning happiness before I am really happy? I mean I know that life, though it can be rough, is actually pretty good for me. But fighting depression for me goes in stages... from wallowing in it to faking joy on a daily basis to sometimes actually feeling good. I know that I could benefit from meds, but I am not keen on side effects which have always plagued me when I used them before. So, I just go through life day-by-day trying to regulate my moods with keeping myself too busy to think about the things that make me unhappy. This is time time of day where it gets to me and I would love to cry it out, but the tears won't come. It's really strange, I actually can't cry without willing the tears to come. I have to make myself upset just to get the relief that comes through shedding tears.
Lame
