bitching at my just recieved cd with pics from the shoot where i froze my butt off. i can't watch half of them. and the ones i can watch, i look like shit. fuck i am fat. i need to lose, or perhaps i should just not work with this photog anymore. i am dissapointed. especially in myself.
i feel like crying.
halloween pics are in:
me and cecilia. i really should give up drinking, it makes me look like a moron
see, still drinking
perhaps i am hiding my glass behind kabal
and look at my shoes!
yeah ok, you can't really see them, but they were TALL!!!
i feel like crying.
halloween pics are in:
me and cecilia. i really should give up drinking, it makes me look like a moron
see, still drinking
perhaps i am hiding my glass behind kabal
and look at my shoes!
yeah ok, you can't really see them, but they were TALL!!!
NOV 01, 2005 09:57 AM
NOV 01, 2005 04:07 PM
NOV 01, 2005 06:00 PM
If I ever see you complain that you're fat again ... 
Hun, it's all about the photographer, the lighting, and how you're feeling about yourself at the time. I guess it doesn't matter how skinny you really are, but if you feel bad about yourself then you're not going to see what the rest of the world sees. What I see is a slender young woman who's got a very sexy body and most definately doesn't need to loose weight. In fact, you're almost bordering on too skinny for some tastes. I'm sure your measurements are smaller than mine, and I know I look good in certain lighting/angles and bad in others. *shrug*
