yay, a cd from carsten breschel is finally on it's way. and here is a preview:



remember to cross your fingers for me tomorrow. it is my fourth, and final, try at the molecular biochemestry and chemestry examn. if i fail this it is OUT of med. school. i am terrified. and i expect to fail it. ugh!

oh my, has it been a year already?

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thank god for free complimentary accounts for rejected sets
i think i have to get my shit in gear and shoot an amazing set soon.

finally a bit of luck. my bank manager lady, also known as PURE EVIL!, is on a vacation for the next three weeks, and another bank manager is covering for her. he is nice!

the horse situation still sucks. but we did go looking at two new horses yesterday. the first one was beautiful! the second one was.. hmm.. not what we expected

and chemestry is both boring and sucky! but i am doing it anyways!

today is a sad day. the horse got diagnosed with asthma this monday. today we went looking at places to move him, that would be better for his health. on the way home the vet called. the former owner had called and talked to him about the horse, and the possible future for him. she was willing to take him back, and provide him with an asthma secure home. chances are he won't be healthy enough to be used for the level of dressage that we had planned for him.

i think maria, the owner, more or less has decided to send him back. i am in tears. i have been, ever since i heard. but it IS logically the best solution. but i will miss him so much. he is such a wonderful horse. so nice, and easy and smart. and the biggest cuddle head in the world. it will be very very empty here without him.

on another note: never wear the suicidegirls.com sweatshirt to therapy! one of the therapist analysed a bit too much on the name.

argh. money problems. again! perhaps i should start selling shit again. this just blows. my visa has been cancelled again. and my bank manager is eager to get me to agree with her on getting a visa electron instead. i hope it won't be necesary. i doubt i will be able to buy shit online anymore if get this card. ugh.

i need more money!

i love spit_pretty

the other day i recieved my hot hot thigh high stockings


and look, a free thank you gift!



irish, i love you!!! <3


oh yeah. i got published. a small danish poetry magazine called M gasin. i am on page 25 with all the uglines that my poem is. including spelling errors and all.

my ass hurts from sitting down and studying. i am kind of proud of myself. i have now covered three chapters out of the five for biochemestry. and i can even remember it.

perhaps i will be doing a hair shoot after the examn. i got contacted by a hairstylist today. hopefully it will work out. if not for some pictures, at least for a good spoiling of my ill treated hair.

and the newest addicion.... absolutely fabulous! well actually it is a very old addiction, but yesterday i realised i could download the whole series and just watch it in bed on the computer. so now i have covered season 1 and 2, and am 20.3% through downloading season 3. this is PURE love!

also thinking about joining next months fetish party at manifest. who wouldn't love to se vivid angel?????

i think i am gonna stay in med. school anyway. if it is possible of course. hehe. my next examn on august 25 will show.

but the good news for today is: i have found a photographer that i will use for my next sg attempt. well, actually i have known him for quite some time now, but it suddenly occured to me that he could be just the right photographer to use for a sg shoot. oh well, say hello to injection 13. he should be here somewhere lurking in the shadows too.

so we went to the hardcore festival in fredericia. some of it were good, a lot weren't that great and when i sprained my ankle it weren't good at all anymore.

but we are home again. and a tight bandage is now having a ball on my foot. i also slept for eight hours straight. that helped a lot too. hehe.

sadly the sprain means i had to cancel the shoot i had on next thursday. hopefully steve will understand, and hopefully we will be able to do it later in the month.

so no standing fun for me the next couple of weeks. sob!

so today will be a great day. i can just feel it.

i will be going to the hardcore festival at fredericia this afternoon. it is all weekend, but th13teen photography, the boy and me will be making a special, one day only, appereance. would be cool to meet someone there. i will with no doubt be wearing pink. loads of it! come say hi!

we have no money for this, but we don't care. bank manager grethe, go to hell!!!!!

oh yeah. no news on the postman job yet. but i am feeling more and more sure that i will end up quitting med school. it can't hold my attention any more. i would be a lousy doctor anyways! now i just have to talk it over in "group". yay for being a nutcase in group therapy.

kissies all around. time to go molest the horse.