Fingers crossed!!!! I submitted a set!!!! I hope it gets accepted!!! I fucking love and HATE the feeling of anxiously awaiting a reply!!!!! ♥♥♥♥

I really need a professional photographer to do a set for me...I'm struggling with my best friend trying to produce quality pictures and it is really bringing down my self confidence :/ All I have ever wanted was to be a Suicide Girl from the first time I saw a picture of the most beautiful, sexy woman with pierced nipples and tattoos taped to my ex girlfriends mirror. I have been addicted to this site and want nothing more than to be a part of it!!!!! Any photographers in the south eastern Iowa location???

Absence

Without you, I have thoughts that never cease to eccentrically spin

Always missing those mysterious looks, matched with that mischievous grin

Each charming, meaningfully placed kiss inevitably aging

Leaving only the reminiscence of a serene memory remaining

My perpetual allure always aching with a deep longing to have you near

An unimaginable separation of our eternally mated souls has been my greatest fear

Innocently my essence silently screams for more-your love unknowingly sweet, always insane

Every drop of my blood, neurotically pumps purposefully through each of my fiery veins

The warmth from our passion that lies within your strong embrace

Dissipates while you’re away, absolutely impossible to replace

Leaving an empty emotion starving for that undying affection I’ll always desire

Needing our distance to fade away as life enhances this entire-

Undying devotion in our love that is the apparent energy for my existence

Without you, my quintessential ending can’t exist, just an intolerable appalling absence
-Affiniti

I saw a girl walking with a gas can today...I offered her a ride to her car that ended up being clear out of town! I'm so glad I was able to save her from an unnecessary, ridiculously long walk and I swear it had almost nothing to do with the fact that she was a very attractive blonde!



I painted this beautiful picture for my long time best friend/ex girlfriend for her wedding last weekend. 9-10-11 ♥ It was beautiful to see two women dedicating the rest of their lives together without the restrictions from an unjust law. Iowa has my complete respect and admiration for this freedom! Something as pure as love should have no rules! ♥

Wow! School has been keeping me busy, busy, busy!!! Loving my art classes!!! Xoxo

I had WAY to much fun at my photo shoot today!!!!

Whirly twirly fun!!!

When I had imagined how my life would end up...it was no where near how things actually happened ♥ I'm still loving every moment!!!

Here are a few pics from an old set that got rejected...I'm bored lol

Getting my hair done today!!!! Photo shoot on Wednesday!!!! <3 I'm loving this crazy little life of mine!!