i havent been able to make myself go to bed yet. even though i am yawning my jaws off and is bored as shit.

did a google picture search on ael and came up with:



with this i will try to go to bed again.

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patience is a virtue, but not one of mine

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when is something going to happen?

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holy crap. i just made a new profile at www.supermodel.dk, and i already have a dude interested in booking me. and it is a freaking paid job! i must remember to mail eline and say thank you for her reference of the site if this works out.

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i try to keep telling myself to stay patient. and that sg has other stuff to do than sit around and wait for sets from me. but damn it is hard. the ftp has been available since saturday. i know they probably weren't working both saturday and sunday. but that gives them the hole monday to look at the sets. lol. ok, i am acting like a child at christmas. but i would love to get some clarification soon. this is killing me. i suppose i rather should play it cool and act like it meant nothing to me. but what the hell, it does actually mean something to me. and i would love to get one of my sets accepted. not only to become a sg, but because i am damn proud of my work on these two, and i can't show anyone until it is either live or rejected.

at least it is looking like i will get my first paid job soon. 1500kr plus transportation. and if they sell i get royalties, yay. how wicked cool would it be to see my naked body at an art exhibition. i am sure this is just what my family has always wanted for me