life is changing its way so fast!
new direction, new roomie, changing my look again...
i stopped working as a hairdresser and still think about whats coming next.
i didnt find any time for a shoot this year, but this is going to change soon. i started working on my body and results are visible




and someone joined my life:



and he allready got a new friend. Fraise and her lovely bukowski came to get to know each other and they love each other.



sorry for not posting anything for a long time, its all been so much changes and i felt like my day would have to have 50 hours or more to get all this done.

this year in pics:
i was on a trip, had extensions, got it off again, shaved my head again and last but not least i got a new tattoo and another piercing.
















have a great time sweeties!!

Life is changing that fast, i didn't find time for you for some weeks now.
I'm really sorry. christmas makes people go crazy and made me work a lot more than usual.
but now its 2013, holidays are gone and i will have time again.

hope you all had great holidays

next week i'll have a job interview and i really hope it works. 10 weeks left till i stop working as a hairdresser and i'm really looking forward to whats coming now.

I still love my job but i know this would be changing if i dont do something else now and i really hope i'll find the chance to combine two jobs one time.

i'm glad i did find the time to meet our beautys Fraise and Vine. had a great night with them

Last weeks in pics:













saving others holidays nasty orange to a nice cottoncandy pink:














have a great time everyone!
be sure i'll find more time for you again, miss alle this a lot!

some new pics just for you!
didnt find so much time because of christmas. everone is going crazy and i got soooooo much work and also have to tell every costumer that i:m going to leave next year.
its really hard for me. i really like most of them and even will miss some, but time has come to take another route.

I'm also going to meet our beautys Fraise and Vine next week. its gonna be a great evening











even my new set will be in MR on dec 3, so dont miss it and love it!





have a great weekend!

kisses

I'm starting a new life!

hi sweethearts,
its been a great week. i had a long conversation with my boss and after this we had another hour of talking about our lifes as friends.
i made my decision: i'l stop working as a hairdresser on march the 16th at 8pm. i'm thinking about leaving munich and i want to move into another city. i guess i wont leave munich alone, there is a tattoo artist thats also wants to leave munich and open his own studio (he would love to do this near cologne, but it doesn't have to be this area). he lived there for several years and still got lots of friends and costumers there.

new place, new job, new life. 2013 will be a great year! i didn't feel that free for a long time.
there are tiny , little moments of panic and confusion, but thats okay. thats normal i guess.

i'm really excited. there are so many new things around me. i met so many new interesting people. also there is a guy who wants to write a story that should belong to a picture he saw of me. i read the beginning of the story and he allways asks for my opinion. i'm gonna show you the result when its done.

its gonna be a picture out of this set :


and there are 3 bigger shoots planned for the beginning of 2013, i don't find any time this year.
nearly everybody wants to gat the hair done before christmas. don't ask me why, i don't understand, but its great. no work no money^^
the shoot for a german tattoo magazine is still waiting, a sm-furniture producer wants do to a sales promotion with me showing how to use his furniture ( this is the shop ) and even there is dungeon in austria and two fotographers and even members of this club want me for promotion.
do i look like the perfect sub? i don't think so, but i often get requests like this

i don't know why, but i always change my life in november.
maybe i don't want to start the new year without the waste and problems and want to change things in time.

my set relaxing blue changed the date. its gonna be dec 3rd, 4 pm.

clothes for the cold weather







new shoes






and my bed time story at the moment. i good friend loves this book and told me to read it. its his book, he read it 15-20 times. it is a great story, even it is an old book. Elric of melnibone




have a great week!

kisses

New set will be in MR in 2 weeks!
This time we shot at my workplace, the photographer was MUCFoto

I promised a little review, so here it is







a lot of things have to change in my life. I'm going to stop working as a hairdresser.
i love this job, i love playing and working with hair, it is a great material.
but i'm tired of mindless smalltalk, luxury problems ("life is so hard, we only had time and money to go vacation twice") and even being treated as a stupid little girl.
not most of my costumers are like this, but too many.
I'm sure I'll be working as a hairdresser again one time, maybe in combination with something else.
i talked to my boss about all this. first he was angry, than he told me he doesn't believe me and after thinking about it he understood the time has come. its been 2 strength-sapping weeks to get to this knowledge and at the end he promised to help me, asked me to come and cut his hair as long as i don't leave the town and told me i will allways be able to come back and work for him again.
thursday we will talk all this over and set the date i leave him and all this.
it will be the first of march or april, this is realistic.

it is a big step and sometimes its strange not to know what future will bring, but i'm exited and it feels great to leave this deadlock.



