i have finally been published. as a model. yay. sadly it paid nothing. hehe. but it is still cool to see yourself in print. now i just need to get my hands of a copy of the book.

argh. out of money again. merry christmas everyone. ugh! thank god i only need to buy stuff for one more gift. but this fucking blows! i hope the boy winns a million on his chrismas scratching calender!!!! that should teach my bank manager to cancel my card every time it is overdrawn. muarhahaha!

dont forget my wishlist! even though it is not on top anymore

so what is new. well. not much actually. i am trying desperatly to pull my act together and get my ass into study gear. but it is harder than it sounds.

i want to model again. like now! preferably yesterday please. and sad news, the dude that shot my kittie set, the swing set and the trampoline set no more photographs. so sad. he got bored. oh well, time for me to try new dudes. ok, that sounded SO dirty. wau!

and the horse is making GREAT progress. it won't be long before we have to start entering competitions. <3 i am so proud of my little baby! now i just need a new outfit for dressage. i only have the boots and a pretty dirty helmet now. haha. but i bet it would make a spectacular fetish outfit too! note to self: make fetish pictures in dressage outfit! remember to polish leather boots to a crazy shine!

i also got the temp nursing job back at the psych ward. very boring, but very nice with extra money. they are desperatly needed. haha

don't forget that my birthday is on jan 17. look up there, *point* ooooh it is my wishlist!!! now go buy me stuff. preferably something i can shoot in. i desperatly need it since my last examn is on the 17th. yes, that is just SO mean! bohoo!

ps: don't forget to write "dear leigh..."

ha! my all "crying for attention" post got ZERO comments. ZERO... and once again for the slow ones... ZERO!!! haha.

oh well, i will just keep on writing for the lurkers. *smirk*

spit pretty is having another sale. i swear, that girl is trying to ruin my economy singlehandedly!

i might be shooting again soon. i have an interested photog, that used to shoot candylac. but sadly she moved to sweden now. perhaps i can swing by her, the next time i visit the sister. but the good news is i more or less landed a deal with http://www.strangelifeforms.com/ about borrowing outfits for sets. gotta love that! <3 miss fussy bunny is way too cool. <3 and such a sweet person in real life! and yes, that IS kumi on their site. i am such a fangirl. hehe. i know people that know kumi! lol!

perhaps i should ask 3xL about shooting something soon too. perhaps he could pull off a sg set.

hmm, no one seems to be intrested in my life as of lately. at least no one feels the need to comment on it

is it because there is not nekkid pictures? it bet it is, you pervs! <3

the sister and the niece was here from tuesday until this morning. it was great. but very draining on my energy levels. no kids for me please!

got contacted by a new photog about shooting, and i think have caught the model bug again. so i am planning shoots all over. at least in my head i need kopf to make me look sassy for sg though! and i need some gargantuan candy canes for the candy cane outfit from spit pretty. thank you irish! now i am gonna spend another gazillion on your web page! <3

get your ass (aka kopf's ass!!!) in gear hon! rrrRrrrrr!!!

yay. looks like one of the boys wow online buddies will be making my new website. pretty sweet as it is what he is doing for a living. now i just hope he makes it so i can still maintain it myself. hehe.

and it didn't hurt to get the stiches removed.

and i think i will be doing pictures again soon. now i just need all the bruisings and such to clear up first. hehe. and i have gotten a pretty tight ass, and thighs, after starting horseback riding for serious again. and biking back and forth to the horse. so look forward to it

and i have to do a lot of neato pictures for spit pretty in their lingerie and costumes, since i have so much of their stuff now.

i <3 spit pretty/ snot candy!!!!

getting the stiches removed today. i am more nervous about that, than getting them. haha. such a chicken here!

i dreamt i had millions and millions of dollars! but sadly it was a dream. so now i won't be able to afford all the tattoos i also dreamt i had. the world is a cruel cruel place

i need pity and hugs! i fell over on my bike yesterday, and banged my chin against the asfalt. so i had to take a trip to the emergency room to get three stiches. i am not pretty today.

not much is happening. november is here. so is winter apparently. it snowed yesterday. it was weird. some places are still covered in snow.

i got a letter from therapy today. apparently i have to gotten called in for an appointment because i have been to three sessions since the summer. it is on the same time as my doctors appointment. so i am gonna call them to get a new date. i want to talk to my doc about alternatives to the group sessions. truth is i don't think i benefit much from them anymore. perhaps i am not dedicated enough. perhaps it is just time to move on. dunno. yet.

also i think i am coming down with the flu or something. i am snotty, coughing, tired, cold, nauseaus and my stomach decided to kill itself earlier today. sniff sniff.

so bored. don't know what to do. i feel like spending money. but i don't have any. :S