i found an old video that was taken at my workplace it's been 5 years ago. a big tv prodcaster asked to make this because they wanted to show the differences between us an the classical "munich wanna-be jet set hairdresser".
its a little bit strange for me to see this. i look terrible there, they gave me that latex corset and i didn't feel comfortable with things like this at that time. but i still got this corset
thinking of this, made me stop writing and look where it is:


it is in german and the other hairdresser was edited:


today we don't have parties anymore, changed the location and all the other hairdressers changed.

fall is always a time i start thinking about my life and take more time for myself.
i din't have any shoots the last weeks, because i still have to take care after my pneumonia. i'm not allowed to do sport(including dancing whole night long and other indirectly sports ) hope my doctor will give his ok soon so i can start exercises again to be in shape for the next shoots.
there are some great ideas with different photographers that want to be put in practice.

changed my haircolor again... 3 times in 1 week. first removed the darker red with a soft color remover, then first added a lighter brown, but i didnt like it so i got a darker one now.



and the greatest thing on cold winter days:
taking hot baths





I'm looking for an idea for a pubic tattoo. thought about a cerberus, what do you think? any other suggestions?

have a great week!



and never forget

many loved the cat-ear picture, so i will show some more

first week at work after my sick time at home was really hard. i didnt just do more than work and argue with another hairdresser. so just nothing to report.

enjoy this little outtake of the cat-me set, and dont wonder, i covered the label with a little sketch from a friend

Hi sweeties!

its unbelievable, only 2 days ago it's been a nice autumn weather outside, now its winter!!!



its awesome. it only took 2 days i just didnt want to believe this would be true.

its cold outside, but i hope my new set will make you sweat, it will be in mr at the end of november.
i give you some previews in my following blogs and i hope you love it.

some pictures of the days at the blocksberg. its such a mystical place, thats awesome

we also got up at 5am one day for a shooting. i dont have prepared pictures, but i got a little preview

and some silly pictures of me with cat ears

sometimes i just got too much time



have a great time!

back from my little roadtrip. its been shorter than it was supposed to be, because the driver had to go to the dentist and wanted to get home after this. so i had some more days without doing anything and just reading and looking up to the sky.

its been the first time i went on a trip without knowing where to sleep and its been sometimes to cold but really beautiful.



we spend the first night on this cute little lake, i dont know where this has been, but it was awesome looking at the sunrise the first morning.

we spent severall hours on the road, listening to strange music (driver decided and i dodnt really know any of the bands he played)



and we arrived at the brocken the first day. its a really special place

we did get up , but i don't have the pictures at the moment, will get them at the weekend.

this has been on our way up:





we got up at 5 on the next morning to shoot at sunrise,just with a transparent black cape, black lingerie and overknees. i also get the first pics of this shoot on sunday. okay, i will have lots of great pictures for my next blog, i promise

after this day we took a hotel for 1 night. this hot shower in the evening just felt like pure sex


i did miss a bigger mirror to get a better picture in the bathroom.

so its been evening, we were on a place where nothing else could be done so: wo took some silly pictures...
its been a really boring room and we did need something funny so this was it: me with cat ears and a wardrobe


i know its little bit... strange at all... we had some vine and on that night it was funny... and even i think there must be some great pictures, i never thaought there would be sooo many ways to stand, sit, and knot myself in a wardrobe. weekend, i promise

next day was the last day together, found some nice places like this:



its called misery, poor little village



this is a cute little bakery called little magical world

this has been the last day, and i was really really happy that i wont have to spend more than a last night at a cold car



and never forgett:

i'm gonna be on a little trip for the next few days.
soory, i really didnt find the time for blogging the last days. i'm preparing my trip for 1 week now. after this i will have tons of new photos and things like this and will share all with you

kisses


some random pics:

good morning!
its been a funny weekend. first of all: we had our girls night at my home and tried to shave my half-persian loki:

he is just that cute, he only meowed a little bit.i hope i will be able to finish and correct it without help, otherwise i will have to look for someone who helps me holding him.

and the "wies'n" started this weekend. saturday has been a rainy and cold day, but who cares??



this has been where the traditional costume parade would come around 2 hours later. but the people sat there in the rain, waiting...

wiesn time is braiding time... started with 2 little hair dos on saturday


at the moment i'm just waiting for my next set i'd like to have it in mr this year and i really think you will like it


i got my new hair
i really really love long hair this is before cutting. had to make them shorter. in this length it just doesnt have any connection to my own hair.


i found a new chain i just had to have. just like a little robot warrior



a good friend gave my tons of costumes he found at home. he is preparing his flat for a sabbatical year so he just has to give away some stuff. here is one of this





some new sets are planned and i just met a great photographer yesterday and i'm looking forward to work with him. there are some ideas for kind of trashy shoots and for this i'm trying to get into some lap dance exercises, just didnt do this before, but its really funny. and i guess i will find the perfect trashy outfit between all the costumes i've got right now.
i just have to look for a chair i can use for practicing, i dont really have a simple chair

kisses